another day...

haf u ever started everyday... feeling lost n lonely±?

i duno y± i juz feel horrible... i often asked myself... is it worth it± n often... i would end up crying... i already lost count of how many times i would cry myself to slp... n wake up crying again...

how long more is this going to last? i duno...anyway... andy called n asked mi if i wan to b an air stewardess... seriously... i duno... *bang wall* dun feel like doing anything at all...