Baron's pub

i m badly bruised again.. i guess i will never learn... i had juz sank too deep...

someone juz kill mi plz...

yes... i dun honour my life... wads the point... no one cares anway...

someone said i scared him... well... i m scared of myself... i m v scared of wad has become of mi... so... kill mi...

was approached by this korean modeling manager this evening... when walking to meet leen to drink... this was like the 4th time already... but... i juz haf no mood... juz kill mi...

drinking is like nothing to mi now... no kick... mayb i shld pick up smoking...

but i wuld b stinky...

accept the fact... some pple say... i did... i tried... but.. so? conclusion?

in my near to 20years of living... after all the education i had received... after all the pple i had encountered... i juz failed to learn one thing... never trust anyone too much... never love anyone too much... coz... up till the end... the one getting hurt would b mi...

find someone to replace... ade said... if it can b done... i wun haf done it 2 mths ago... y let myself b crushed over n over again by a bulldozer last nite?

graduation is 2molo... i still duno if i wan to go...

simply to say... i dun wan to do anything... i juz wan... i juz wan.... ...... .....