i know i haven been updating...

been messed up lately...

too many things happened... too little time and energy to think and react...

basically... i want to shut dwn.. i need to....

need a change.. need a huge change away from the pple i know.. tot i know.. tot i could depend on...

*Emo-ing*

realli on the verge of breaking dwn... i m like pissed off with every little thing ard me... things that i usually dun give a shit abt... actually reduced me to tears...

i m literally tearing every day.. every night.. even when i m slping... gosh...

i really need to let go... let go of the grudge and bitterness inside me...

need a wake up call... ESTHER!!!! GET A DAMN LIFE!!!!!!