26th Sept 2005 1st year anniversary

A Heart-felt Entry Delicated To Dear Dear...

Its been a great year for the both of us.. but i muz say... we did have our tough time together rite... the odds are against us.. n we are still holding on together.. =)

I m realli glad that u found mi 1 year ago.. n caught hold of mi.. tightly... i never thought that there could b someone out there who could love mi n sacrifice so much for mi... u proved mi wrong... u r that someone who did it... who did so many things... who did everything for our future...

I promise i will give u my total trust (total total!!)... n support u in wadever u decides to do...

I believe that this 1st year is juz a beginning for the both of us.. its juz a stepping stone to the start of our milestone in the many years to come...

Less but not least.. thank you dear for all the things u've done for mi.. n thank u for ur endless love n concern...

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY~!~!~!

With lots n lots of Love,
Your dear, Esther.
26th Sept 2006 0524hrs.

express way

i've juz came home not long ago... yup...

missed andy's wedding today... sorry... but hey congratulations ya...

hmm... arrived at yvonne's bday party together with daoren n eileen... onli a few of us were there... then dear dear came to pick mi up at the party...

and...

both of us juz did some crazy thing... for the very 1st time in my life... i had conquered the CTE... yesh.. CTE refers to the expressway... both dear n mi WALKED the CTE frm yvonne's hse (chuan park) all the way to ang mo kio... we kind of wan to walk to some shop to buy sth but... eh.. we oso duno how we ended up at the expressway...

well... lots of cars n cars n cars... and yes of coz bikes juz zoomed past us... and stared at the two of us in amazement... n yes.. we received alot of welcoming horns frm the cars....

a very rough n tough walk.. we walked on grass patch... drain... grass patch again.. n drain again... then finally on the expressway's shoulder... but the both of us made it... =)

n u noe wads the end result condition of my pair of shoes?

power??? haha... they practically... literally... fall apart... =p... and this was the 2nd pair of shoe that i wore out... and broke... hmm... weird.. will a third pair spoilt as well?? hmm... we shall c...

n finally... dear i love u... =)

mood is damn bad now... feeling very down now.. haiz...

i m a happy girl... hee..

today.. driving is good... mood is good... got sth that is good... >.<... hehe

dear seems tired frm work... muz rest rest k...

driving was fun.. fun fun fun... haha...

hmm...

one more item to be added on my wishlist~~~

8. Gucci Rush 2 perfume

hehe....

Bday wishlist

hmmm... upset things aside... lets tok abt happy things...

my bday~~~

if u guys are fretting over wad to get for mi for my 21st bday... here's a guideline... *haha*

1. Addias Jacket
2. Digital Camera
3. Uzap
4. Crumpler Bag
5. Strip Waxing Voucher
6. Stila Treatment Powder
7. Polarite (is the spelling correct??)

if all else fails... juz gimmi money... cash... dun bother to get mi any more alcohol or liquior... i have alot...

THANX!! =D

disaster last nite... haiz...

my fault i noe... but its after mths of accumulation thats y i blew up... i juz snapped...

haiz...

dear... thank u for being there when i needed u the most... love u realli... lots...

yawn...

tired... but happy n contented.. =)

hmm.. baby seems to b very troubled these 2 weeks... mostly over work... cheer up k.. dun think so much... love u love u... *huggies*

1st driving lesson coming up soon... this fri~!~!~ nervous nervous.. how how... haha... the most lang gang onli hor... lol...

oya.. pple.. plz stop asking mi out on next sat (23rd)... coz i m fully book... busy busy...
hmmm... planning on holding a birthday bash... my birthday bash... going to join up with weiling... (since her bday is on the 7th n mine is on the 9th..) but still trying to get a decent chalet... asking dear dear to help...=)

invitation will b given out soon... after the confirmation of the chalet location..

hee... all are invited to come... of coz.. bring urself n sth.. dun come empty handed ah... lol... haha... joking joking...

Sentosa with Grandma on 090906

hmmm... haiz... my hand itch juz now... strumbled onto something i noe i shld not read... n now i m juz so bothered by wad i've read.. had a mix mix feeling of curious, anger, wonder and yes.. a hint of jealousy... haiz..

anyway...

juz return hm from a non-suntanning sentosa trip... yup... i was with my grandma... she had finally step foot in sentosa again after 20 odd years...

1st stop... underwater world... sry to say... its boring... not to mention freaking cold... no great white... no starfish.. corals are miserable... blah blah blah...

oh...the chicken rice costed 8 bucks... hmm....

2nd stop... dolphin lagoon... be4 the show starts... got 2 otters or sth like tat came out.. sooooooo cute... still wave n say hi too... =D.... the pink dolphins are adorable too.. got to pat them.... so soft...

then to the merlion... went all the way to the top... n then the mouth... nice view...

afterwhich... we slowly walked dwn the merlion walk.. towards the musical fountain...

haiz.. the show starts at 7.40pm.. n it was pretty crowded at 5 pluz already... singaporeans... kiasu... well.. i guess that applies to mi oso.. haha...

purposely chose a corner seat at the 2nd circle... COZ!!!!! my silly aunt wan to bring von to a musical fountain show.... -.-"" realli dots... made mi go all the way back to the visitor arrival centre to ask the staff whether pets can enter the musical fountain... asked twice... but times was YES... but muz be in a carrier... ok... fair enuff rite...

when my aunt arrived... with von... von is BARRED frm entering... what the heck... i made a big issue out of this matter...

long story.. long arguement... shall skip it...

anyway.. von still din get to go in... so he stay out with my aunt...

the fountain show was not bad... realli.. the monkey was cute... they realli wasted alot of water n fuel for the fire... haha..

hmm... upload the photos tml... stupid blogspot went bonkers...

juz came back frm dinner with dear's family... =)... had a nice chat...
dear dear got mi 2 comic books... =D... soooo long never buy le... thank u thank u...

hmm... dear was not feeling well when he came over my place... n still acc mi over my aunt's hse to look after von... n play with him somemore... love u...

muz take care k baby...


dear with von...

kaoz... he yawn!!!!

us!! like family rite... hehe...

von is playing with dear's socks... ekk... wet wet le...

party??

i m still considering if i shld hold a party... haiz...

so many pple to invite... sure will cause me a bomb...

hmm...

can get a chalet anot oso a big prob... haiz...

tulips

i m so in love with tulips now...




oooo....

pretty~~

Dear's 21st b-day 5th sept

Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest boyfriend, Jeremy Ng...

=)...

i had so much i wan to say to him... but its hard to type or write dwn... (okok... its abit mushy... so.. haha... i shall say it to him lata part of the day...)



i had celebrated with him juz now... but i m gonna do it again here...

**happy blurp-day to u~~~
**happy butt-day to u~~
**happy bird-day to Dear dear~~
**happy birthday to u~~~~~

love u lot dear... muacks!!

>> dear... thanx for ur concern... =)

Juz a reminder... u noe u noe... haha...

Your Birthdate: November 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything. Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

pan's bash

Juz came back frm pan's 21st b-day bash... happy b-day girl... went dwn wif leon, marcus, and daniel...



*Take one*

*Take two*

*Take three n its a good take!* haha...

After everything ends... dear came to look for mi and brought mi to hogsbreaths n met up wif his colleagues... *yawn* had a long day... n long nite... (some incident happened... kinda freaked mi out) another long day tml...

got to go zzz...

Just uploading some photos....


dear dear...


love u love u... juz love hugging him...

Yup... thats mi in a toilet cubicle... dun worry... i wasn't doing anything... Just waiting for class to start...

smile

Lets tok abt smile today... shall we?? *of coz can.... coz its my blog!!! hump! haha.... *

Smiling is infectious.. u catch it like a flu...
When someone smiled at mi, i started smiling too..
A single smile is always juz right to break the ice...
Or... to make someone sad to smile along...
Its an epidemic...
Wad do u think??
Someone ard u does not show that set of teeth??
Show them urs now.... *blink blink* or... erm... mayb brush ur teeth 1st be4 flashing them...

haha... had been listening to lily allen's smile... most impt of all... dear dear actually inspired mi on this topic... coz whenever i m moody... or super mad... he can always make mi blust out in laughter.... =) love u dear....

dun realli noe wad to write today...

strange..

hmm... spent the rest of the day wif dear... he's at my hse now...

went back laviva today.. yes... i went back there again... nic not ard... so the tension when we are there was kinda lower... oh... i raid the kitchen's staff meal... =p...

hmm... strange...

i have nth to write le...

zzzz.....

seems like i m pretty obsess wif make-up nowadays....

heh...

spending alot on them too.. *poor*

was out in town yest... wif bren... had a good time... drop by laviva... say hi and bye...




moi n bren...

**oya.... if anyone saw that Ng Hui's show... u noe.... ch5 or ch8... saw a scene at the orchard underpass... n saw two pple... in yellow n green wif the print "very hugable"... do tell mi... coz its us! haha....

haiz...

how can there b anyone so stubborn??? how???

wad m i supposed to do now?? argh...