a sense of uncertainty and bitter-ness overcame me this morning..

in the beginning... i tot i was very certain abt what i was doing... i was determined to dun bother.. dun ask.. dun think abt it.... in fact... give up...

but...

i couldn't...

i duno if its becoz i m bitter abt the incidents that happened or becoz i still have feelings lingering... or mayb both...

i cannt differentiate the truth and the lies again...

tot things are starting to turn ard.. but i seemed to be wrong again..

but why i m still not letting go... haiz...