merit awards

Students Ceremony Awards today...


my so-call trophy... no name on it de...

anyway... took alot of fotos today.... will update the details when i got all the fotos.... here are some...


mi n my LP...


duno wads wrong wif weiling...


guess whose is whose?

was at harrys' again... wif yenting at 1st... hmmm... i m sae she got rather high...

reason??


Blowjob!!


she had no idea how to drink...


test test.... c if can fit into my mouth anot...


it fits!! lol....


then she wanted the 2nd blowjob again... wah piang... whole of harrys' staff stand at one corner looking at us... haha... then yenting's mum called n she had got to fly... *somehow she reminds
mi of the past mi...*

sat dwn there rot abit... wait for eileen... then gt performance!!... super pro in guitar sia... hmm... he is a rather jazz singer... name... haha... indian... too long cannot remember... =p...





the pro...


nana at work..



to conclude....

yenting had = 1 mango margarita, 2 blowjobs...
eileen had = 1 pina colada...
mi = 1 e.hawk red gls, 1 rum runners...

ordered potato wedges n calamari too.. damn nice... but quite expensive... heng got dicount.. hehe...

clear day

almosted killed myself todae... n... i cleared all my work todae!!! yay!!


c my table... machaim after war world 2... messy...

took leave tml... can slp in late... finally... otherwise i will die of fatigue....

a fren msged mi todae... asked mi... "esther... u realli wan to work urself to death ah..." well... actually... like i always said.. i juz wan to keep my mind occupied... in any case... i need $$ oso wad... lotsa of things need $$ ok... n i realised tat i spend more on transport than on my alcohol... haiz... one thing bad abt being not a student is no more consession...

*sidetrack abit: WEILIAN won!! haha... juz like wad i predicted... alright man!!! haha... ok lah... junyang is a good singer... no deny abt tat... i m sure he will make it big someday soon too...

got an invitation to this Very Xotic party @ Zouk on 26th aug... anyone one wans to go wif mi?

rehersals

i m so tired....

was warned by my mento... to watch my back on this guy colleague... i was like... o.O? huh?... then went i saw her facial reaction... i kind of understand le...

back to sch todae.. for tt stupid rehersal... and i had to act as sharu's grandmother...-_-'''....

realised tat even though i had passed puberty... i m still growing... rapidly... side-ways... <- ->... but... the more amazing thing is tat... my weight is still the same... weird uh... my weighing machine is not spoilt... *tested on my cousins le*

bone called to ji siao mi again... zzz...

hmm... oya... juz to make myself clear... for mi rite now... i weekdays work in S.I.A... weekends in Adam Khoo's... ok...

yup... m working everyday... i m trying to keep myself as busy as possible... so tat i wun think of well... someone...

got to slp... nite pple...

i PASSED my BASIC!!!

started work yest... key data key until i blur... lucky my dept staff r nice pple... =)

bones' timing realli not rite... i started work officially liao then ask mi if i wan to work on tue... how to???

met up wif eileen... tat woman ah... wan to cancel policy... oso wan mi to meet tat agent... i think tat agent fed up wif mi liao... coz i purposely interupt wadever he sae... after all the chit chat... went to geylang for supper again...

headache sia... he sae he is a 6pt driver... my foot ah... car duno die how many times... evo leh.. EVO!!... throw face sia... haiz... i m sitting in an evo that cannot run... i juz sit in the car n c bicycle cycle pass us... =.=".... dun dare to do parallel parking...*faint*


the evo tat can see cannot work... hai....

makan diam sum again... inital intention was to go eat you tiao n drink soya bean drink... well... haiz...


the famous diam sum store i frequented..


our food...


the agent guy... whose car died alot of times...


ok lah... actually he is quite a nice guy...


this woman here is sick... yet she still dare to eat deep fried food... duno how to write die...


our end product... mainly is eileen n song yong sup one... i juz drink my plum juice...

then took his evo hm... realli dotz... car die for duno the how many times...

hmmm took half day leave for basic today... din study at all... wanted to study yest... but din have time to... was thinking die... sure gone case again today...

today duno double check how many times... when i end my test... i closed my eyes... din dare to look at the screen... when i open my eyes... the 1st thing i saw is grey color... YAY... i PASSED... haha... booked my advance le... *cross fingers hope to pass*

anyway... duno y alot of pple called n msg mi today... when i m super buzy... in the end... either i din answer the calls or return the msg in time... sorry ah...

took another set of passport size foto todae... this time looked nicer than the last but i still not satisfy... coz one eye big one eye small... hai... my right eye abit swollen... no choice...

ok... got to go zzz liao... din slp well these few days... oso duno y...

hate weekend..

its weekend again... same feelings overwhelm mi again... haiz...

cant slp last nite... my mind juz kept repeating wad happened on tat very faithful day... *sob* my heart juz twitch in pain... yes... they are happy memories... yet these are happy memories tat kept tearing open my wound... i haf oreadi tried not to rem the past... but... they juz keep coming back... wad shld i do... ahh....

realli juz... i duno... irriating? if i was to b given a chance to live again... would i wan to live through it again? go through all the pain? heartache? i duno... but mayb... i would... i would choose to walk tat path again...

stupid? yah.. mayb i m... haiz... my brain is severely damage... i need medical attention... haiz...

bored

was bored in my aunts' hse...

my aunt's gaint nemo...



ever wonder wad does a fish roll literally looked like?


looks abit scary hor... =p...


went shopping in town today... AGAIN!!....



bought a new sweater top frm zara... n black pants.... i m so broke nw... haiz...

jalan jalan...

recieved my letter of appointment today...

took my passport-size foto... look like shit!! argh... shld i retake again?

anyway... bought new clothes!! at dano....



nice?

bought a new blusher at inuovi...


quite cheap... color is call future...

ok... hmm... after orchard... went back to j8's thaiexpress for my red bean milk shake... haha... nice hor...

the oak n the reed

raining... again... thunder... wind... the usual stuff...

suddenly i feel tat i was brought back to the past... those times tat i was having S.I.P... those time where i need to sit in the component unit with the 'unable to adjust temperature' aircon... those times when i still haf... well... someone to give mi warmth during those terrible weather... but now.. well.. like i sae... its "those times.."...


juz a qns to ponder on...

"On a Stormy Day, Who is Stronger: the Oak Tree or the Reed?"

ever ponder upon this qns? n wad is ur answer to this qns?

our, or rather my, usual answer to this qn would b "of coz the oak tree la.." but we r wrong... y is tat so? in the storm... wind blows... strong... the oak tree would resist the wind force w/o bending... but... soon or lata... the oak tree will snap... break into two..

however... the reed bend with the wind... gently... it did not resist the force of the wind... so tat it never breaks...

so... wad does this concludes n tells us?? think abt it...

jobs

well... i muz sae s.i.a sux!!! realli got at bluffing pple... sae wad $1500... *pui* onli $900... b4 cpf deduction somemore.... $1500 is the pay for doing shift work... 12-hr... 8 to 8... siao ah... somemore temp job onli... y make myself suffer... i stated my point clear... tat i will onli do the normal working hrs... 8.30am to 5.30pm... but the pay is too low.. (they needed pple urgently.. so i can bring up myself to sell abit... =p) then this guy sae he will call mi back...

n this morning... received a call frm s.i.a h.r dept... i GOT the job... muahaha... well pay is slightly higher than $900 onli... but while... ok loh... 3 to 6 mths work onli... who noes.... i might found other jobs le...

hmmm... but taking up this job meaning i haf to let go coaching... ahhh.... coaching shld b fun loh... n the pay is good... but... its not on a regular basics... i like the working environment in akltc... but... too bad... they got no perm post for mi... *sob*

so now... i m still not sure if i shld continue the coaching anot... if i take both of the job... i need to take at least 10days of leave.... is it worth it?? this weekend got training le... how.. *bang wall*

argh... ok... enuff on my job thingy...

hmm... had a mental day yest... brain kind of malfunction... go toilet wash face forget to turn off the tap... forget to put my contacts... i remembered to bring my biscuit out of the hse... but totally forget abt my hp... wanted to take bus to airport... but walked towards the mrt station... haha... realli konk out...

watched bewitched last nite... alone... cant get anyone to acc mi.. hmm... it had been a long time since i catch a movie alone... since... hmm... irobots... yup.... last year... actually i m fine wif catching a show by myself... no big deal... but... it juz tat is a little weird... not used to it...

ok... do not watch bewitched... dun even bother... lame show... not nice.. not even worth the weekdays' tix value... save ur $$... din wan to watch in the 1st place... but tats the onli show at that point of time when i m at the cinema... if i wait for the next show... i need to rot in the shopping mall for at least 2 hrs... do wad??

ya... i can dun watch... but i need to ok... i need to waste my time out of hse n spend the least amt of $$... n i need to do sth that i can do alone... movie is one of the best n cheapest options i haf....

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sucky way to way up this morning... hp juz rang n rang... it was my aunt... she juz suddenly sae 'meet at raffles town club... 12pm... ' ok... then i looked at the clock... 11.48am... HUH?!? wtf loh... rushed like hell... kill mi..

had japanese food... hmm... it had been a long since i gone there... food ok... went ck tangs... still cant decide if i wan to buy that skirt frm coats...


shld i buy?

hmm... went to dfs... hmmm... expensive ah~!~ dinner at scotts... back hm...

haiz... ndp... din watch... read book instead... but duno y... i still watched the last few mins of ndp... the fireworks part... somehow... i feel weird... my mind juz drifted back to the past... *sob*

haiz... interview tml... wish mi luck!!

harry's bar again

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