David Cook sang Music of the Night!!!!!!

btw.. i have a question for myself...

am i too forgiving...

it seems so that way... haiz...

one day i might regret forgiving.. or mayb i will not... who knows...

having a bad hunch that similar incident will happen again..

jer's dad told me a story last nite...

there are 20 pple sitting around a big round table in heaven... rite in the center of the table.. there are alot of delicious food.. and each of them hold on to a long long chopsticks...

in hell.. the same situation... 20 pple.. round table... food and long chopsticks...

now.. onli the 20 pple in heaven managed to consume the food.. but the pple in hell were unable to.

why?? think abt it...

ok..

now.. usually how to get to heaven? pple who done alot of good deeds and are willing to share and give..

how abt hell? of coz the opp frm the pple who gets into heaven... they had done alot of bad deeds and are the selfish lot...

so... the pple in heaven shared and give.. they share the food and fed each other.. coz the chopsticks are very long very long..

but in the hell.. pple are selfish.. they onli think of themselves.. that is why they can never feed themselves with such a long chopsticks...

moral of the story? duno.. haha.. u say leh??

i m utterly mad today..

my dearest idiotiotic big-time liar boyfriend lied to mi once and AGAIN!

seriously.. if its for official business.. why the lies?

u think u are so-called the "businessman" u can lie??

juz when can u kick off ur lying habit? if u dun lie u will die is it?

bloody liar...

u jolly well know that i hate liars.. yet and again... u lied to mi...

dared mi?? u pick the wrong person to dare..

wake ur family up? i can... since i m dared.. i did...

jer.. wake up ur bloody idea lah...

preached to me about living within means when i wan to go genting...

pui!

wad bout u?

u are not living withing ur means... u are NOT even using your own money...

yet.. u spend money like water...

for business purposes?? are u sure?? or was it for personal "face" gain??

preach to URSELF before u start preaching to other...

u filthy big liar...

slapping u served u right to the core!!!

u... u.... argh!!!

if starting to trust u is to be lied by u.. then i guess i've really done wrong...

if stop checking up on u is wrong too... then i guess i will have to start to check up on u again...

btw.. stop using ur father and mother as excuses...

caused.. i've checked with them...

no such things ever mentioned by them...

LIAR!!!!! i hate liar!!!!!!

haiz... actually i felt very bothered over the conversation i had with dear tonite... its like.. starting ok.. then ended up not ok...

imagine.. graph.. the line is going up.. then suddenly.. it juz dropped.. all the way to negative... *studied too much maths..*

haiz.. juz felt so angry with him all of a sudden... n worst of all.. i dun think he even noticed... argh!!! wth lah!!!

#%^$#^%&^&!*

angry angry angry.. ahhhhhh.....

he is always fast when it comes to solving maths equations.... but so damn slow-witted when it comes to realisation of my "this moment" feeling.. haiz...

u cock head lah... ='(

tell me.. how right is it for a grown up man to enter a ladies' toilet for toilet inspection unannounced and with the door closed when there are 2 females in the cubicles?

hmmm.... not right??

today.. while hogging up a place at amk ave 6 mac to mug... i paid a visit to the toilet.. of coz.. due to nature's call... i had a shock rite after i walked out off the toilet cubicle to wash my hands... there was a mac staff standing in the toilet...

my 1st thought was OMG!! there's a guy in a female toilet!!! i panic...

then again.. my other thoughts was.. how can a guy enter a girl's toilet?? was that realli a guy? or a girl looking like a guy....

so i kinda stared at that person while washing my hands...

YES!! i confirmed that this person standing in front of the closed toilet door, ticking off his check list, who blocked my exit (i stood there for like 3 mins... he seems to treat me and the other lady to be invisible...) is a GUY!!!

only after i Ummhum so very loudly then he moved aside...

after walking back to my table.. i related the incident and discussed what i shld do... well.. i cant juz let this matter rest... coz it is a common knowledge and a social identity which we learnt the moment we are born... *nan nu shou shou bu qing* meaning.. man and woman should keep a distance.. so how can this man enter a ladies' toilet like that?

so i hurried to the counter to speak to the floor manager.. 1st of all i confirmed with her again that the person who's in charge of the toilet is MAN..... ( dun wan to accuse anyone if its my mistake for wrong gender identity... ) i related the incident and how disturbed i was to know that a man entered into the private restroom which was meant for the ladies unannounced... meaning no knocking.. no verbal announcement that he is entering.. and he din even leave the door open while doing the inspection...

then she explained to me that that guy was not normal (mentally)... the tone she used was like expecting me to be understanding to that guy... haiz.. whether i sympathise him or be understanding towards his situtation or not.. he is still a MAN for heaven's sake.. a being with a dick who is known a man/male!! whether he is mentally able or not.. he still have to understand that there are still steps to follow to do his job...

i even reprimanded the floor manager with this simple fact... if anything happened.. who will be responsible?? it will not be the mentally disable man.. but her.. reason?? she made the guy in charged of the toilet... most of all.. she made a mentally not normal man to be in charge of the toilet...

come on.. juz becoz he is mentally not able that makes him 100% eligble for the toilet job?? if that is the case.. then seriously.. anything happens will be also 100% the floor manager's responsibility...

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anyway.. was rather pissed with dear... haiz.. fed up.. irritating!!!!!

seriously.....

I have decided wad i wan my kids to learn when they are still a young toddler...

nope.. its not english class... chinese cailigraphy class... ballet class and wad so ever...

i wan to send them for dancing class (NOT ballet) but dance class like samba, jive, tango rumba those sort...

multiple language courses too.. german, japanese, french, chinese dialect such as cantonese, hokkien blah blah blah....

also.. of course... the old tradition of a must... piano class.. =)

haha...

Missing someone gets easier everyday.... Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will…

Dear made mi luff so hard today... i luffed until my jaw hurts... haha...

wad are we luffing abt?

actually.. over nth... realli... over nth... haha... hmm.. ok lah.. i guess over small (stupid/silly) things/gesters that we do... lol...

i must say.. its been a very long time that the both of us luffed so hearty...

I Love You.. =)

Yawn... its 5.33am... i m so god damn tired... *yawn yawn yawn*

i so wan to slp.. but i have to tong!!!! at least until 7am... reason? haiz.. apparently my mum had stitches on her head... wad the hell happened? honestly... i do not have the slightest idea at all... she simply refused to tell me... haiz... so i have to get up at 7am to apply some cream for her...

which oso explains why she never returns to work after her trip frm japan... hmm...

that is why i m still up at this hour.... one hr pluz to go... zzz...

anyway.. been studying POA with XY at amk ave 6 mac... i must say we made good progress.. =D

oso... i had been having war with the insects living at mac... it was HORRIBLE... ants (red and black), spiders, beetles (the ones with horns), water bugs, blah blah blah... oh ya.. not forgetting there was a lizard shit bombs.... the shit juz dropped from the ceiling!!! and its bloody big sized!!! -.-""

guess we are still going to spend another few more days study at mac... =) muz go prepare already.. XY was mentioning bygon... maybe i will bring that on top of the mosquito patch.. hehe...

argh.. i realli cannot tahan le.. 7am come 7am come.. QUICK!!!

well.. here i m... back home...

=)

had a rough nite with dear last nite.. haiz.. lucky.. it ended...

I love you still baby.... I heart you... =D

dear acc mi to sch in the afternoon when his class starts at nite..

after class.. rushed over to fetch grandma to my crib...

haiz.. tired coz my bag was darn heavy with my lappy, clothes, books and notes... haha.. not forgetting my super loaded pencil case.. hee...

finished Hero season 2.. *yay* happy that i finished the show.. but pissed with the ending... i m now left dangling with the half ended story.. i m so neither here nor there...

** oh writers.. pls stop protesting... come back to write a good story for mi can... pls pls... **

hmm... received a sad msg frm a good old fren.. his closed one had passed on... haiz...

Take care k.. my condolences to u my friend...

at dear's crib now...

trimmed my hair yesterday =)... happy with the end product.. my hair looks much more normal..

met up with xy and erwin.. haha... coz i was so bored at gramp's hse... coz waiting for dear to finish his appointment with his client...

hanged out under one of the blocks ard sin ming area.. tok cock sing song play blackjack... haha... fun.. coz at 1st.. erwin was on a winning streak... he won xy 20 bucks leh... BUT!!! (lol.. there is always a "but"...) in the very end.. xy got too confident... one hand bet 10 bucks.. in 2 rounds.. she lost everything.. lol... she was so buay song....

Happy April Fool's Day