feeling bored... super shag... i really old le... work suxx..

some pics took when working @ AKLTG...

tat's mi n eh.. shit forgot his name again.....


Danny.. bones' partner to go gay pub... =p


he's trying to prove to us tat he got muscles..



joan n moi..

day to flight

after working in SIA so long... i realised sth... everytime when we see anyone... n greet them... it wun b the usual "how's ur day?"... it will be "how's ur flight?".. haha... weird...

MY MONEY MY SAY...

lalalala... think i getting old liao... keep saying i wan to update my bank book since last sunday... say until today... i still haven update... coz i kept forgetting to bring my bankbook out wif mi when i go for work... worst thing is... the HRD wans a copy of my bank book particular... again!!! for the 3rd time.. n i juz cannot rem to bring out... zzzz....

was starting to "distribute" money yest... haha... returned some pple money... n gave my grandma... n my so-called mother... 100 bucks each... not much i noe... but hey.. i m earning peanuts ya... n i noe i shld give my grandma more... coz my mother juz din seems to "deserve" wad i give her...

guess wad she said to my grandma last time... "dun tell ting ting i onli give u $50 every mth k... lata next time... she oso gimmi onli $50..." FARGGOTS!!! wtf man... can anyone tell mi wad sense does it make?? huh????

sometimes i was thinking.. why the hell did i give her a single cent... juz not worth... juz not worth.... but then... she is my mother... sad to say... lan lan suck thumb!! my aunt still dare to call mi the previous nite...

aunt: "after u recieve ur pay.... u have to give us a treat ah... n u have to give ur mum part of ur salary u noe...."
mi: "i noe... n i had oreadi planned out wad to do wif my salary... n how much to give mummy n ah mah le..."
aunt: "oh... is it... tell mi abt it..."
mi: *roll eyes* "mummy 100 ah mah 100.."
aunt: "oh... 100... but i think u shld give ur mum 200..."
mi: *WTF!!!!!!!!!* " y shld i? i dun think she deserves tat amt of money... n i noe wad to do k... its MY salary... MY MONEY.. MY SAY..."

anyway... someone called n told mi that i can have the best of the both world... so long as i happy can le.. =)... i was relieved tat he said tat.. but.. come to think of it.. it juz din seems fair for him.. .... or him... ... ....

haiz... life... is juz a horrible process towards death.. hee.. that phrase not related to my topic hor.. haha... oh well...

i bought new shoes... heeeeeeels..... hee... weeeeeeeeeeeee......... i m not wasting money k.. i juz like to buy shoes... somehow.. it makes mi happy... but i m feeling sian now... no mood to work at all... n for some reasons.. i am juz always able to complete my work for the day within 1 hr... 2 the max.. unless i need to issue tickets...

ok... think i go n eat snake abit... heh...

slpy... dilemma..

yo... long time no c.. haha.. been quite some time since i last blog... miss mi?? lol...

ok... 1st thing 1st... oh my god!!!!! super big rain now... super slpy sia... *yawn*

haiz...

felt very much in a dilemma now... y is it that we muz n can onli choose to haf one thing on life instead of able to have both.. hmm.. i m greedy i noe... but... haiz... so hard to make a choice... mayb up till the end... i wld give up both... *shake head*

anyway... been reaching hm late... watched alot of movies this week.... wee.... haha.... so happy...

next week got chalet... marcus n leon organised de... wad farewell party... deow.. haha... juz going to army onli wad... machiam like going to migrate n not coming back.. still wan mi to bring my ice wine too... no way man... =p... u wan liquor can.. i can bring alot.. all but my ice wine... one bottle $90pluz... mai siao siao...

am going for open uni... SMU or SIM... shld b taking a business degree i guess... my UK masters is going up the smoke... haiz... super sad now...

oh well.. super bored in office now... then still have to watch my back for my manager... haha.. coz cannot go online to do personal things de... =p... lalalala....

depression again..

feeling very troubled after receiving that nonsense... *sob* not that i m heartless or wad... but... wad the point... if i give in... up till the very end... it will have the same ending... always the same ending...

there are so many things i wan to do n haven do... things that i cannot do wif her approval... or wif her around... i m happy n contented wif my present life now.. y disrupt my life??

i guess u guys muz have noticed that i m more outgoing n even more "onz" now... so long as i have xtra cash wif mi tat i can spare... u midnite ask mi go out oso can... eat supper.... chiong... drink... movie... pool... prawning... or juz go drive ard singapore... these are things tat i cant do in the past rite... haiz...

i dun wan to answer or return her fone calls at all... i dun even wan to c her... i juz... haiz... duno how to say oso... its juz tat... i found it so hard tokin to her w/o a need to raise my voice at the end coz she raised hers...

suddenly... i so wan to hear his voice... his voice always have the ablity to calm mi n take away my sadness or troubles... but.. i noe it wun happened again... i do not have tat priviledge anymore...

bad day at work...

shld not have gone back to work today... argh... thinking tat working shld b pileing up in the office... wan to faster clear them then knn... #$%$#^@... ok... shall not say further... grrr....

still not feeling well... throat hurts badly today... feeling dizzy too... haiz...

meet up wif jeremy last nite... together wif alvin... boi... both of them r juz one of a kind lame... n both of u... beta leave a tag here to let mi noe tat there are pple reading my blog k... =)

soooo slpy....

i wan sentosa...

was browsing some of my fren's blog n i stopped at serene's blog...

she is like so xin fu now.. haiz... feel kinda happy for her at some point... n mi now? haiz.. i m neither here nor there... i dun even noe wad i wan to do... which reminds mi that i was kinda lectured by bones on fri nite... for being too "ti ki" (stubborn)... haiz... oh well..

oya.. hmmm... toking abt serene... she suddenly asked mi out on sat when i was on my way to daniel's chalet.. hmm...

sentosa this sat... was jio by biling... i wan to go!!!!! but... i working leh... how ah.. *sadz...*

failed ah...

hai... i failed my advance... expected... onli read through n called gie n marc for tips this afternoon... which din help much... coz... most din come out...

wanted to study this morning loh... but got so much work to do... cough until wan to vomit.... *puke* see doc?? no money... n i dun like doc... doc dun like mi oso... haha...

so sian now...

hmm... was actually thinking abt wad happen to this fren of my fren... *haha...* ok... hmm... y is it u onli regreted when u have lose it... u wan to play... play wisely.. play smartly... play logicially... haiz... everytime say we gers r dumb... not who is talking sia... hmm...

ok.. juz called pan... double O cancelled... coz cant get the tix... then attica... i m still thinking.. haiz... sian ah... no money... thinking most prob i will stay hm ba... since i m not feeling well.. oh well.. c how ba...

sick time

y m i blogging so early... its like 0658hrs... coz i was woken up by a terrible lung-puking cough... yesh... my own cough... everytime... i will fall sick at the same time of the year wif the same illness... flu, fever n a super bad cough... haiz...

was hm onli at 0800hrs yest morning... did not even get to slp at daniel's chalet... finished one bottle of martell wif marc n a few others.. eat rubbish... sing song... play manjong... put toothpaste on daniel's leg.. n cough like mad...

i m drop dead tired....

yea.. i could haf taken mc today... but... 1st of all.. i got no $$ le... 2nd... today i have to issue lotsa tic... n i'm oreadi on half-day leave for my advance today... (which i have not studied yet..) die liao.. sure fail... i m so prepared to take retest man...

haiz... k... prepare to go to work... *cough*

compliment or???

sky's full of cloud tonite... haiz.. tat means no stars... n moon...

hmm... been sick since mon... went to work w/o my brain... hee... basically... i m W-O-L-S... m still sick now... coughing my lungs out... oya... BONES!!!... where is my strepsils??

was called dwn for work last min yest... work as wad??? guess guess... well.. u can never guess... i was the carmera woman for the grad cere... dots... how can ask a hand beh steady... n cough like mad de mi... to take video... hmm... but heng got tripod...

through all the whole process... i realli wan to cough sia... but haf to ren... tio internal injury liao...

left slightly early wif bones to meet his fren... edmund... btw... this guy... DO NOT... i repeat... DO NOT look like he is 33 years old... he looked more like in mid-20's loh... i forgot to take his pic... next time when i take... i show u pple... n u will get wad i mean...

was... hm... well.. duno kanna suan or kanna praise last nite... 1st of all... edmund dun believe i am 19+... he said i look womanly... meaning??? i looked old??? ... ... 2ndly.... bones show edmund tat pic tat he tot i looked more chio one... edmund saw n was like...

"who is this??"
"mi.."
"u?... no way!!"
"yes way.."
"dun look like u... this (the pic) looked more cute..."
"-.-, thanx ah..."

guys.... juz a advice... next time... dun ever commend on saying... "hey u looked more chio in the pic..." or wadsoever similar... juz simply say... this pic was nicely taken... or this pic is nice... short and simple... dun sae "u r _____ MORE in tis pic..." its is irritating loh...

oya... i m not an oh-u-r-a-good-gal or innocent gal le ok... tok in front of mi... no need to censor one... u wanna tok dirty... go all the way man... dun sae half half...

daniel's b-dae this sat... went out to get his present... got bones to acc mi... haha... coz topshop can get 30% discount... muahaha... got him a cap... going to get him sth else... haha.... i will get that tomolo... this sat will b fun... fun... fun... keke...

mi bought a top today... soooooo happy... got discount again... hehe...

ask bones to acc mi is indeed a WISE choice... thank u... uncle bones... *muacks*

pan ask mi go chiong on the 15 sept... at... ehh... where ah... haha... forget... hp not wif mi now...

oya... hmm... after working for abt 3 weeks in SIA... i m from a anti-flight stewardess (FSS) to now... ok lah... in the beginning... all of my colleagues will say... y dun b FSS...go n try lah... can earn alot of $$.... u got the height wad... blah blah blah..." come to think abt it ah... now... they are still ranting on the same things...

was toking to a leading steward today... n he tot tat i was a flight crew who kanna grounded.. haha... then still sae can recommend mi... hmm... i shld consider lah... haha... for the sake of money...

i wan to get new phone... any suggests?

skip work?

lah gie sian... zzzzz..... so wan to skip work tml... hmm.. shld i??

not in good mood last nite... someone i din wan to c came to c mi... haiz... wads the pt anyway....

huskies huskies

argh... i was kanna conned hm by my cousins... supposed to go harry's bar de loh... haiz... neh mind... soon bian rest ba...

bonez msged mi this morning... so early read my blog le.. so touched.... lol...

oya... saw two siberian huskies in my neighbourhood... they are so gorgous... *sign*

no stars..

tonite's sky's got no stars... haiz... the sky is juz so dark... sianz... cant slp...

herbie 53...

muz be wondering y i blog at this time rite... haha... by right i shld b at chinablack... pan's party... but too shag lah... another reason is.. i dun wanna risked bumping into someone i din wan to c... haiz... sry pan... but u came dwn zouk free last nite... my b-day gift to u loh... haha....

anyway... SIA sux... i m not going to explain y... haiz...

supposed to meet yenting for show... but she at tamp doing her hair... then i went dwn to suntec... jiwen got exhibition there wor... but then yenting in the end abandon me... hai... so ask bones to pei wo... haha...

when bonez saw this pic... he dun believe it mi... sae the foto looks more chio... shld i be happy or sad sia??



watched herbie:fully loaded... while waiting for the show... i went carfour and bought one litre of mocha milk... so full... hmm... show's ok lah... very... erm... very... disney??? haha...

my lower back n my hip hurts sia... last nite shake too much le... =p...

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hehe... i got free entry again... for 4 this time... theme.... WE LOVE HOUSE... haha... got marcus down... n actually ngiap siong too.. but he book out late... mic tong too.. but i think he still in camp ba... coz cannot get him... in the end... got leon n pandora to come dwn... mi n marcus was the earliest to reach.... zouk n phuture are still very empty...


marc n mi in phuture... n yes... i "glow"... haha...


n i "glow" somemore... haha...

marc was like... o.o!!!! why u never tell mi to wear white... now i look like indian... hahahaa... then we discovered tat he oso glow... shoelace... keke....

ok... back in zouk... my fav spot... the toilet seat... haha... next time u go zouk... find mi there... if cannot find mi... look at the dance floor... haha...




gui ah!~!~!~!~


chey... its the candle... LAME!!!!!


n i continue to "glow"...


n "glow".. haha....

ok... leon n panda is here... brought along 2 frens... li de n john.... ok... did i mention tat marc n leon are zouk virgins?? or rather club virgins... haha... pan oso funny... keep saying... "esther... u got chiong one meh..." "i cannot believe u are a chiongster loh"... haha... yay baby... i got chiong one ok... but.. now abit less frequent le... most of the time is go to harry's bar at esplanade... =)






that xtra hand belongs to lide...



supposed to b a high nite... had barcardi rum.... whiskey dry... lamborghini... cranberry wif vodka... then my mood frm peak drop to the bottom... y... coz that is a mood killer... lide... wah lao... super ... .... .... =.=.... he realli v weak loh... cmi!!! juz had one housepour... lychee martini... half house pour... he dropped already... wtf...

n when we are holding hands walking out of phuture... (marc infront) tat bastard kissed my hand... twice!... n we are like stuck in the middle for a v long time loh... in the end... i fed up n took the lead... once outside... lide wans someone to slap him to make him feel sober... n i gladly took up this job of slapping him for kissing my hand... (basket... now 2 of my hands are infected... 1st the 2 angmos... now lide...)

sitting at the bridge area... to wait for him to finish puking... ... ... haiz... anyway... i took the time to rest too... wore the wrong shoe out... both my feet pain like hell...


hehe... rest time...


look at him... look at him... haiz...

went to eat prata... marcus siao... finished all the five plates of curry...




this guy here is... haiz... i bwg...


ok... he is trying to act cute again...


pan oso wan to act cute...

went back to zouk after makan... n we technically abandoned lide at the bridge there... really fuck care him... plz loh... u wan to come out chiong can... but if u noe u cannot hold ur liquor well... dun drink so much... n dun drink so fast... never in my clubbing life have i had someone who is so dead drunk... argh... oh well.. that is always the 1st i guess...

left at 0300hrs... n when we go n recover lide... he lost his hp... or shld i sae... his hp kanna stolen.. haiz... i onli got 7 letters to discribe him... USELESS.....

party stuff

party animal... tats wad my colledges called mi... haha... hmm... wad u think???

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ate alot yest... my stomach is going to blow sia... had a super super heavy lunch... had a super super heavy dinner... somemore still acc bone eat dinner... (dinner for him... supper moi... 11pm le loh...) n i was deprived of my movie!!!!!! >.<...

gene asked mi to teach her hw to do cross stitch.... but teach until half way... she disappeared... ==''... kao... she ask mi to teach her so she can do herself... in the end... i m the one doing now...

ok... feeling abit off today.... almost cant wake up.... then was blur awhile.... .... ok... a long while... then suddenly heard my baby cuz crying... n crying... i was like wondering where is my grandma... not upstair.... not dwnstair... then according to the maid (after mi yelling for grams for duno how many donkey times)... she went market... deow... n the maid din even bother to go n look after my cuz... wad the... wad if he hurt himself...

oya... a beetle attacked mi today... haha...

work was alrite today... nothing much to do actually...

zouk tomolo!!!! *grin* going wif marc n ngiap.... never go clubbing wif them b4... new combination... haha...

hmm... the zouk entry i m still writing.... haha... abit stm... kind of missing out abit of things here and there... wait ah.... wai ah.... wait ah....

PS: happy teachers' day....