I m back...

Exams ended.. officially last week friday...

hang out at expo.. there were so many fairs... then headed to grace's crib for mahjong till say morning...

met up with zhu in town in the same afternoon... walked ard far east plaza.. got my shoes and tops!! happy!! followed by a treat frm zhu to party world... afterwhich ren, leen and her bro crashed in... mind you.. they din pay anything.. haha... passed leen her very belated present... an addias jacket.. glad that she loved it... in return was treated to dinner at big sissor's curry rice.. yum...

hibernated for 15 hrs after i got hm on sat nite... (din slp since thurs nite... haha..)

then on tues... with juz one bag pack... off to Genting i went!!! hee...

ok.. i was overly excited.. but come on... its the 1st time that i will be out of singapore WITHOUT my family... and its with dear dear... =)

was so anxious... dear's parents however.. seemed to be even more anxious than me.. reason? dearie's mum bought all the necessities for us.. toothpaste.. mouth wash... blah blah blah... and his dad kept asking mi if i had brought medicine.. passport and if i had changed my money to riggit... he even gave us extra money.. haha.. so cute...

anyway.. uncle and aunty sent us to the golden mile on tues morn... so.. after buying coffee, cigarettes and report to my grandma that i m about to set off... we board on the grassland bus... =)

well.. its a long ride.. stopped at yong peng for a break... bought about rm70 worth of food back... we reached 1st world hotel slightly faster than the expected time... was kinda blur at where to check in at 1st... after all the hussle... we are at our small hotel room located at tower 2 - 28th floor...

Us in the bus =)

=D

On our way up!!


The hotel we are staying - 1st world hotel


Mother and baby monkeys.. cute rite

Looking over Genting at our room level... top floor..

*hee*

head off 1st to the time square to buy movie tix... got two shows one is "My wife is a gambling mastro" and "Narnia: the prince naspian" ...

before the 1st show starts we decided to take a look at the ripley's believe it or not... it was pretty interesting.. dear and i was very amused with the exhibits... and went for the van helsing's 3D experience... seriously.. its plain stupid and a waste of money... juz some stand still 3D paintings on the wall and a few staffs hiding at one corner waiting for the right moment to BOO! you...

Chair made of toothpicks.. can hold up to 200 pounds..

History of poker cards..

yup.. he is a great balancer... not forgetting to mention strong..


for me.. i juz wan to prevent them frm falling on my face..

on the other side of the glass panel is a mirror.. with a tv program challenging u to roll and/or flip ur tongue in front of the mirror.. dear did it.. i din.. and heng i din do it... coz.. on this side... u can see all the idiots rolling and flipping their tongues.. haha...


and on top of the glass panel is this phrase... and we agree...

supposed to bring u luck in the casino... and nope.. it din work..


yes.. the manique's hand dropped!

there are enuff ties here for u to wear everyday for 50 years..

after the "scary" moments we've got.. we walked ard bought some snacks for grandma.. and return to times square to luffed our heads off at the 1st movie... then we bought marry brown's back to our room to eat.. rest abit.. and rushed to the 2nd movie which was not that great as the 1st narnia... not that magical i guess... then i bought the 3rd pair of movie for wed afternoon... "Iron man"...

its starting to get cold and misty at nite... bought cup noodles to eat... after cleaning up.. we headed dwn to the starworld casino.. applied for the starworld card... lost rm20.. oh well.. better than this one guy that we saw... he lost rm2000 in juz 5mins... serious.. we juz walked frm the middle of the casino room to the end and back.. he was changing another rm 2000 for chips... mad or wad!!

it was almost 3am when we decided to take a walk to all the hotels.. haha... all linked up wat... most of the shops had already closed though... hee... passed by a couple of seven seven shops.. similar to out seven elevens... and we realised that we were ripped off!!! the cup noodles were 50sen cheaper!!! haha...

the 1st sign was funny.. u have to lift ur skirt when on the elavator.. lol...

dear saw cigars with weird flavour.. so decided to buy one and try.. apparently.. he was addicted... walked back to 1st world's starbucks... wanted to buy some drinks.. but closed already... end up we bought some curly fries and porridge frm marry brown's to our rm to eat...

slpt for awhile.. then got up to makan at this restaurant named flavours... food's not bad...

utensils comes in a box...

fried tofu in thai chilli sauce...


soup of the day... melon soup..

dear's curry chicken rice in a pot

my gong bao chicken rice in pot..

bought popcorns for zhu before entering to watch Iron man.. show was not bad... then we went back to drop the stuff we bought and roamed ard to hotel highlands and other hotels... passed by seven seven again.. and yes.. dear bought the cigars... one box this time... walked back to 1st world... saw kids playing in water and eating ice cream in such a cold environment.. siao... tok oso got mist k... bought a cap for dear... and a very cute box of poker card... its in bone shaped and with dog prints... then we settled down at starbucks for coffee... while dear enjoyed his cigar...

ok... bad shot....

much better... us in the cineplex..

he thinks he is L...

i realli think the both of us loved this kind of chilly temperature.. and agreed that if we ever have enuff money.. we will definitely spent it on traveling... =D

look at the mist!!

was ripped off again at this curry hse... haiz... it was stated self service that we have to go and scooped the food we wan (abit like chiap cai peng) but we had to pay a 10% service charge... kaoz... the food not nice loh... damn salty... then we rest for the nite... but was greatly disturbed by the malay kids next door... haiz... then dear duno why.. woke up super early... i think 12am or 1am?? we started to pack our bags abit... changed and bought marry brown's curly fries again... yummy k... then we drank starbucks again..

us hanging out at nite

oya.. guess wad.. it was raining cats and dogs for like the past 2 days... freezing~~~

seriously... i dun wan to leave genting... haiz.. its like to relax... can do things at our own pace and likings... when pple are slping in their hotel rooms.. we are outside roaming ard... hmmm...

anyway.. on our way back... almost met a car accident... plus we were delayed for 30 mins at the custom becoz 2 mid-age couple were caught in procession of a tube of cigerettes and 30 dvds... which total up to abt $3000++ ... sing dollar k... they refused to pay... haiz... stupid bunch of pple... greedy somemore.. 30 discs leh...

hmm.. oh well.. i still enjoyed my trip very much... =D hee... lets go again k...

its 5.44am in the morning... i am awake! hmm... well... the fact is i haven slpt yet....

reason?

got a econs paper coming up later at 10am.. drats.. why is it that it feels like i m on a death roll?

argh...

the tots of making my way to expo realli kinda freak me out...

its like... omg.. what if i blank out again... what if i dun understand any qns at all...

haiz... i m realli having exam anxiety...

dear came to find me last nite.. bought my fave pens... thank u dear... he even bought snacks and drinks and stay awhile to keep mi company while i was studying under my void deck...

*touch* =)

but i m still freaking out nonetheless...

*tearing*

tons of formulas are running through my brain now... National accounts.. current account.. govt deficits... multiplier... public wealth... blah blah blah.. the list goes on and on...

haiz.. i hate exams.. i need more time...

even though dear had been reminding me and counting down for me that its 17 days to the day i leave for Genting... cant wait.. realli...

yet the tots of having to brave through the exam papers 1st... makes me feel that Genting can wait.. u know.. wait abit longer.. juz a tiny weeny bit longer..

BUT LATER IS MY EXAM ALREADY!!!!! so wth am i toking abt..

i m realli toking nonsense now.. help..... help~~~~~

strrrreeessssss ahhhhh!!!!!

alots of things happening..

BUT!!!!

Exam period now.. mugging hard...

promises to update soon... after my exams...!!

Wish mi lotsa luck!!!!

David Cook sang Music of the Night!!!!!!

btw.. i have a question for myself...

am i too forgiving...

it seems so that way... haiz...

one day i might regret forgiving.. or mayb i will not... who knows...

having a bad hunch that similar incident will happen again..

jer's dad told me a story last nite...

there are 20 pple sitting around a big round table in heaven... rite in the center of the table.. there are alot of delicious food.. and each of them hold on to a long long chopsticks...

in hell.. the same situation... 20 pple.. round table... food and long chopsticks...

now.. onli the 20 pple in heaven managed to consume the food.. but the pple in hell were unable to.

why?? think abt it...

ok..

now.. usually how to get to heaven? pple who done alot of good deeds and are willing to share and give..

how abt hell? of coz the opp frm the pple who gets into heaven... they had done alot of bad deeds and are the selfish lot...

so... the pple in heaven shared and give.. they share the food and fed each other.. coz the chopsticks are very long very long..

but in the hell.. pple are selfish.. they onli think of themselves.. that is why they can never feed themselves with such a long chopsticks...

moral of the story? duno.. haha.. u say leh??

i m utterly mad today..

my dearest idiotiotic big-time liar boyfriend lied to mi once and AGAIN!

seriously.. if its for official business.. why the lies?

u think u are so-called the "businessman" u can lie??

juz when can u kick off ur lying habit? if u dun lie u will die is it?

bloody liar...

u jolly well know that i hate liars.. yet and again... u lied to mi...

dared mi?? u pick the wrong person to dare..

wake ur family up? i can... since i m dared.. i did...

jer.. wake up ur bloody idea lah...

preached to me about living within means when i wan to go genting...

pui!

wad bout u?

u are not living withing ur means... u are NOT even using your own money...

yet.. u spend money like water...

for business purposes?? are u sure?? or was it for personal "face" gain??

preach to URSELF before u start preaching to other...

u filthy big liar...

slapping u served u right to the core!!!

u... u.... argh!!!

if starting to trust u is to be lied by u.. then i guess i've really done wrong...

if stop checking up on u is wrong too... then i guess i will have to start to check up on u again...

btw.. stop using ur father and mother as excuses...

caused.. i've checked with them...

no such things ever mentioned by them...

LIAR!!!!! i hate liar!!!!!!

haiz... actually i felt very bothered over the conversation i had with dear tonite... its like.. starting ok.. then ended up not ok...

imagine.. graph.. the line is going up.. then suddenly.. it juz dropped.. all the way to negative... *studied too much maths..*

haiz.. juz felt so angry with him all of a sudden... n worst of all.. i dun think he even noticed... argh!!! wth lah!!!

#%^$#^%&^&!*

angry angry angry.. ahhhhhh.....

he is always fast when it comes to solving maths equations.... but so damn slow-witted when it comes to realisation of my "this moment" feeling.. haiz...

u cock head lah... ='(

tell me.. how right is it for a grown up man to enter a ladies' toilet for toilet inspection unannounced and with the door closed when there are 2 females in the cubicles?

hmmm.... not right??

today.. while hogging up a place at amk ave 6 mac to mug... i paid a visit to the toilet.. of coz.. due to nature's call... i had a shock rite after i walked out off the toilet cubicle to wash my hands... there was a mac staff standing in the toilet...

my 1st thought was OMG!! there's a guy in a female toilet!!! i panic...

then again.. my other thoughts was.. how can a guy enter a girl's toilet?? was that realli a guy? or a girl looking like a guy....

so i kinda stared at that person while washing my hands...

YES!! i confirmed that this person standing in front of the closed toilet door, ticking off his check list, who blocked my exit (i stood there for like 3 mins... he seems to treat me and the other lady to be invisible...) is a GUY!!!

only after i Ummhum so very loudly then he moved aside...

after walking back to my table.. i related the incident and discussed what i shld do... well.. i cant juz let this matter rest... coz it is a common knowledge and a social identity which we learnt the moment we are born... *nan nu shou shou bu qing* meaning.. man and woman should keep a distance.. so how can this man enter a ladies' toilet like that?

so i hurried to the counter to speak to the floor manager.. 1st of all i confirmed with her again that the person who's in charge of the toilet is MAN..... ( dun wan to accuse anyone if its my mistake for wrong gender identity... ) i related the incident and how disturbed i was to know that a man entered into the private restroom which was meant for the ladies unannounced... meaning no knocking.. no verbal announcement that he is entering.. and he din even leave the door open while doing the inspection...

then she explained to me that that guy was not normal (mentally)... the tone she used was like expecting me to be understanding to that guy... haiz.. whether i sympathise him or be understanding towards his situtation or not.. he is still a MAN for heaven's sake.. a being with a dick who is known a man/male!! whether he is mentally able or not.. he still have to understand that there are still steps to follow to do his job...

i even reprimanded the floor manager with this simple fact... if anything happened.. who will be responsible?? it will not be the mentally disable man.. but her.. reason?? she made the guy in charged of the toilet... most of all.. she made a mentally not normal man to be in charge of the toilet...

come on.. juz becoz he is mentally not able that makes him 100% eligble for the toilet job?? if that is the case.. then seriously.. anything happens will be also 100% the floor manager's responsibility...

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anyway.. was rather pissed with dear... haiz.. fed up.. irritating!!!!!

seriously.....

I have decided wad i wan my kids to learn when they are still a young toddler...

nope.. its not english class... chinese cailigraphy class... ballet class and wad so ever...

i wan to send them for dancing class (NOT ballet) but dance class like samba, jive, tango rumba those sort...

multiple language courses too.. german, japanese, french, chinese dialect such as cantonese, hokkien blah blah blah....

also.. of course... the old tradition of a must... piano class.. =)

haha...

Missing someone gets easier everyday.... Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will…

Dear made mi luff so hard today... i luffed until my jaw hurts... haha...

wad are we luffing abt?

actually.. over nth... realli... over nth... haha... hmm.. ok lah.. i guess over small (stupid/silly) things/gesters that we do... lol...

i must say.. its been a very long time that the both of us luffed so hearty...

I Love You.. =)

Yawn... its 5.33am... i m so god damn tired... *yawn yawn yawn*

i so wan to slp.. but i have to tong!!!! at least until 7am... reason? haiz.. apparently my mum had stitches on her head... wad the hell happened? honestly... i do not have the slightest idea at all... she simply refused to tell me... haiz... so i have to get up at 7am to apply some cream for her...

which oso explains why she never returns to work after her trip frm japan... hmm...

that is why i m still up at this hour.... one hr pluz to go... zzz...

anyway.. been studying POA with XY at amk ave 6 mac... i must say we made good progress.. =D

oso... i had been having war with the insects living at mac... it was HORRIBLE... ants (red and black), spiders, beetles (the ones with horns), water bugs, blah blah blah... oh ya.. not forgetting there was a lizard shit bombs.... the shit juz dropped from the ceiling!!! and its bloody big sized!!! -.-""

guess we are still going to spend another few more days study at mac... =) muz go prepare already.. XY was mentioning bygon... maybe i will bring that on top of the mosquito patch.. hehe...

argh.. i realli cannot tahan le.. 7am come 7am come.. QUICK!!!

well.. here i m... back home...

=)

had a rough nite with dear last nite.. haiz.. lucky.. it ended...

I love you still baby.... I heart you... =D

dear acc mi to sch in the afternoon when his class starts at nite..

after class.. rushed over to fetch grandma to my crib...

haiz.. tired coz my bag was darn heavy with my lappy, clothes, books and notes... haha.. not forgetting my super loaded pencil case.. hee...

finished Hero season 2.. *yay* happy that i finished the show.. but pissed with the ending... i m now left dangling with the half ended story.. i m so neither here nor there...

** oh writers.. pls stop protesting... come back to write a good story for mi can... pls pls... **

hmm... received a sad msg frm a good old fren.. his closed one had passed on... haiz...

Take care k.. my condolences to u my friend...

at dear's crib now...

trimmed my hair yesterday =)... happy with the end product.. my hair looks much more normal..

met up with xy and erwin.. haha... coz i was so bored at gramp's hse... coz waiting for dear to finish his appointment with his client...

hanged out under one of the blocks ard sin ming area.. tok cock sing song play blackjack... haha... fun.. coz at 1st.. erwin was on a winning streak... he won xy 20 bucks leh... BUT!!! (lol.. there is always a "but"...) in the very end.. xy got too confident... one hand bet 10 bucks.. in 2 rounds.. she lost everything.. lol... she was so buay song....

Happy April Fool's Day

I m so happy~~~~ *excited excited*

hee.. Juz came back frm ICA.. going to get my new passport on this friday!!! omg omg...

I can go genting le... yay!!!!! I m so happy..

totally cannot contain my excitement.. how how how??

hahahaha...

came across this somewhere... its a letter from a son to his father...

PS: if u cant see very well.. double click the pic for the enlarged version... =)

was reading my own blog juz now.. realised that i've realli got alot of mix emotion today... i realli swing frm one side to another... haha... cant help.. i m having my "da yi ma" (period) soon... so i assume i m going to have a lot more mood swing... hee... so bear with mi...

*sad*

Grandma fell sick again.. again fever hike... *worry*

haiz.. hmm.. move on to happy stuff...

dear was so happy juz now.. he had sign an exclusive with someone and got a listing... =) happy for him..

and baby promised to go on the genting trip with mi.. that means.. we will spent our 2 years and 7 months anniversary there!! hee.. *happy happy happy*

i am so excited... i m so happy... ok.. i know i sound like 'happy' is the onli word on my dictionary.. but.. i m realli happy k... haha...

I love you baby.. *huggies*

oh...

i am so pissed....

why muz my mum do so many idiot things behind my back?? stupid woman...

u wan to leave the country.. go!! why mess up my life?? argh...

disturb other pple to suit ur needs.. wtf lah k...

may hell be with u! coz i will not let u have ur way...

I WILL NOT!!!!

yesterday... the brits insult the singaporeans.. damn! i dun like u, james ward.. so wad if u are a british lecturer.. shldn't u b abit more respectful when u are in other pple's country?? haiz...

anyway... met up with zhu after sch.. usual chit chat.. then went for some researching on laptops.. zhu wan to buy.. haha...

bought two ties for dear.. coz its our 2 years and six months anniversary... =) nice?

dear surprised mi coz he rent to rent a car... brought mi to AMK hub for movie... Semi-Pro.. its a stupid but funny show.. hahaa... *love me sexyyyy~~~*

econs class today.. tonite... haiz...

i m alone too.. =(

xy's not coming.. boring!!!!!

reading through the notes now... *alien alien*

=s

Juz reach home... =)=)=)

took von out today to jer's grandfather hse... i think he too excited.. pissed every where and kept chasing ger ger... haiz.. tired mi out...

i think von oso tired dear's dad.. uncle kept playing with von.. haha.. funny...

had a chat with dear juz b4 he sent mi home... was discussing on how to help ah fir (zhu's bf).. called quite a bit of pple to see if can get a job contact.. hopefully he can get the job.. so that he wun need to be seperated frm zhu... =)

dear.. 2 more days to 2 and a half years...

=D

Juz got home.. dinner with zhu.. her treat wor.. how nice..

big freaky downpour today.. it juz came down suddenly...

actually i kinda like it.. well.. it was windy and cold.. cold enuff to make me shiver when sitting under my void deck.. cold enuff to kind of cool my temper.. cold enuff to calm my irritated nerves... haiz...

anyway.. was braving through the rain to fetch my grandma who's at my aunt's house... this lady listened to my stupid mum by not bringing her usual big bag which had her umbrella, my aunts' hse key and my hse key... well done rite? haiz.. these pple... wad are they thinking?

=/

listening to avril's when you are gone.... feels for the song...

*emo-ing now*


P.S: Zhu, thanx again for the treat today... =)

Mood had been very bad since the start of the day...

Now?? at 3.05am... it had been worsen!!

what is wrong with going to genting?? i m not spending ur money... i m spending mine.. how is it not spending within my means?? why muz u put mi down like that?? why???

Just wad the hell u wan?? i say fine.. not going le.. u still continue and continue... wad the heck u wan??

you juz have to provoke mi until i say the things that u dun like abt u.. then u got pissed becoz i hit the sore point... for wad fuck?

fine.. thank you for making the effort to bring food for mi in the middle of the nite.. thank you.. realli... but is there a need to say mi until like that when i juz trying to share my excitement of going out of singapore at least? huh? is there? i m not asking u to pay for mi neither m i forcing u to go... why make all those comments?

why cant u juz stop when i told u its enuff and that i dun wan to quarrel with u? why cant u juz shut it??

you wan mi to answer ur qn.. i answered.. but u are not satifised and claimed that i m obliged to ans u.. wtf?

kept putting words into my mouth somemore.. kept saying i dun bother abt ur work when u dun share with mi..

haiz.. hai.. hai....

tell mi lah.. wad u wan mi to do?? haiz.. why is it that i juz wan to go to nearby country for a budget holiday is so difficult? haiz.. fine.. seemed like i have to stay in singapore for the rest of my life... hai.. so much for all the excitement of going to genting.. let alone going to barcelona in the future...

Fuck my life k.. fuck it...

Came across this interest thingy... Enjoy reading!! hee...

Types of orgasm:

1. Asthmatic: Aahh... ahhh... ahhh!

2. Geographical: Here, here, here, here!

3. Mathematician: More, more, more, more!

4. Religious: Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!

5. Suicidal: I’m dying! I’m dying! I’m dying!

6. Criminal type: If you stop now, I kill you!

7. Zootehnician: Come my bull, come!

8. Cheerleader: Give it…give it…give it!

9. English Teacher: Oh… yes, oh…good…

10. Project manager: Don’t stop! Go on, go on!

11. Negativiste: Nooo, noooooooo!

12. Positiviste: Yes…yes… yes!

13. The Teacher: Yes… like that… there…very good… correct… perfect

14. Misinformed: What is that?...Why?... What are you doing to me!...

15. Clearsighted type: I feel it coming… it’s almost here... I see it , I see it!

Updates

hilow~~~

haha.. sry for the distant updates...

been rather busy and laptop went bonkers...

ok... hmm.. lets see... i had took up a part-time job as a tutor in a tuition center... yes.. u read it right.. a tutor.. esther a tutor... =) working with emily now.. haha... funny...

next.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. Gong Xi Fai Cai.. haha... been very packed during this cny season.. with many visitation plus many many dinner appointments... watched 2 movies this cny so far... sweeney todd and CJ7...

sweeney todd is damn bloody lah.. watched this on cny day 2 with dear dear... hahah...

CJ7 was quite brainless therefore funny.. caught this show last nite together with dear's parents..

exam next week... stressed can...

more makan sessions this weekend... rented a car... manual... haha.. hope i wun stall my engine on the road..

hmmm... got to prepare for work...

Cheers.

* PS: Happy Valentine's Day to all, especially to dear dear... love u baby... hearts u

I PASSED!!!! YAY!!!!!

i am a proud owner of a class 3 license... =D

*muacks muacks* to dear dear... =)

Thank you for ur and ur family support through these times.. love u...

finally a load ofF me.. *happy*

oya.. dear dear got me a sims 2 pets... hahha.. i love it!!! hee...

Yup.. i m officially 22nd years old.. haha... yest was the best b-day i had.. =).. want to know the reason??

=D...

Coz dear dear was so sweet... hee.. he bought flowers and make mi a chocolate b-day cake all by himself.. invited a couple of close frens over to dear's hse for a simple cake cutting session.. =)

The Roses from him..


The chocolate cake by him.. =) yum yum...


Dear Dear n me with his piece of work..


Together with dearie's family...


ren, leen, zhu and fir...


Thanks for dropping by pple..



eh.. the knife was stuck in the cake.. i cannot pull out... haha...


After finishing dear's super sweet cake.. uncle and aunty took us out for a dinner at coffee club and caught a movie at cineleisure... =D..


we watched Bee Movie.. its nice!!! haha..



*** dear dear.. thank you for spending time to make mi that cake.. it beats any present u gave mi.. Love you lots.. huggies... ***

3 Ang Mo bastards

A bunch of uncivilised idiots... 3 full grown men bullying an old man who is trying to earn a honest living... bastards... how will you react if the exact same thing happened to your elderly parents??

u 3 know wad is call manners? don't your elementary sch teach u? if they din.. then perhaps you 3 idiots should go back to join the little children for lessons again...

Knn... made mi fucking angry.. you 3 idiots better do a proper and formal apology to the poor old man...

otherwise... May you rot in hell... stupid ang mohs...

i dun understand.. realli dun... how can a near 50 year old fagger claiming to be juz joking on sth but is actually being sarcastic?

I dun.. do u?

well.. i witnessed one incident today... vitim = me...

my fuck-up near 50 year old aunt.. claimed to be joking abt the following incident which happened in a watson store at compass point...

Fuck-up aunt: "i drowned my hp (Nokia 6300).. now gone le.. have to use back this lousy hp (Nokia 6610i)."

Me: "oh.. then how?"

Fuck-up aunt: "duno leh... my fren say go back a new one.. but chey.. where got so much money to spent.. muz save.." *now she is starting to be sarcastic already...*

Me: " then go to the nokia service centre to fix loh.. under warranty anyway... maybe juz have to pay abit coz u drowned ur phone wad.. not like ur hp software or hardware got problem..."

Fuck-up aunt: "still have to pay wad.. u think i very rich like u? buy such a high-end hp to use..." *i m using samsung u700 now..*

Me: " huh? its my bf buy for mi one k... NOT me..."

Fuck-up aunt: "ooohhh~~ then ur bf very high-end hor.." *i blew up already coz she gave me this one of a kind rolled-up eyes...*

Me: " you dun have to be so sarcastic.."

Then i walked away.. feeling damn angry... my gramps asked mi why i mention anything on hp.. i was like.. -.-" i for nth tok abt hp for wad fuck? kaoz...

my fuck-up aunt hp spoilt her prob lah.. nth to do with mi rite... come and say mi for wad.. then say my bf somemore... my hp spoilt for duno how long le.. i wan to change.. but kept delaying.. why? coz no money.. expensive.. then kns.. say i rich.. spent money to buy hp??!?!?! FUCK YOU LAH!!!! my bf see mi so xin ku... thats y he got the hp for mi can...

after awhile.. she walked rite up to me and yelled at me.. say i dun give her respect n that she is my aunt... and that wad she said was a joke... JOKE???? hahahahahaahahAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH... joke my ass.... get ur bloody hell facts right before u start to mutant everything into ur so-called "joke"..

u wan respect?? u are my aunt? hah!!!! then start acting like one to get my respect...n stop thinking that everything can be taken as a joke.. coz THEY ARE NOT FUNNY AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid woman...

get a life can...

still msg mi and say all those craps that i owe her an apology... pui!!!! i oso feel that u owe me a apology... so... say sorry to mi 1st lah... u bitch.... 50 already still trying to act like a 16.... *puke* GROW UP LAH!!!!!

ok.. i m damn slpy now.. but while waiting for my hair to dry.. i shall blog...



actually nth much.. juz took the very 1st neoprints with dear this monday.. *happy* dear bought me a corrine may's cd.. *happy happy*




missed soci lec on tue morning becoz i was rushing an assignment on PBF which i tot i need to hand in.. but in the end no need... super pissed with my lec... $#@$#%$#@%!....

had a ear piercing on wed.. juz be4 i took bus to sch.. =p.. impulse.. impulse...

acc grace to collect her car today... then drove dwn to sch... cut a new hair style today.. =) *happy* then meet dear for makan after his class at golf course.. who knows.. ren and billy oso come dwn... tok cock sing song.. drink drink.. eat eat.. then go play pool.. zzz super slpy...

then took a cab home.. n omg.. the cab got a very strong "ah-neh" smell can... i was slpy.. so i kept yawning.. therefore i was breathing in "ah-neh" air... which makes mi wanna sneeze... kaoz.. reaching back home.. my jacket got the smell can... -.-"... haiz...

ok.. i go slp.. nite...

seriously.. wadsup with the male human species on this addiction on watching porn? huh?? tell me.. tell me!!!! seriously.. can you man survive one day without watching porn?? huh? or u man wil die of horny-ness? Perverts...
PERVERTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Month 1
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month 2
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month 3
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month 4
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month 5
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not ababy. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month 6
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Someth ing is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!!

Month 7
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me, Mommy? Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.


My heart hurts after reading this... cant help but remember and cry...

fine.. i m a female chauvinist...

then... the question now is...

WHY????

time for updates... =) the following updates are in random...

>sch started... realli have to buck up!

>been doing a lot of shopping with grace n xinyu...

>2nd year anniversary with dear.. =) dear made ratatuille for mi... love you...

>dearie also bought mi a new hp... =D samsung U700... he knows my old fone N70 spoilts le... n surprised mi with a new hp... *smiles*

>into a manicure craze now...

>tiannee's 21st and grace's 22nd bday juz passed... derrick's coming up soon...

>met up with the 4ch gang end of last mth... makan at marche then head to labyrith.. dear pick mi up after the gathering ended... =)

>took a couple of nonsense neoprint when meet-up with grace, tiannee, xinyu and morgan at hereen... haha...

> ok going to slp now... going to dear's hse to watch vcd tml...

pple say when u are feel dwn.. eat some chocolate... it is say to release some homorone or sth like tat in your body to make u feel abit more happy...

so.. is that true?

i duno.. so i m eating chocolate now.. hopefully to recover a little frm my sad mood later...

hmm... finally settle my eCR.. will b taking 6 papers this year.. so.. pple.. pls dun call mi out to party or wad le.. i decide to MIA for the next one year... =)

anyway.... so i'll be having my class on tue, wed and thurs.. long weekend.. yay!! but not to play.. to study.. study study... muz drill this mindset into my head..

Yest was Dear's bday.. had dinner together with dear's family at Jack's Place... n its the 1st day i've ate a normal meal... (finally!!!)

Went back to dear's hse.. took out the birthday cake i've found for him.. paid by his parents.. hee.... got him a Guess watch.. =)


Eeyore cake... cute anot??


2 big candles.. 2 small candles... coz.. dear 22 years old le mah...


hee.. he looks nervous..



Smile baby.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jeremy... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you...


1,2,3.. blow...


he juz duno how or if he shld cut Eeyore's face...


he cut Eeyore's face!!!


1/4 of Eeyore gone!!!



he looks gulity after eating the cake... heh...

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY AGAIN... LOVE YOU!!!


went to NDC to remove my stitches this morning... yawn...removing off stitches is not very pain.. but.. the bleeding on my lower rite wound juz couldn't stop... haiz.. so i bled for 30 mins pluz... ouch... and according to my Dentist.. after he pulled the record frm tan tock seng.. he say i suffered an acute infection that time.. not a little infection.. but definately not frm my surgury..

well.. today's follow up.. other than the bleeding.. i m healing well.. hahah... yay!!


btw.. i failed my exams.. expected.. so i dun feel much.. but realli got to buck up for the upcoming year le... =)

ok.. day 3..

all i've experienced is misery...

reason? my swelling on my right side of my cheek had increased due to my unvolunteered vomitting which leds mi to Tan Tock Seng Hospital in the middle of friday nite... haiz... dear had to drive over to send mi and acc mi till morning...

actually the pain of the surgery wasn't so bad.. but the vomitting juz worsen the condition to a state where it had became so bad... *groan*

food i've took.. sux!! all i've taken are gruel... *ekk...* i want my solid food back!!! =( even dear make a variation of food (gruel) for mi to swallow.. i still wan to eat soild food... haiz...

had my last good meal last nite.. dear cooked... =) steak with my fav mash potato and cream mushroom.. love u dear...

afterwhich i started fasting for the surgery frm 12 midnite onwards... no food.. no water...

anyway.. surgery is done... i'm in a pretty bad shape now... let mi go through what happen today...

i cant realli slp last nite till abt 5am.. coz b4 that.. is still not my slping time yet... wake up at 6.15am... reached health promotion broad for blood test.. god!! they took alot of blood sia!!! *tsk tsk*

then got prep up for surgury at national dental centre... the waiting time is so freaking long... in the meantime.. when its freezing cold.. i started to see all the patients pushed back into the bed slots after their surgery ends.. they are semi-awake and able to talk abit.. i tot ok.. this is not so bad...

but... i m so wrong...

since i m going for a general anasethetic... my nasal passage way was numb.. my anasethetist is so damn dao can... in the operation theater... on the surgery table... my attention span were spread among 3 nurses who were pulling blanket for mi.. asking me qns... checking my blood pressure... blah blah.. then the anasethetist suddenly walked in.. i took a glance at her.. apparently she started talking to mi.. n i wasn't listening due to the many things happening ard mi.. like i say.. she is damn ba bai! (big shot) expecting mi that i must acknowledge her presence... she started asking me if i had been hospitalized be4... i juz give her my honest reply.. yest... a couple times when i was young like in pri sch era and once 4 or 5 yrs ago for gastrtic.. naturally i cannot rem or know what happened to mi when i was in pri sch.. for that.. she reprimanded mi.. wtf...

anyway.. was completely knocked out after breathing in the oxygen mask which i presume had sedate medicine inside... when i wake up.. i m damn groggey... cant feel a thing on my lower part of the face... juz kept tear-ing and coughing... vomitted too... literally vomitted out blood.. got blood oozing out frm my nose oso... haiz...

i cant feel my tongue.. my lower jaw and my lip... the back of my left hand hurts like hell frm the IV drip.. argh~~

i cant even swallow water or my painkillers.. so got to pound them up to powder.. *ekk* bitter...

after 5 hrs plus.. my tongue numbness faded.. but my right side of lip is still numb.. haiz.. i cant eat at all.. even after my mum mushed up the porridge for mi... =(

btw.. took the reminse of my 4 tooths back.. still can see the nerve attached to it.. haha..

k lah.. i go slp le... medication is kicking in...

haven been blogging.. so... here's a little update... =)

dear took mi to catch the NDP fireworks... =) happy.. even though our secret spot is open up to the public already.. we caught the fireworks on the open space at marina square after a long and squeezy walk frm chinatown...

been to my 2nd fireworks of the month with dear's parents.. then went laviva with uncle and aunty to try jer's cooking... =) then go over to SRC for KTV until jer finished work... haha

settled my bank draft for UOL.. haiz.. ma fan... why cant SIM juz settled everything for us since we have paid so much...

watched the movie 881 twice!! hee.. once with dear.. another with grandma... =).. gramps realli enjoyed the show.. glad that i've made the choice to bring her down.. now.. she juz cant stop humming the hokkien songs... haha...

digged out some old LDs of my late grandpa... brought over to dear's gramps hse to sing..

my dear girl eileen had yet and again injure herself again.. haiz.. this girl ar... torn two ligaments of her left ankle.. AGAIN!!! aiyo... realli duno how many times she wants to injure herself on the same place... better rest well..

hmm.. as for mi.. i m going to NDC for my wisdom tooth surgery this thurs... all 4 teeth will be taken out... yes.. all 4 of them... 3 surgery and 1 extraction... haiz... i am not able to talk or eat solid food for at least a week...

dear had been playing the new games he bought.. Hitman 1 and 2... i've tried.. but catch no ball.. haha.. so.. i m back into playing sims... hehe.. got a new hse with dear.. =)

*yawn*

i go slp le.. nites pple..

angry... argh...

this is so fucked up!!

juz reached home not long ago...

today was actually a great day... went dear's hse to wake him up for work.. then go far east for a spa.. afterwhich... dropped by gramps' hse... fetched dear frm work.. all the way till now.. no quarrels at all... =) we even dropped by at this hougang coffeeshop for makan when dear drove mi hm...

then i was thinking that sch is starting soon... kept asking dear to help mi get back my lecture notes frm alvin but he juz din inform him... haiz.. so.. (ok.. now i m being real extra!!) i went to alvin's blog.. y? coz i wan to leave a msg at his tagboard so that he knows i will be wanting back my books soon.. and then.. i juz have to be sooooooo extra to read his entries.. FUCK ok!!!

KNN.. seriously.. this guy is still living in lala land.. wake up and get a life can.. the fact that eve is gone.. ade will never be there for u.. n especially the fucking fact that i wun forget that matter had totally nth to do with u anymore... correct.. why dwell in the past... why make my own life so difficult? of coz.. if u can say that i shld juz forgive n forget that matter.. then why aren't you?eve broke up with u.. that was like duno how many freaking mths ago.. so.. GET A LIFE!

as for my matter... u jolly well knows that it was hard for mi to try to live with it le.. so why are u adding on to my misery by reminding mi?? very fun is it??

and.. wad pheromone thingy? since when did i have a discussion of such topic with u? since when? pls.. do remind or give mi a hint.. coz i realli have NO recollection that i had ever mention anything on the chemical substance produced by animal which will affects the physiology or behaviour of others of the same species at all.. (note: i know of pheromone is becoz i watched discovery channel at jer's gramps' hse last time..) and.. Pheromone usually refers to insects.. so if no such discussion was ever made... pls dun make up stuff... since when did i ever say smell attracts pple? i shld be the one who says how dare you to make up things that i have/had never say... ccb...

enuff is enuff.. realli...

haiz...

great.. now duno why.. earlier in the morning at 5.22am.. my mum suddenly kept yelling when slping.. (which gives the very angry me a fright..) anyway.. am going to slp now...