I m so happy~~~~ *excited excited*

hee.. Juz came back frm ICA.. going to get my new passport on this friday!!! omg omg...

I can go genting le... yay!!!!! I m so happy..

totally cannot contain my excitement.. how how how??

hahahaha...

came across this somewhere... its a letter from a son to his father...

PS: if u cant see very well.. double click the pic for the enlarged version... =)

was reading my own blog juz now.. realised that i've realli got alot of mix emotion today... i realli swing frm one side to another... haha... cant help.. i m having my "da yi ma" (period) soon... so i assume i m going to have a lot more mood swing... hee... so bear with mi...

*sad*

Grandma fell sick again.. again fever hike... *worry*

haiz.. hmm.. move on to happy stuff...

dear was so happy juz now.. he had sign an exclusive with someone and got a listing... =) happy for him..

and baby promised to go on the genting trip with mi.. that means.. we will spent our 2 years and 7 months anniversary there!! hee.. *happy happy happy*

i am so excited... i m so happy... ok.. i know i sound like 'happy' is the onli word on my dictionary.. but.. i m realli happy k... haha...

I love you baby.. *huggies*

oh...

i am so pissed....

why muz my mum do so many idiot things behind my back?? stupid woman...

u wan to leave the country.. go!! why mess up my life?? argh...

disturb other pple to suit ur needs.. wtf lah k...

may hell be with u! coz i will not let u have ur way...

I WILL NOT!!!!

yesterday... the brits insult the singaporeans.. damn! i dun like u, james ward.. so wad if u are a british lecturer.. shldn't u b abit more respectful when u are in other pple's country?? haiz...

anyway... met up with zhu after sch.. usual chit chat.. then went for some researching on laptops.. zhu wan to buy.. haha...

bought two ties for dear.. coz its our 2 years and six months anniversary... =) nice?

dear surprised mi coz he rent to rent a car... brought mi to AMK hub for movie... Semi-Pro.. its a stupid but funny show.. hahaa... *love me sexyyyy~~~*

econs class today.. tonite... haiz...

i m alone too.. =(

xy's not coming.. boring!!!!!

reading through the notes now... *alien alien*

=s

Juz reach home... =)=)=)

took von out today to jer's grandfather hse... i think he too excited.. pissed every where and kept chasing ger ger... haiz.. tired mi out...

i think von oso tired dear's dad.. uncle kept playing with von.. haha.. funny...

had a chat with dear juz b4 he sent mi home... was discussing on how to help ah fir (zhu's bf).. called quite a bit of pple to see if can get a job contact.. hopefully he can get the job.. so that he wun need to be seperated frm zhu... =)

dear.. 2 more days to 2 and a half years...

=D

Juz got home.. dinner with zhu.. her treat wor.. how nice..

big freaky downpour today.. it juz came down suddenly...

actually i kinda like it.. well.. it was windy and cold.. cold enuff to make me shiver when sitting under my void deck.. cold enuff to kind of cool my temper.. cold enuff to calm my irritated nerves... haiz...

anyway.. was braving through the rain to fetch my grandma who's at my aunt's house... this lady listened to my stupid mum by not bringing her usual big bag which had her umbrella, my aunts' hse key and my hse key... well done rite? haiz.. these pple... wad are they thinking?

=/

listening to avril's when you are gone.... feels for the song...

*emo-ing now*


P.S: Zhu, thanx again for the treat today... =)

Mood had been very bad since the start of the day...

Now?? at 3.05am... it had been worsen!!

what is wrong with going to genting?? i m not spending ur money... i m spending mine.. how is it not spending within my means?? why muz u put mi down like that?? why???

Just wad the hell u wan?? i say fine.. not going le.. u still continue and continue... wad the heck u wan??

you juz have to provoke mi until i say the things that u dun like abt u.. then u got pissed becoz i hit the sore point... for wad fuck?

fine.. thank you for making the effort to bring food for mi in the middle of the nite.. thank you.. realli... but is there a need to say mi until like that when i juz trying to share my excitement of going out of singapore at least? huh? is there? i m not asking u to pay for mi neither m i forcing u to go... why make all those comments?

why cant u juz stop when i told u its enuff and that i dun wan to quarrel with u? why cant u juz shut it??

you wan mi to answer ur qn.. i answered.. but u are not satifised and claimed that i m obliged to ans u.. wtf?

kept putting words into my mouth somemore.. kept saying i dun bother abt ur work when u dun share with mi..

haiz.. hai.. hai....

tell mi lah.. wad u wan mi to do?? haiz.. why is it that i juz wan to go to nearby country for a budget holiday is so difficult? haiz.. fine.. seemed like i have to stay in singapore for the rest of my life... hai.. so much for all the excitement of going to genting.. let alone going to barcelona in the future...

Fuck my life k.. fuck it...

Came across this interest thingy... Enjoy reading!! hee...

Types of orgasm:

1. Asthmatic: Aahh... ahhh... ahhh!

2. Geographical: Here, here, here, here!

3. Mathematician: More, more, more, more!

4. Religious: Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!

5. Suicidal: I’m dying! I’m dying! I’m dying!

6. Criminal type: If you stop now, I kill you!

7. Zootehnician: Come my bull, come!

8. Cheerleader: Give it…give it…give it!

9. English Teacher: Oh… yes, oh…good…

10. Project manager: Don’t stop! Go on, go on!

11. Negativiste: Nooo, noooooooo!

12. Positiviste: Yes…yes… yes!

13. The Teacher: Yes… like that… there…very good… correct… perfect

14. Misinformed: What is that?...Why?... What are you doing to me!...

15. Clearsighted type: I feel it coming… it’s almost here... I see it , I see it!

Updates

hilow~~~

haha.. sry for the distant updates...

been rather busy and laptop went bonkers...

ok... hmm.. lets see... i had took up a part-time job as a tutor in a tuition center... yes.. u read it right.. a tutor.. esther a tutor... =) working with emily now.. haha... funny...

next.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. Gong Xi Fai Cai.. haha... been very packed during this cny season.. with many visitation plus many many dinner appointments... watched 2 movies this cny so far... sweeney todd and CJ7...

sweeney todd is damn bloody lah.. watched this on cny day 2 with dear dear... hahah...

CJ7 was quite brainless therefore funny.. caught this show last nite together with dear's parents..

exam next week... stressed can...

more makan sessions this weekend... rented a car... manual... haha.. hope i wun stall my engine on the road..

hmmm... got to prepare for work...

Cheers.

* PS: Happy Valentine's Day to all, especially to dear dear... love u baby... hearts u

I PASSED!!!! YAY!!!!!

i am a proud owner of a class 3 license... =D

*muacks muacks* to dear dear... =)

Thank you for ur and ur family support through these times.. love u...

finally a load ofF me.. *happy*

oya.. dear dear got me a sims 2 pets... hahha.. i love it!!! hee...

Yup.. i m officially 22nd years old.. haha... yest was the best b-day i had.. =).. want to know the reason??

=D...

Coz dear dear was so sweet... hee.. he bought flowers and make mi a chocolate b-day cake all by himself.. invited a couple of close frens over to dear's hse for a simple cake cutting session.. =)

The Roses from him..


The chocolate cake by him.. =) yum yum...


Dear Dear n me with his piece of work..


Together with dearie's family...


ren, leen, zhu and fir...


Thanks for dropping by pple..



eh.. the knife was stuck in the cake.. i cannot pull out... haha...


After finishing dear's super sweet cake.. uncle and aunty took us out for a dinner at coffee club and caught a movie at cineleisure... =D..


we watched Bee Movie.. its nice!!! haha..



*** dear dear.. thank you for spending time to make mi that cake.. it beats any present u gave mi.. Love you lots.. huggies... ***

3 Ang Mo bastards

A bunch of uncivilised idiots... 3 full grown men bullying an old man who is trying to earn a honest living... bastards... how will you react if the exact same thing happened to your elderly parents??

u 3 know wad is call manners? don't your elementary sch teach u? if they din.. then perhaps you 3 idiots should go back to join the little children for lessons again...

Knn... made mi fucking angry.. you 3 idiots better do a proper and formal apology to the poor old man...

otherwise... May you rot in hell... stupid ang mohs...

i dun understand.. realli dun... how can a near 50 year old fagger claiming to be juz joking on sth but is actually being sarcastic?

I dun.. do u?

well.. i witnessed one incident today... vitim = me...

my fuck-up near 50 year old aunt.. claimed to be joking abt the following incident which happened in a watson store at compass point...

Fuck-up aunt: "i drowned my hp (Nokia 6300).. now gone le.. have to use back this lousy hp (Nokia 6610i)."

Me: "oh.. then how?"

Fuck-up aunt: "duno leh... my fren say go back a new one.. but chey.. where got so much money to spent.. muz save.." *now she is starting to be sarcastic already...*

Me: " then go to the nokia service centre to fix loh.. under warranty anyway... maybe juz have to pay abit coz u drowned ur phone wad.. not like ur hp software or hardware got problem..."

Fuck-up aunt: "still have to pay wad.. u think i very rich like u? buy such a high-end hp to use..." *i m using samsung u700 now..*

Me: " huh? its my bf buy for mi one k... NOT me..."

Fuck-up aunt: "ooohhh~~ then ur bf very high-end hor.." *i blew up already coz she gave me this one of a kind rolled-up eyes...*

Me: " you dun have to be so sarcastic.."

Then i walked away.. feeling damn angry... my gramps asked mi why i mention anything on hp.. i was like.. -.-" i for nth tok abt hp for wad fuck? kaoz...

my fuck-up aunt hp spoilt her prob lah.. nth to do with mi rite... come and say mi for wad.. then say my bf somemore... my hp spoilt for duno how long le.. i wan to change.. but kept delaying.. why? coz no money.. expensive.. then kns.. say i rich.. spent money to buy hp??!?!?! FUCK YOU LAH!!!! my bf see mi so xin ku... thats y he got the hp for mi can...

after awhile.. she walked rite up to me and yelled at me.. say i dun give her respect n that she is my aunt... and that wad she said was a joke... JOKE???? hahahahahaahahAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH... joke my ass.... get ur bloody hell facts right before u start to mutant everything into ur so-called "joke"..

u wan respect?? u are my aunt? hah!!!! then start acting like one to get my respect...n stop thinking that everything can be taken as a joke.. coz THEY ARE NOT FUNNY AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid woman...

get a life can...

still msg mi and say all those craps that i owe her an apology... pui!!!! i oso feel that u owe me a apology... so... say sorry to mi 1st lah... u bitch.... 50 already still trying to act like a 16.... *puke* GROW UP LAH!!!!!

ok.. i m damn slpy now.. but while waiting for my hair to dry.. i shall blog...



actually nth much.. juz took the very 1st neoprints with dear this monday.. *happy* dear bought me a corrine may's cd.. *happy happy*




missed soci lec on tue morning becoz i was rushing an assignment on PBF which i tot i need to hand in.. but in the end no need... super pissed with my lec... $#@$#%$#@%!....

had a ear piercing on wed.. juz be4 i took bus to sch.. =p.. impulse.. impulse...

acc grace to collect her car today... then drove dwn to sch... cut a new hair style today.. =) *happy* then meet dear for makan after his class at golf course.. who knows.. ren and billy oso come dwn... tok cock sing song.. drink drink.. eat eat.. then go play pool.. zzz super slpy...

then took a cab home.. n omg.. the cab got a very strong "ah-neh" smell can... i was slpy.. so i kept yawning.. therefore i was breathing in "ah-neh" air... which makes mi wanna sneeze... kaoz.. reaching back home.. my jacket got the smell can... -.-"... haiz...

ok.. i go slp.. nite...

seriously.. wadsup with the male human species on this addiction on watching porn? huh?? tell me.. tell me!!!! seriously.. can you man survive one day without watching porn?? huh? or u man wil die of horny-ness? Perverts...
PERVERTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Month 1
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month 2
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month 3
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month 4
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month 5
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not ababy. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month 6
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Someth ing is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!!

Month 7
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me, Mommy? Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.


My heart hurts after reading this... cant help but remember and cry...

fine.. i m a female chauvinist...

then... the question now is...

WHY????