cafe cartel 271005

met up the 4CH's gals at j8's cafe cartel yest.. chit chat.. tok cock sing song.. blah blah blah.... took alot of photos.. (got mine... eileen's.. and jo tan's...) these are my share of photos.. some taken by tai...


ok.. the 1st on was taken by tai...


this was oso by tai.. i was looking at the menu...


i noticed that she was trying to take my pic..


off center le... no skill....




jo tan n moi...


mi...


myself.. n...
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aiya.. forget to take the 3rd pic.. got no "i" le...


tai n moi


eileen... jo tan... bao zhu... tai...


eileen n moi..


she claims tat she was trying to act cute wor...


ok... its us again...


moi n bao zhu...


actually juz mi n baozhu onli.. then eileen stick out her head to join in the fun.. haha..


ok... dun ask us wad we are trying to do.. =p


even tai is not in this pic.. but if u compare... u will find that eileen is the onli odd one out.. y?? all of us are wearing black... she is not...


yup.. its us again..


the "Joanne-s".. tan n tai..


*puke*


bao zhu n tai...


one is trying to be funny... the other trying to be scary... mi?? i was luffing like mad...


b4 she covered her face... she sit until she machiam like a model...

ok.. the following pics are taken by joanne tai.. w/o us noticing...


i was trying to fix my hair...


eileen was rubbing her face... i was toking to baozhu...


haha.. i m not going to explain was eileen was doing... but i was juz rubbing my eyes!!!

we were abt to leave.. then baozhu discover sth... ....guess wad we found on eileen's bag?
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cant c? ok... i zoom in...
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c yet?? yesh.. u din c wrong... the cafe cartel's card which was placed on the table.. haha... its on her bag...

was raining super heavily when we left cafe cartel... got lighting n thunder... lucky.. daoren called eileen n offered to send us hm... keke... no need to get wet... or get struck by the lightening... =p.. haha..

oya.. daoren.. u asked mi wad i work as in SIA rite.. i tell u.. i m working as... MUMMY!!!! muhahaha....

do i looked weird?? tell mi...

do i looked very weird today?? tell mi... tell mi... yes?? no???

if yes... fine... look all u wan...

if no... why the hell are u keep looking at mi n smile so... soo.. sooo.. pervert-ly?? argh... screw loose sia.. no.. mayb u dun even haf a screw in the 1st place...

i m so sure i dun looked weird today.. i had not worn any funny piece of clothing.. my make-up is not of pink or purple.. i juz clip my hair behind my ear onli wad...

i kept asking pple ard mi.. do i looked weird today? answer i got back was... no...

ok.. then wad is the prob?? y are u looking at mi frm head to toe?? basket... one of such u is fine.. but.. 2,3,4,5,6,...... zzzz...

Our 1st Month Anniversary

dear dear was late again last nite again... *hump*

went to p.s and did my manicure while waiting for him... haha... ate at cafe cartel.... jere tried to be funny... when it was our turn after queing up... he suddenly say he wan to eat kfc... haha...

watched the Great Raid.. cool show.. realli nice... the way the show illustrated how the POWs lived, how they were being tortured by the japanese secret millitry police, all the murders, the raid to save the 511 POWs... all was so clear n precise... suddenly i cursed.. coz if this show came out be4 my 'O's... i could have pass my history le... -.-"... oh well.. abit late to curse oso... haha...

anyway... dear... thank u for being there for mi all these times... (ok... not all the time... most of the times... =p.. hee....) Love u lots ya... =D

" I just can't imagine life without YOU.

Who will share a nice cup of tea with me after a lousy day at work?

Who will snuggle up to me if the rental DVD suddenly gets scary?

Who will bravely trim my nostril hair without going EEEEEEEK?! "

hahaha...

sian

Just came back frm tampines.. zzz... acc anita n tanya to get there pineapple tarts...

Back into the dead zone(my office)... sian ah...

nw... I shall wait until 5 pluz for dear to pick mi up lata after work.. tat would b the only thing i looked forward to today...

IDIOT MANAGER

Knn.. morning go buy breakfast kanna “say” by my boss...

Now.. juz listening to some music softly.. oso cannot.. was asked to turn off... what the fuck man.. basket..

Haven even lunch time yet.. already spoilt my mood liao..

Really dun understand.. why cannot listen to music?? Y must u make a stressed working environment even more stressed up??

Its like.. other then the phone’s ringing sound, key board sound, rustling sound of the paper and human breathing sound.. that’s it... that’s it!!!

Argh... really cannot tahan working in this kind of environment anymore.. zzzz.... No music.. makes mi even more slpy...

hmm... i believe everyone existed in this world for a reasons... whether is it for the beta or for the worst... its juz how u gonna take it...

sometimes if u put urself in comparision wif other pple too much.. its actually making u more stress up... n perhaps.. costed u to perform not up to standard...

n sometimes.. u cant get everything in ur way.. u r given great talents... thus... u have to given sth back in return.. in some cases... luck... pure sheer luck...

dun becoz of this... think urself as worthless.. n put urself dwn... if u realli do that... u are juz making ur life even more difficult...

yes.. mayb i may not understand the nature of ur probs... but i believed everything happened for a cause... juz like i'm being hurt by someone i once loved so much... but yet.. its becoz of that.. i was able to met someone beta... (rite dear? =]) [althought i still cannot find my myself to forgive that arsehole... ]

in life.. definitely there will ups n downs... one cant b high up in the sky forever... there will always b a time for u to come dwn to have contact wif the earth once in a well... one cant be dwn for too long oso.... but no matter how deep u sink... i m sure that there will be someone to give u a hand n pull u up to the surface of the abyss... ya?

looked on the bright side of life.. looked on the bright side of life~~ (M1 theme song...) heee....

hmm.. sunday i almosted travelled the whole singapore.. haha.. y??

morning went to jere's hse to keep him company until 12pm when he left for mahjong.. i returned hm n went out again wif yenting to pasir ris.. ngiap zi's hse.. then travelled dwn to tampines to meet leon for dinner.. then send leon back to pasir ris n meet marcus...

boy.. i found myself in a mass of green again.. *blur* oya... bump into jon lai... haha..

ah lai: "where u going now?"
mi: "walk ard then go hm loh..."
ah lai: "haiz.. n i m booking in... ... .... now...."

hahaha..... too bad... =p...

ok... that was sunday.... lets c.. monday was quite happy... y?? coz my boss went on course for the whole day... yay....

slacked the whole day sia.. proposely left alot of MCs dun key in 1st.. (wait until today then clear.. coz he is ard for the 1st half of the day...) hee...

met eileen for gym... ran a few laps.. did leg extension.. leg press.. tricep... abdominal... striding.. cycling.. sit-up.. all these in abt 2 hrs pluz..

wah... my back pain like !!!!! sia... my right knee oso starts to hurts again... i wan massage!!!.... *hint hint* =P

last min chinablack

i've got free membership in california fitness center... muahaha... but for 17 days onli...

friday nite makan at the coffee club wif dear n kor... my money fly~~~~



last min decided to go chinablack.. i was totally not in the attire to go chiong.. was in a black basic tee n a long skirt.. in the end.. i took off my t-shirt, pull my skirt up n put a belt over.... ^.^v... i looked so vintage looking... not to mention tat i oso looked pregnent... =p...


very dark inside...


alvin..


i was trying to take myself but end up my hand moved too soon... looked ghostly hor...

hmm... it has been well known tat chinablack's music is realli cannot make it... remixes are juz so bad.. arrangement of songs oso.. scratch oso came in at the wrong timing... hai...

ya.. i know tat after said so much... y m i still at chinablack on fri nite... well... dear wanted to go chiong.. i dun wan... wanted to go hm early... we are in town... so chinablack seems to b our onli option... dear dear oso wanted mi to enjoy myself tat nite coz he noes i very long never go choing le.. =)... thank u~~ lub u...


lido's escalator...

i have absolutely no idea why he puts on tat face...


ok... this one looks better...




i m trying to c how big my face area is.... hahaha...


dear dear n moi...


*smiles*

returned hm very late in the end... heng next day no need to go akltg work.. hee...

mrt pics

some pics mi n dear took in the train after meeting alvin at yishun... ^.^...




=p


*bleah*


yup... i m attempting to strangle my boi.. haha...


=^.^=... *shy* hee

playgrd

was out on thurs nite to play wif alvin's yoyo... hanged out in the playgrd...






two big boys playing wif see-saw.. lol...


noe wad is this?? the playgrd rooftop...


alvin is abusing yoyo... wan yoyo to perform stunt..

surpised to shocked

hai... suddenly i felt so sad..

sometime realli wonder how can a man juz turn ard n slp wif a best fren of urs when u are abt to get married in 3 mths time?? can anyone tell mi?? anyone?? some men are jzu so f*** up man... (dear i m not toking abt u k.. alvin not u too... aiya.. like wad i said... SOME men... not ALL men...)

the worst part of all was that... u juz resigned ur job... thinking u will b happily married next yr... n start a family... be a mum... now.. how?? all of a sudden... things juz went wrong.. n ur period is 4 weeks late... how bad can a situtation b??

haiz.. n being the victim.. u juz wanna avoid the prob... u refuse to c or tok to ur best fren n husband-to-be.. u refused to take any pregnence test... haiz.. come to think abt it.. how long can u avoid the prob??

haiz.... haiz...

sigh...

*** made a fren today.. will b most willing to listen to her probs if she is willing to relate to mi... take care ya?? =)

BUSY DAY

busy busy busy...

the moment i opened my office door today... all the work juz came at one shot... oh boy... was so busy until i forget to msg dear when i reach office.. n he was kinda sad when he msg mi.. sry~~

hmm.. let see wad i had done this morning..
= issued e-tickets for crews...
= printed my image n close sale report...
= keyed in all my MCs...
= helped an IFS to solve some technical probs..
= revert all the cases my boss emailed to mi..
= drop letters in crew mail box...

busy busy busy...

dear injured himself yest.. haiz.. still wan to go out... hmm... went to meet alvin (to play wif his doggy.. jack russel... yo-yo...).. his dog super hyper active sia.. n very wet... y? kept on licking pple... lagi worst... went to lick dear dear's face... =(... how can anyhow lick him??? kissed him some more.. *hump* jealous liao.. =p.. haha...

ahhh... i m so tired... oya.. saw my most hated IFS R.F... argh... n my boss is going to be in for the rest of the day... omg... he was supposed to go to STC for meeting de loh... y cancel??? haiz...

anyway... lunch time~!~!~ ciao...

dear's name

this is dear's..

J	Joyous
E	Elitist
R	Respectable
E	Exquisite
M	Meek
Y	Yucky
N	Nerdy
G	Gentle
J	Juicy
I	Intense
E	Explosive
L	Lucky
I	Industrious

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E	Elitist
S	Sexy
T	Timeless
H	Hilarious
E	Energetic
R	Respectable
L	Loving
E	Elitist
O	Organic
W	Wild
W	Witty
E	Exhausting
I	Intelligent
T	Tender
I	Inspirational
N	Natural
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cock mail....

haha... juz now so funny... anita say got another filght steward trying to steal some glances of mi.. lol... muz b my shirt too short today.. (am wearing my mango skirt n coats knee length flare skirt...all white...) =p... mazlan n yusoff kept saying i looke damn sexy today... lol... so eye catching... yay..^.^v...

coz yest kanna scolded for wearing jeans.. today... i m in formal ok... =p

anyway.. dear tok to uncle last nite.. haha.. so dot dotz.. the whole conversation juz make mi luff until pengz... coz the 1st thing he told mi uncle was... "i'm her bf.." n he continued toking to mi uncle still.. i was like... =0... haha... he was the 1st guy whom is so direct... the previous ones juz smile n walk away... haha... well... i can be prepared to b bombarded by my aunts this weekend... hoho.. which i cant b bother oso... though it will be rather irrating...

oya.. hmm.. was kanna bullied again.. tot morning i was v happy coz when i opened my mail.. i din received any mail frm my mgr... but... got this cock guy , PY, replied to the email tat i sent yest...

ok... very briefly this is the whole prob.... between sin's n india's airport there were some miscommunication... the system was not update as it shld b... thus i had to email this PY as requested my my supp yest..

i muz say i was very polite in my email... n basically... i directly copy n paste watever my supp wans mi to ask PY... 3 hrs lata... he din not reply my mail... therefore... i send one more mail to him... n this morning.. his reply was super cock n aggressive....

Below is his reply... ( i shall not show the whole mail.. confidental... juz wan to show u guys the way he phase his mail... how rude he was...)


Hi,

Pls refer to your first email on 17OCT to request issue of ticket with the ........... ......... .

Obviously, I am the one who create the ......... with the ...... ................ .........inorder to get confirmation from the carrier. And of course I would not just issue the ........... ........... blindly without changes the name as advised by you.

And also do you have a .... ............... ............. at your office. I am sure by now you able to retrieve the ........... ............. .......... if you got a set at your office. Nowaday if you happen to dine at foodcourt or hawker centre, you have to do your self service order as they also cut down cost by hiring helpers. So pls do likewise unless if you do not know how to retrieve the ........... .......... , I will be glad to teach you how to do it.

Thanks for taking your time.


WTF rite... how mean can he be?? machaim i m stewpid duno how to do things... all i need was an offical reply... wad have i done wrong sia... i was juz following a direct order to ask him for a verification... n this is wad i get... realli dun understand where had all the courtesy between colleagues gone to... grrr.... fowarded the mail to my supp n cc to my acting mgr... *bleah*

all my colleagues noes abt this email... (coz my supp mass send... n he said that he will bring this matter up... *of coz he have too.. i kanna scolded for nth!!!*) and all of them sae they will call n gan him for mi...

now i realli got to reconsider if i wan to extend my contact le.. coz if i extend.. i still have to work wif this guy for a long long time... grr...

come to think abt... was discussing abt this extention thingy wif dear last nite.. he dun think i shld continue coz of the traveling distance.. frm bishan to changi is quite far... haha... he calculated all the expense for mi yest.. n said i wun save any money one... but of coz.. he will leave mi to make the final decision... haiz... shld i continue or not?? hmmm....

the 3rd time

3rd post for today.. haiz..

out of a sudden got so many urgent cases brought up.. that means.. i got more xtra things to do.. but i m here writing my blog for the 3rd time...

dear coming over to my place makan lata.. got my fave soup today.. =)...

go hm soon... yay...

n did i mention this was the 3rd time i m writing my blog?? =p

jeans issue again... haiz..

life at work is getting frm bad to worst... haiz.. mayb i shld realli reconsider extending my contract...

i noe that in any field of work... there will always be some nasty pple.. in my case... there are 2... haiz... until now still tellin mi say in future take note of my dressing code... n tat i m not allowed to go over to operation side today... haiz... i had juz wore a bloody levis 593 jean n a black/white blouse to work... wads wrong wif that?? its not like i wear slippers, shorts, bermuda or bikini to work loh... or wear until super skimpy to work...

all of my colleagues sympathized wif my situtation... why??
1. all of them dun like my boss n tat woman infront of mi too...
2. i m oso not a god-damn flight crew....
3. i m not even a god-damn permanent staff!!!!!argh....

i shall go back to AKLTG to get one of (no.. two!!) of their vodoo dolls n start nail-ing n cursing them!!! *i m evil i noe.. i am always one evil person.. i m juz born to b evil...*

went to print out the dressing code thingy.. i read it again and again... it says... female crew... read... it says crew... C-R-E-W.. Crew... i am NOT a crew!!!...

other DOs n AOs can wear jeans... why can't i??

dun understand...

i m so not going to make anymore effort in trying to understand this nonsensical nonsense... this is juz absurd....

so angry.... so tired.. so sad... missed my boy... *sigh*

why cant wear jeans??

AAHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yes... as u can c.. i m super pissed!!!!! so stay off.... i'll bite!!!!

grrrr.............

knn.... realli dun understand.. how come other pple can wear jeans to work i cant?? y?? WHY????

u manager big f*** ah... u are juz an ACTING manager loh... u stewpid fat man...

basket..... F*** YOU!!! try to make my life difficult?? i'll make urs even more difficult...

yest still dare to ask mi if i able to extend my contract till end of this year or the start of next year... well.. i can... but... read... BUT! if u pissed mi off again... i will juz quit without evern giving u any pior notice... n i shall shake leg n c how u find a replacement....

for now.. strike 1 for u!!!!

SICK

sickening... that woman in front of mi is juz sickening... argh... file ring juz abit crook wad.. cannot place it back by urself meh... machiam like the file spoilt my fault like tat.. was doing sth juz now loh.. kept asking mi to go over... pui.. i m ur maid ah...

still dare to blame mi say the mc does not tally wif the crew's name.. %$#%$#2... it was the SAME name loh.. it juz tat one name is in full while the other is not... ITS TAT SIMPLE!!!!! ARGH.....

kbox wif dear n alvin

yawnz... *rub eyes*

in office now..

went out with alvin to yishun's starbucks.. coz i had a suddenly craving for cheesecake.. hee... hmm.. had a "debate" with dear last evening... he said he din wanna meet mi coz he backache... leg ache... shoulder ache... ehh.. got stomache anot ah?? haha.. but he surprised mi lata by appearing at starbucks... =)...

dinner time.. was into another round of "debating" with him again.. haiz.. i.. haiz.... but lata.. he sent mi a msg written by himself.. haha.. make mi luff until i juz cannot close my lips... =D....

went kbox... crazy?? i noe.. it was like 9.30pm already... my singing was like shit... totally cmi... even my usual list of songs i oso cannot sing... i think alvin n dear had gone deaf le.. haha... =p... alvin sang this song by andy lau.. "ma tong" aka toilet bowl... it was... omg!!! haha... then dear tried to sing one nite in beijing... haha... so funny...

hmm.. promised ah mah to b hm early... like b4 12 midnite.. but onli reached hm onli at 2.17am... =p... kanna scolded... *sob* =(... but was kinda happy last nite.. coz it had been a long long time since i last tok to dear for so long le... =)...

oya... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~...... i got no $$ le... how?!?!!? how to survive till the end of this week??? oh no~~~~~~ haha... like i care... =p

ok... back to work... zzzz.... $%$%^$#@.....

Paid pain inflicting moments...

*yawn* @ dear's hse now...

yest was rather happening... coz i paid someone money to inflict pain on mi... yes... u got it rite... P-A-I-N... pain... as of wad is causing the pain... haha... u guys go n think ba... got answer le... leave mi a tag...

anyway.. took leave yest... was wif ade the whole morning... then was wif alvin the afternoon.. lunch was at sushi tei.. kajiao ade when she was working.... after which he left for work.. fern called.. then i went to ah zheng's starbucks n sit all the way frm 1730 till 2100... got to wait for dear to come... zzzz....

alot went thru my mind while waiting... i had been thinking abt wad alvin had asked mi the day be4... n.. i got my answer le..

watched the 40 year old virgin.. basket... luff like hell... got a lot of part not censor off... exposed boobs... blah blah blah... oya... got alot of new vugular language tat i regret not able to take all of them dwn on a piece of paper.. lol... great show... all should watch!!

at harry's bar... i wasted my pino... ahhhh.... *sob*... oh well... had alot of cherry to make up though... keke... did alot of mouth n tongue excercise... haha...

hmm... .... ... .... .... .... ....
*_*Zzzzzzzzzzz.........

think i m going to slam my face flat on the keyboard le... my eye now super red...

anyway... sentosa next weekend?? anybody??

horoscopes

my horoscope for today.... Scorpio

you may know what you have to do to make things right at home, but frankly it won't be easy. there is a good chance someone is not telling you the whole story. legal matters must be dealt with.

ok... i noe wad this is being referred to...


his horoscope for today... Virgo

you may know what needs to be done, but doing it will be another story. bide your time and watch what everyone else is doing before you make your move. a deception of sorts is likely to cause you some grief.


sometimes... horoscopes are juz so true... it juz tally.. or.. shld i sae... happened to tally??... oh well... oso cannot believe in this too much...

family

was out wif ade, alvin n jeremy on mon nite.. totally not planned one... had a tiff wif dear... but.. now ok le... i guess muz thank alvin ba.. =)

on the way back.. on train.. dear dear say sth that realli makes mi feel so blissed...

i think close frens ard mi shld noe i m not close wif any of my family members (except my grandma)... when we reached hm... we will not sit dwn in the living rm to watch tv or chit chat... we dun even eat dine to together at all... the onli time that one whole family eat together will b during CNY reunion dinner...

dear dear noes this.. tat y he kept asking mi to join his family for dinner... wan mi to enjoy the feel of eating together as a family.... =) unlike some pple.. asked mi to go over to his hse to haf dinner.. juz for the reasons of not wanting to spend money on food or petrol... n wanting to slp...

hmm... was not able to catch the show i wan last nite... n acc dear to hospital instead for to visit his fren... at 1st tot he will b going alone... but he actually wan mi to go wif him... =D... hmm... he was not feeling well last nite... felt feverish... n dun wan to c doc or take leave to rest... wad muz i do to make him c the doc leh... haiz..

things @ work still sux.. was so pissed on mon by the woman infront of mi.. %&^&%*.. sick.. *pui* anyway... things went quite ok now... promised ah mah to go hm early today.. so i shall go hm str8 after work.. *yawn* i should oso... been getting v little slp for the past one week... was sick.. recovered le... abit... then i think i m going to fall sick again.. lalalala~~~~

shit clearage

i had came to term with this fact... its always beta for someone to love u rather than u loving someone... ok... well.. at least.. this fact works for mi... its painful to love someone more than someone loves u... coz... everyone's juz afraid of getting hurt... but its oso not fair to ur other half if he/she is put his/her best to love u but u dun... sad to say... i noe this beta than anyone... been through that...

even ur other half had alot of bad points... but.. seriously.... if u realli like this person... you will never see all this bad side of him.. n even condone him doing things that u dun like... and most of the time.. this is wad i called blinded by love.. x_x...

life had always been unpredictable.. for a moment.. when i tot that i would stuck wif that nightmare for the rest of my life.. living every single day of my life like a vcd on the repeat track mode... someone.. no.. 2 someones brought mi out of that shit hole... =) i m thankful to them... n i always will... so.. in order to repay that 2 someones... i m clearly my shit hole everyday... hoping tat i m able to clear that shit soon..

wish mi all the best for speedy clearage of shit.~.~.~

101005

din get to chiong last week.. serene kept asking mi if i m chionging.. hmm.. din feel like chionging oso.. suddenly.. lost the kick... haha..

was out wif ade on fri nite.. had dinner wif her... then met up together wif alvin n dear dear.. then the four of us tok cock sing song.. reach back hm v early loh.. 0437hrs.. haha.. early rite... =p...

anyway.. tio gan by my family for reaching hm too "early".. haiz.. late oso scold... early oso scold.. wad they wan.. =x... muahahhaa...

no need to work last weekend... wooo hooo.. so happy.. for the 1st time in weekends... i can slp until happy then wake up.. 1405hrs on sat.. (in btw alvin kept msging mi.. n i reply back in semi awake mode...) 0900hrs on sun... muahaha... shiok ah.. but... i still felt damn slpy...

gotta treat my aunts makan lunch yest... haiz... 80 bucks fly away.. eat until no space for desert.. bought a skirt.. my 1st long skirt after duno how many donkey years... keke...

went to dear's gramp's place for dinner... loved boy boy... or was it boi boi... (dear's granddad's doggy).. oya... his granddad so funny... during dinner time.. can suddenly tok abt nose hair.. abt how long they grow and etc... both his granddad n father make mi luff until peng sia...

hee... seriously.. come to think abt it.. i never luff so much infront of any of my ex's family b4.. =D...

hmm... come to think about it... i had put on a rather substantial amt of weight ever since i join SIA... =p... muz be all the eat-lunch-no-excerise-juz-sit-dwn syndrome... haiz... no good no good...

v hard to go on diet oso.. n i found no point... coz my weight kept going up n dwn... one moment 57kg.. next 60kg... then 58kg... then 56kg... then hit 58kg again.. then drop to 55kg... then rise to 57kg... kaoz.... machiam like the stock market... no.. i think the stock market oso not like mine so exciting.. kept going up n dwn...up n dwn... lol...

found something interesting on iris' blog...


agree??? AGREE!!!! *with both hands up*

smokers' review

come to think abt it... alot of pple have been starting to smoke ard mi... either pick it up again... or started long ago...

never like pple who smoke... 1stly... u'll smell bad... 2ndly... will get bad temper n sickly looking... 3rdly... it doesn't look good on u...

imagine this...
one fine day... u r walking dwn the street... and u saw this super chio/shuai gal/guy walking towards u... u had actually had good impression of that person... the outfit... the pose... the walking posture... the smile... but after that person had walked passed u... all the nice things that u had tot in the 1st place... will dissolved into thin air... why?? u saw this person... putting out a cigg n light... n the smell of the clothes... hair... not to mention BREATHE!!!

frm young... i hated pple smoking in front (or behind) of mi... i had sinus... super sensitive n nose... even u start smoking 4 or 5 hrs before u meet mi... or brush ur teeth, rinse ur mouths donkey times... i will still noe u had smoke...

my grandfather started started smoking when he was 12... n passed away 2 years ago of a rotten lung... ekk??? ya...

for mi now... i m starting to get use to pple smoking le... mayb becoz of all the chiong-ing i did these past few mths... but still... i still dun like pple to smoke...

to mi smoking is juz a chao ah beng or ah lian's act... bad kid image... cannot study... sch drop-out kind?? ya...

impression of smokers had actually changed when i noe mic tong... 3 years ago... he is a smoker... n still is... but he was good in his studies, had plans for his future, n had a v nice temper... no matter how much i irriate him... he will not get angry...

i still remembered last 2 x'mas.. i bought for him a breathe freshner... for him to use in the studio after he smokes... coz... he sure stinks the rm after his smoking session... n everyone will sit super far away frm him... haha... at 1st tot he will get mad at mi being ridiculous of getting him a breathe freshener... but he was not... n even used it willing...

oya... even jeremy siew start using too... n he liked it for the minty taste... haha...

i remembered my fave pharse on him after he smokes... "tong... plz b automatic..." lol...

hmm... another person is bones ba... smoker too... ok... now is once-in-awhile, smokes-onli-when-needed smoker... lol... a very... hmm... i would sae sweet guy ba... still remembered tat he asked for mi permission to smoke in zouk... =)

then pandora... happy-go-lucky ger... was shock when i noe she starts smoking... my image of her was actually torn... coz smoking thingy... to mi... juz dun suits her at all... but... one thing to b glad abt was tat... she was the same ger after all...

lastly... jeremy... =).. dear dear was a heavy smoker... but... he is quitting for mi... =^.^=... so happy... so gan tong... still rem tat he ask mi if he can smoke when alvin started to seduce him wif the cigg... i noe its difficult for him... but... dun break the habit k... smoking one stick once in a long long while is fine... but not all the time... coz i wan my other half to look good... smell good... n most importantly... taste good... hehehe....

few of my closest frens oso smokes... hope you'll quit soon... for ur own sake ya...

ok... guess tat concludes my tots on smokers...

last min decide to go out wif ade... (coz my mum was coming to my hse... zzzz...) wan to rest oso cannot rest... anyway... both of us oso v v v long time neber catch up le... =^.^=...

hang ard in orchard the whole afternoon... ate burger king... hehe... i noe... i duno how to write the word die... cough until like tat still eat BK... haha.... but... i dun care... muahahaha....

was rather disturb when ade confessed sth to mi... juz hope tat she will noe wad to do... ya...

realised tat we kept looking n buying things for our bfs but seldom on ourselves...

had a drink in coffee bean while waiting for someone to come down... in the mist of waiting... took some fotos...




my hair is super messy....




ger.. i noe u miss mi... but oso no need to kiss mi de... i m not les ok... haha...



hmm... nice catching up wif ade... lol... next time when we meet... we muz go kbox... bowling... pai pool... n swimming k... lol... go back to our usual routine...

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oya... realised i had watched soooooo many movies this past 1 month....

wait ah... let mi compile everything 1st....

ok... hmm....

03th Sept 05 = Herbie Fully Loaded
18th Sept 05 = The Longest Yard
19th Sept 05 = The Brothers Grimm
20th Sept 05 = The Cave
21st Sept 05 = Cinderella Man
22nd Sept 05 = The Myth
24th Sept 05 = Nightwatch
30th Sept 05 = Tim Burton's Corpse Bride

ok.... i think tats abt it... lol... hope i din missed out any show... keke....

i m sick again...

someone called n complained today... asking mi y i never mention abt him... like i v ashamed to show him to the world...

jeremy ng!!... pls... if i m so ashame of u... i would not have let u meet my best fren... or go to marc's chalet... or bring u to haf a 'reunion' dinner wif my kakis... or let u meet my ah mah le lor... =p...

still accuse mi... *hump*... haha... now u noe le k...

anyway... fell sick again... pharyngitis n flu.... pluz slight fever... MC for the nxt 2 days!!... weeeee... can slp until i happy le...

oya... went to orchard yest for pepper lunch.. on the way back... saw cheryl... at 1st i wasn't sure if it's her... then she waved hi... ok... confirmed its her le... funny thing was... the guy fren beside cheryl... was dear's fren oso... haha... wad a small world... =)

fish n co

some pics we took @ fish n co....


noticed anyone new? *hint* the center person... yesh... tats mel teo.. she's back... after going mia for almost 4 years...


duno wad qeuk is trying to do...


tat's us...


was actually massaging him... ended up wif emily taking fotos of us..


we r outside of borders...








my hair is so messy!!

Complications

life had always been complicated... it either u complicate it.. or.. it juz complicates itself... in which ever way... i had made my decision.. on a day i tot tat i could forget forever... 26th... haiz...

there are pple asking mi if i had regret or will i regret this decision i made.. answer?? NO! i never regret anything i do... whether was it the past or present...

reading tony parson's the family way... nice book... let mi quote sth...

1. "Arrange your life so that you can't tell the difference between work and pleasure."
2. "As woman gets older, the pool of potential partners gets smaller. But for men, it gets bigger. So, where does that leaves woman like us?"
3. "Desire makes everything blossom; possession makes everything wither and fade."

was super pissed this morning the moment i woke up... she juz came over out of the blue... tok history wif mi... wat the... i had laid my table wif her le...

according to ah mah... she wans mi to ask for my passport myself... meaning?? if she think she had the rights to tok terms wif mi... she is juz so wrong.. i can always fore go my trip to genting de... =p... i m sure to be able to go in the future.. there's absolutely no need for mi to compromise her in order to haf fun for 4 days... save it man... zzzzz...