In sch now....

yes yes yes... i know i haven been updating~ hey~ laptop's down k... i am so cut off from the world... haiz.. especially now.. at this time.. i realli need a laptop to divert my attention away frm certain problems...

giving thanx to my frens for listening and accompanying me for the past 2 weeks.. especially zhu... *hugs*

keeping myself very very busy... studying~ sching~ tuitioning~ slacking outside of home~

CNY's coming~ yes boring time...

BUT!!!! i m going to fill up my 15 days with stuff... all the way frm day 1 to day 15...

Trying hard to move on with my life... since i cant run anymore... i have to face it...

i know i haven been updating...

been messed up lately...

too many things happened... too little time and energy to think and react...

basically... i want to shut dwn.. i need to....

need a change.. need a huge change away from the pple i know.. tot i know.. tot i could depend on...

*Emo-ing*

realli on the verge of breaking dwn... i m like pissed off with every little thing ard me... things that i usually dun give a shit abt... actually reduced me to tears...

i m literally tearing every day.. every night.. even when i m slping... gosh...

i really need to let go... let go of the grudge and bitterness inside me...

need a wake up call... ESTHER!!!! GET A DAMN LIFE!!!!!!