present frm ren

haha.. got a pleasant surprise frm daoren... haha....

wad he got mi??? read on......

. Label for Living.. says: wahlau esther.
. Label for Living.. says: have you received it alr ??
ting^ =).... says:RECEIVE???
ting^ =).... says:RECEIVE WAD?
. Label for Living.. says:okay.
. Label for Living.. says:its okie.
. Label for Living.. says:nvm.
ting^ =).... says:HUH??
. Label for Living.. says:you'll received it one day.
ting^ =).... says:RECEIVED WAd???
ting^ =).... says:U 1ST THING TELL MI WAHLAO... WAHLAO WAD??
. Label for Living.. says:receive the spirit of christmas.
. Label for Living.. says:haha
ting^ =).... says:OH... HAHA.. U SEND MI XMAS CARD AH
ting^ =).... says:HAHA.. GOT SEND CORRECT ADD ANOT?
. Label for Living.. says:present ah!
ting^ =).... says:PRESENT???
. Label for Living.. says:simi card!
ting^ =).... says:WAD
ting^ =).... says:HAHA
ting^ =).... says:U SEND WAD??
. Label for Living.. says:duh.
ting^ =).... says:BOMB AR?
. Label for Living.. says:you so niao send me card only.
. Label for Living.. says:its wit eileen.
ting^ =).... says:OH...
ting^ =).... says:HAHA
. Label for Living.. says:i ask her to pass it to you.
ting^ =).... says:I HAVEN GOT THE CHANCE TO MEET HER FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS...
ting^ =).... says:HAHA...
. Label for Living.. says:okay.
. Label for Living.. says:so wheres my present.
. Label for Living.. says:haha
ting^ =).... says:HAHA..
ting^ =).... says:XMAS' OVER
. Label for Living.. says:ok loh.
. Label for Living.. says:i take back from eileen.
. Label for Living.. says:haha..
ting^ =).... says:DOTS..

haha... so sweet of him.. gimmi present wor... wonder wad is it... heard frm eileen its quite big... haha.. beta dun gimmi a pile of shit... its so typical of him to do tat kind of stuff... lol...

oya.. he met an bike accident... the whole bike landed on him... poor thing... wonder if the bike got damage anot... muahaha... k lah.. he suffered minor fractures n serious abrasions... juz discharged frm hospital yest... hope he recovers soon~~

oya... bro... thanx for the present ah... haha...

conjunctivitis

there had been a conjunctivitis outrage... it had came to my notice tat.. everyday.. i will come across at least 6 crews contacted conjunctivitis...

an investigation was made... i've got some crews... who reported sick for conjuctivitis for 18 times since jan 2005... now... how amazing is tat???

in my 20 years of life... i had onli been diagnosis wif conjuctivitis once onli... ONCE... 1 time onli.... muz i emphaise further??

how can a person contacted conjunctivitis so many times?? weird.. n the best part is.. they are not blind yet.. hah...

no more starbucks coffee...

i REGRET ah... *sob*

regret drinking the starbucks short coffee yusoff bought... argh.. initally tot that drinking some warm can ease the pain i had been enduring since yest.... argh... bad choice... its was worsen....

someone save mi... pls~~~

brain brain

I m such a cockster....

i knew it... i knew it... i will sure make a mistake today one... argh... see... see... i made one..

i spelled a crew's name wrongly... De Souza Brian... i actually typed as.. De Souza Brain... BRAIN... ahhh~~~~ wad is wrong with mi...

basket sia...

but lucky i got double check.. else.. die liao... haiz... seeing double vision.. zzzz.....

not feeling well

not feeling good... my head hurts.... not forgetting to mention tat my side hurts too...

super slpy... so scare lata i issue wrong ticket sia... have to open my eyes big big le lah... -.-zzzzz....

i dun wan to take MC again... i dun wan to c doc... i dun wan to fall sick.. i dun wan.. dun wan... =(

king kong

watched king kong wif dear dear yest evening... realli appreciated dear dear made the effort to help mi find his jacket to lent mi n b on time for the show by taking a cab dwn... love u dear...

found that king kong is realli like dear dear... not phycially k... i meant character.... haha.. especially the part when king kong throw his temper at ann...

the 1st one hr was realli boring... the actual show... (to mi).. onli started at the point when the crew reached the island....

i cried... king kong died le...='(... *sob sob* i noe tat he's supposed to die... but... still... so sad...

after the show... we walked ard... frm MS to MW.. then frm MW to MS... n MS to RC... hee...

hmm.. stomach not feeling well now... argh... i hate menses!!!

HAPPY

i m happy now.. happy happy happy... =)...

dear say he will acc mi on new year's eve.... i know i might sound very retarded... but i m happy... ^.^v....

happy... weee~~~


ps: i noe i abit siao liao.. one time super sad... another time happy like duno wad... but hey.. i m a woman.. i m entitled to my regular dosage of mood swings k... =P... moreover... my period is here... i m all the more entitled to my mood swing now....

i missed him

tired...

haven slp since last nite....

think i beta stop crying... ah mah was asking how come my eyes swollen...

was walking ard bishan park last nite... sitting at our seat... going to the swing... each time i tot of wad happened yest... my heart hurts... hurts alot...

been thinking.... alot...

been crying... alot....

there r things i regretted doing... yet... there r things that i muz do...

today... is our 3rd mth anniversary... n i chosed not to meet him... have i done the right thing?

i duno... been staring at my hp... hoping that it will ring... but none came....

missed him dearly... but i noe he muz be angry with mi now... i wan to tok to him... but i dun dare to call or msg him too... i m juz scared tat he will tok to mi in the same tone yest... ='(

tired... haizz...

sian

stoning... tired... wan to go out for movie now... but.. haiz... fully booked...

never tot that i wld need to spend this year's xmas day at hm... especially that i had moved out of my mum's...

wad shld i do now...

.........

........

.......

i m damn fustrated now... argh........ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.............

think i beta go toilet and bath for the next 6hrs... when nite time comes... haiz... slp ba....

sian.. tml public holiday... 26th... our 3rd mth... will i be spending tat day alone... *sniff*

xmas ='(

this is the worst x'mas i had ever had... felt so horrible now....

tot everything had planned out nicely.... morning go yenting's hse... after steamboat ends in the afternoon... i can rush back hm.. bath.. change... then go out n meet dear... coz going to his relative's hse.... n end off xmas eve wif a movie...

in the end?

everything was ruined by a msg..... my aunts... especially my small aunt... she demanded mi to be hm by 11pm else dun go anywhere.... i almost broke out in tears in yenting's hse...

after discussing wif my big aunt... it was agreed that i can go the movie.. but b back hm be4 the bus service ends...

went to his relative hse... had a great time there.... was warmly welcomed by the big family... but cant join them for the movie... coz the ticket they booked was at 1235am... haiz.. sad....

then asked dear... if i can catch a movie with him today... he said ok... n now? haiz... he had to go to his gramps' hse... haiz.. no choice... guess i can go for the movie myself... alone... not the 1st time anyway... every single year's xmas had been this way...

called him.. wanted to discuss a solution.. all he said was bye... bye... bye... *cry* y muz like tat?? was so angry n sad that i juz slammed the phone.... regreted after tat... ='( but yet... he refused to tok to mi... haiz...

this is the lousiest xmas i guess... even though i never had a great one...

plastic human

Morning pple~~

hmm... din realli shop last nite.. raining... crowded... mi?? gave up... went back hm...

finished a book i bought on wed... Diary of a Manhatten Call Girl... not bad.. rather interesting... if u noe wad i mean... n seriously speaking... who... at the age of ten... actually inspired to b a prostitute?? like i said.. the book is rather interesting.. worth reading... might get the 2nd book if i have spare cash... coz my salary (which came on 21st) had dried up pretty much...

haiz.... toking abt saving money... so hard... festive seasons now n then... bills to pay... concessions to renew.... allowance to give... not forgetting to mention food to eat... argh...

was watching The Swan last nite... u noe.. the average ugly, fat, low confidence girls becomes a awsome pretty, slim, big boobs, straight white teeth girls... yup that plastic surgery beauty pageant.... those girls are what we oso known as "the man-made beauties"...

juz in a joking mood.. i ask dear.. "if i go for plastic surgery.. how ar?"
n his reply?? "u pay urself..."
"-_-"...

haiz... toking abt having some moral support frm ur love ones.... but of coz.. i m saying tat plastic surgery is good.. but... it not bad either... depending on wad kind of prospective u are looking at... medical reason for example...

yet... juz wanting to spend all that cash on inflicting so much pain on urself to be or stay pretty... is juz crazy... think abt it... liposuction... tummy tuck... breasts enhancement... root canal... brown lift... cheek implants... *eeekkk...*

ok... having indigestion now...

got to get back to work.... chao...

arhhhhhhhhhh

lotsa prob cropped up at work today... every dept is pushing the responsibility to each other.. basket... act like little kids... zzz...

got to go out to do some last min xmas shopping lata... alone... *sob sob*.. oh well... no choice....

realli felt crappy yest.. but mood lighten up when i saw dear... =)

when i reached back hm at nite.. i almost forgot that i own a hp.. haha... it was onli when i was bathing then i remembered that i have yet to msg dear... heh....

on half day leave lata.. gonna meet tychius for movie... hmm.. haven buy xmas presents... shall get them lata ba....

BASKET... CRAP U....

CRAPS!!!... TOTALLY CRAPS....

knn.. wad the hell is ur prob?? u think mgr now on leave.. u big boss liao ah... *pui*

i was at control doing things loh... u think wad?? still go ard and ask pple why i tok to them for... wtf loh... still tell mi not to spend unnescessary time in control... -.-"" dots u lah...

kns... haf i once not able to finish my area of work by the end of the day?? no... i take pride in work ok... i will always finish my work before i leave the office...

if u are not happy wif mi.. fine loh.. i can quit le.. i was so mad juz now tat i juz throw my temper in Control centre.. my AO and OOs are ard... like i care..

bloody hell....

mood wasn't of my best already loh.. coz raymond "ke qang" act smart.. sent a handwritten memo to a crew n ask her to alter the mc.. wad the loh.. shld b admin side sent letter where got his prob...

basket... wan to make my life difficult... R#@!$#...

forget forget

drats... forget to bring my hp out.. tmd....

yest's wedding dinner was alrite i guess... was a little disappointed in some ways... but.. oh well.. its over le...

some rubbish

cursed the train last nite.. &^**%&*!#@....

haiz... forget it....

got umar to did my hair today... =) testing testing... not bad... haha...

finished my work early today.. tummy din feel well... =( ate alot of rubbish these few days... haiz.. or bee mi...

stupid BOM-AMD chartered flight is giving mi probs again... zzzz... became a IT technician.. went ard fixing computers... this is sick man... not part of my job scope... n i m not getting xtra allowance somemore... haiz...

daliah is going on 2 weeks leave next week... i got a bad omen... a very bad one....

random thots

juz some random tots.....

i m overwork... n underpaid...

there are juz some pple i dun like juz by 1st sight...

my tummy feels uncomfortable...

the office fone line wun stop ringing...

juz played neopet's cheat...

i missed my dear dear...

i still haven buy hairclip to bun my hair for tatiana's wedding...

pay haven come yet...

was amused by my AO today...

need to redo the whole damn report juz becoz of a doubt my mgr have...

ate chinese food today...

din spent my afternoon slacking in control ops...

was very productive today...

was praised for speaking good english...

hmmm.. i miss my dear...

applied for half day leave....

oya.. need to top up my fare card lata... $$ fly....

wonder if dear got take his medicine on time...

cant imagine if i m getting marry one day...

or being a mother...

or a grandmother....

hmmm...

oh well.. juz some random tots...

my last tot before i leave my office....

dear dear... i love u... lots!!!

recovered le

^.^...

dear dear recovered le... =)...

went dwn to his hse to check on him... no fever... he was quite energetic... can "ding" wadever things i say n got strength to fight back le... haha.. good good...

had a long talk wif dear under my block when he sent mi hm... somehow.. i love listening n toking to him...

lata going out wif tatiana... to town.. hope can go back early today.. i missed my bed... i can hear my bed calling mi sia....

recovering...

yay... he msged mi... he is feeling beta le... =D... =)... ^.^....

worry

*yawnz*

realli took half day yest... managed to tok to dear on the phone... the way he tok like very weak like tat... makes mi very worried...

so i faster one shot cleared all my tickets... both SQ n interline ones... then that woman in front tried to b funny... jammed the printer system... basket... make mi wasted time fixing the problem....

have to cook porridge for dear dear... called hm.. asked ah mah to defrost the minced meat 1st to save some time... in the end.. i had to waste more time... coz i m cookin a bigger serving... y? my cousins all wan to eat... one big pot ok... took mi almost 1hr to finish cooking.. then still have to wait for the porridge to cool dwn 1st then can pack...

haiz... reached dear's hse... he was burning... temperature never drop at all... when trying to get him to makan... he complaint pain in his back/stomach area... seeing him in such discomfort... makes mi feel so helpless... realli duno wad else i can do to ease him... ask him where else pain... he din answer.... haiz...

brought him to TTSH lata tat nite... one thing relief mi was that he start to tok n joke to mi... =)... waited quite some time for the consultation... hmm... got another 2 more days mc.. hmm... n it seems tat (this is something jer's mum oso noticed...) after he got the MC.. he like ok le.. at 1st is sian sian.. then become got energy... haha...

the moment dear reach hm... he k.o in the bed le... he even counted sheeps be4 he doze off.. haha.. jer's dad send mi back last nite... its ard 11.05pm ba...

he was still quite feverish when i left him last nite... wonder if he got eat his food anot... taken his medication yet?... fever went dwn? haiz... msged him oso din reply...

Dear dear got fever...

Zzzz.... *scretch* din realli slp well last nite... haiz... dear dear fall sick le... =(.. before i left him yest... to get tatiana's wedding present... he was oreadi feeling hot hot... haiz... shld haf stayed wif him.... (regret)

msged him.. but he never reply... muz b slping ba... getting worried... feel like taking half day lata... haiz....

wedding mayham

juz woke up not long ago.. using uncle's com now... tired... tired frm all the shopping i acc tatiana last evening... but was satifisted tat we managed to get wad we set out to look for....

argh... i still have no idea wad to get for tatiana's wedding... so wan to get her money juz like the rest... but... a junior give senior money... like not rite leh.... zzz....

well.. tats juz one of the prob for her wedding dinner....

2nd... i dun think i haf anymore fitting dress to wear le... how?!?! so many years since i last worn them.. i had grown out of them le loh... die die die... dun tell mi i still haf to spent money to buy again... dun wan!!! no money le lah.... any sponsers??? *hint hint* =p....

he's in a bad mood?

haiz... =( not in my best of mood this morning... reason? coz dear's mood was not good last nite... haiz... he got problems at work.. pluz he's having flu n tired... n there is nth i can do to help... not even being a listener.. coz its confidential.. haiz.. sad... wad n how to make his mood lighter leh??? haiz....

*think esther... think....* haiz...

wanted to play neopets (yes... neopets.. cannot ah... *bleah*) but i cannot login.. coz i think dear dear changed my pwd... haiz... call him oso no answer... sian ah... nth to do le lah...

uni...

busy busy busy...

busy with my own work... hee.. =p... was trying to consolidate all the information i have for my application for uni next year... hope i din miss out anything...

finally received taitana's wedding card... zzz... its realli FINALLY!!! why?? coz her wedding dinner is 18th Dec... like less than 2 weeks loh... now then hand out the wedding cards to us... haha...

ok... shall stop here.. need to issue tickets today... ciao...

so sad... everyone got their bonus... but i dun haf... =( *sob*

not fair!!! i work equally hard if not harder.... haiz.. juz bcoz i m a 6 mths contract... sadz....

OVER LOOKED FLIGHT

tired... now then can relax... (i hope...)

morning reach office... check mail... boss wan mi to c him 1st thing in the morning... i tot wad happened sia... after reading thru the forwarded mail then realised tat there were actually crews paxing up for Air India flight 07 Dec... today!!!... and according to the schedule i haf in my hands... flight for today was not stated... n the seats were not book too...

this is a big issue man...

after explaining to my AM that i was not advised by pple in planning or staff travel that there was flight on the 07th... n according to my knowledge.. the BOM-AMD Charter flights onli starts on the 14 Dec...

he took all the printed emails n doc i provided... n disappeared behind my mgr's door...

"pls.... pls... tolong tolong... pls dun ask mi to write explaination letter..." *self muttering*

then patrick came dwn frm up-stairs n wan mi to issue the STA for Air India... zzz.... so frm the whole morning till now... i had been running back n fro frm CCCO to CCCA duno how many times... argh... can die sia... still need to find out if the seats booked are CCFREE 100% or ID50...

was in the rm meeting... finding out wad actually went wrong... after that still haf to go to kris shop to send the fax over to SM BOM... then bring the STA back to CCCO and ask one of the crew who are traveling over to BOM to hand over the original copy... zzzz....

haiz...

after discussing the prob wif planning then found out that it was an overlook at their side... heng ah....

finally.. can breathe now...

abit scared n worried.. juz hope tat nth will happen... *cross fingers*

random tots

blogspot gone crazy... cannot view anyone's blog at all...

hmm.. anyway...

slpt quite early last nite... after msg dear at 10pm i knock out le... even when he called n msged mi.. i oso din noe... =S... sry dear...

hmm... juz some random tots...

the male species seems to like round things alot... u noe... like wheels... balls.... boobs??? haha... duno y... but it seems to b true ya?... lol....

Genting / Sunway Lagoon

I M BACK~~~~ last thurs nite.. hehe... miss mi??? lol...

let mi explain myself for the past week disappearance.. i was out of town... hee... went genting and sunway lagoon wif my family... =)

ok.. a re-cap frm the day b4 i set off to genting...


Saturday

spent whole day wif dear... was our 2 mth anniversary... watched emily rose.. so cold in the cinema sia... realli regreted tat i did not change out of my mini skirt when i went hm to pack my bag... *brrrgggg* anyway... nice show.. worth watching..

after the show ends... it was almost 11pm... dear walked mi hm... spent the whole nite toking under my block... =) there are things that he said that set mi to think... if things do happened for a reason...


Sunday

set off for golden mile complex at 6.05am... yawn... tired sia... slpt for bearly 3 hrs... was kinda grouchy... anyway.. here's a pic tat makes mi smile...


my cuz... cute? btw.. this cuz is a BOY!!! (many mistaken to b a girl..)

slping at the custom exit... no matter how u disturb him.. it juz wun move...

can u c wad i c?? no?? ok... close up then...

tata... haha... say no to porn!!!

my 2nd cuz... in hotel 1st world...



Monday

having breakfast...




outside the hotel... temp: 16.3 degrees...

thats my baby cuz n my uncle...


finally took a pic wif my grandma in it...

*brrrggg* out the hotel is juz freezing ok... foggy too..


make a trip dwn to starbucks to help gie buy her starbucks t-shirt.. but... she is juz sway.... sold out... even the display piece oso dun haf... sunday still haf a few pieces lor... so fast... haiz..

ok... going to the theme park... yay~~



1st ride i took is spinner.. so fun.. but ride so short... =(.. next would b roller coster...

in roller coster... hmm.. where's Gwen??

ok.. haha.. i blocked her juz now...


hmm... took the newly built flying coster wif my uncle... cool man... 360 degrees turn... fun!!!

here we are in the 4D theater watching "the Enchanted Castle"....



in the Dinosaurland.... while waiting for the ride Gwen wan to take....


finally after 1hr and 50 mins... i'm on the boat~

haiz... that waiting time was not worth at all... such a disappointment... 110mins of waiting for barely 15mins of "show"..

gramps n gene...

anyway... b4 we cleared out of the outdoor theme park... i took another flying coaster ride wif my uncle again... haha... it was fun loh.. realli dun mind taking them again.. n again... n again... hehz...

ok.. up next... snow world... grandma din wanna go in.. so she stay out wif the maid... cant bring hp in... (coz scare too cold hp got froze...) din take much pics...

had snow war wif gene n my uncle... yes.. u din see wrong.. my uncle.. n he was the one who attacked 1st.... -_-""... it was minus 6 degrees... cold cold...


gwen spent her short duration of time building this "show castle".... not much if a castle to mi.. juz a pile of snow...



after a super quick n rushed buffet dinner.. we watched Zathura... for onli RM10... thats like sin$4.50... bloody cheap!!!!


on our way back to our rms...


Tuesday

after breakfast... we stepped out into the restaurant's balcony... omg... the sight was... ermm... wads the word for it??? ehh... breathe taking... not forgetting to mention tat it was cold too...


argh... my hair is in a mess... the wind is juz too strong...

back in the rm... pack up.. and prepare to say sayonara to genting le... took cable car down... so high sia....





took a van instead of a coach to Sunway lagoon resort hotel... it was abt a 3 hrs ride... half way thru.. the driver stop for his lunch... n left us in this store to shop... then dear dear called mi!! hee... so surprised to hear frm him... =D...

reach the hotel.. the hotel was way cool man... why?? the lobby was at 13th floor... n we stayed on the 5th floor... we haf our own balcony n haf internet excess in our rm... how cool is tat... or mayb i m juz too suaku... but anyway... bleah...



interior lift panel.. nice....

lazed ard in the rm abit... then decided to go to the sunway pyramid shopping centre to jalan jalan....

Xmas tree~~ Xmas is coming~~



its chicken little!!!!!

its the same size as my cuz!!! no.. the head is bigger... lol....

had secret recipe for dinner.... its super cheap loh... one pasta in KL (RM11.90) is almost the same price as the one in SG ($11.90)... bought shoes... haha.. 2nd pair le... pior to the one i bought in genting...


Wednesday

Sunway Lagoon Water Theme Park.... weather was not that fantastic... zzzz.... been raining on n off... anyway... dun care... haha... still had fun... played wif my cuzs... took the slides... haha... lazing ard in the water while the man-made waves slowly wash mi to "shore"....

later part of the afternoon.. after cleaning up... went to the dry theme part... nothing much... but 2 tigers... some exhibitions.. most of the rides are closed due to the rain... haiz..

took this ride (i forget wad its called..) wif my cuzs....




played in the arcade... hehe... hooked to my all-time fav... time crises...

acc my cuz for this "cow boy" thingy ride... its some sort like a mini mini mini roller coaster... except minus off the steep up-hills, dwn-hills and 360 degrees turn.... it juz goes round n round... up n dwn... in circles in a very very high speed... quite shiok actually... my uncle surrender after juz one ride... then i acc my cuz for the next 4 rides.... ~.~... got a little dizzy after the whole thing ends....




took merry-go-round wif clement n gwen....

mummy.. u go away~~

weeee~~~

BYE~~~~


eating dinner wif my grandma can b a torture... she din wan to eat this... din wan to eat that... duno wad she wans sia...

get food for her le.. then she will start to distribute her food again to the kids... claiming that she dun like to eat this... cannot eat this... for my case... she is giving mi all the onions... (gene oso joined in the "fun" giving mi all her onions...) the end product of my bowl...

mountains of onions sia.... -.-zzz.... i got more onions than my rice...


Thursday

proposely went dwn to the swimming pool to suntan after breakfast... but.. still not very tan... oh well.. beta then nth...

did some last min shopping... pack up... n left for SG in the afternoon... supposed to reach back SG at ard 8pm.. in the end.. 9.15pm then reach... zzzzz... sian.. coz on the way road jam like duno wad.. got 2 car accidents along the way...

by the time we reached hm... it was like 10.30pm le... i din even bother to unpack my bag or haf dinner... juz bath... tok to dear dear awhile then knock out le...


Friday

was not a fantastic way to return to work to find out that the person who is supposed to cover my work... did not do the work at all... -.-"" bloody hell... %$#^$%#^$... idoit...

anyway... went up to dear dear's hse... n watch chicken little!!! hehe.. i got the DVD in KL...

its was dwnpouring... dear's dad offered to send mi back.. so kind of him.. but... it was quite late le.. n he juz came back frm a meeting... so i decline... anyway... i onli stay in bishan... dear walked mi to the bus-stop.. but in the end we sat dwn under one of the blocks and tok again...


Saturday

stayed at hm... settle some problems wif the singnet... went out wif my small aunt... reach hm... cant slp... no matter how i toss n turn.. i juz cant slp... n when i slpt.. i was woke up the next morning by my grandma... time: 8.15am...zzzzz...

Sunday

went to dear's hse... until ard 4pm... coz he got duty after tat.. jer said that i shld commit myself to a sport... coz the reason tat i cant slp was tat i got too much energy... hmm... duno... mayb... oh well... watch star awards.. slp... then woken up dear's call... abt this indian movie/show he watch?? i hope i still rem correctly.. (coz i was half awake half aslp...) sorry baby...

Monday

overslpt!!!! omg... woke up at 0710hrs.. panic like hell.. but heng... my 5 mins bath time skill still haven rusty... lol.. still managed to get out of the hse bathed, changed in my clothes n contact lens, tie hair, make up... haha.... i m such a champ... =X.... keke....

pet pets

baby... we cant own our real pets yet... so i got us a pair of virual ones 1st... (scroll dwn after my profile...) ^.^.... hee... we get the real ones lata k... Lotsa love...

JERK ARSEHOLE

A Note to my Stewpid Jerkarse Ex-BF...

any idea why other pple or even ur closest dun believe u but yet believe mi? coz the truth speaks for itself.. everyone can c... they are not blind... they can c who is lying who is not...

u wan to b a jerk... fine by all means... u wan to see how siao i m... i show u...

1st thing 1st... u think i wan to cheat u?? wad for?? i too free is it?? if u had the responsiblity to safekeep my things properly.. will u think tat there is a need for mi to cheat u?? n why the fuck did u vandalised my hp cover... childish aren't u...

2ndly... u claimed tat i still owe u ur things... ok fine... NAME them... if u can tell mi wad other shit i owe u... even if i had to go back to my mum's hse now i will flip the whole hse n find for u... but... problem now is tat... u cannot even say out wad i still owe u... u wan to noe the reason why?? coz i HAD already RETURNED u EVERYTHING after i return frm my china trip... u jolly well noe tat...

n how dare u sae i still owe u the ring... u are the one who said... the ring is for u... do wadever u wan wif it... dun return mi... u said this... u forget?? well.. i m helping u to refresh ur memory now... by the way.. u bought the ring for ME... its realli up to mi to decide if i wan to return to u... coz it belongs to mi now... if u realli wan it back... ok.. then return all the things that i BOUGHT for u too... play fair rite....

last by not least... if u realli wan to play dumb... act like u have Parkinson disease or amnesia... fine... by all means.. go ahead... no one can stop u frm doing tat ok... it juz shows other pple how stupid, low IQ u are... u are busy... so wad?? we are not busy ah?? its ur responsiblities to return mi my things....

n i got bf u got a prob??? wad i now got bf... n wad no one wans u... use ur brain lah... (tat is if u still have any..) u are the one who broke up wif mi... so who are u now to bother if i haf a bf now or not? kaypo...

oh... btw... u wan mi to get back the things back frm u myself?? are u sure??? u beta think abt it 1st... u shld noe the consquences... i will not tok to u calmly at all.. i m not like last time... can let u push ard... now.. 1st thing i wan to do is to give u a tight slap... n ask u to wake up ur idea....

open ur eyes n read

i was so atsonished last nite....

i was so dumbfounded last nite....

i was so flabbergasted last nite....

i was so staggered last nite....

i was simply pissed last nite..

reason? of an unshakeable past... no matter how hard i try to shake away tat nightmare... it juz kept coming back n back... over n over again... tats y... i m determined to put an end to it...

i juz wan my stuff back... i dun wan anymore things to do with u anymore... n how dare u refused to returned mi... n make up all those nonsense to lie to mi.... wtf?!?!

i noe u will come across my blog and read... (u noe who u are..)

so u beta open ur bloodly small eyes and read properly u bastard...

in 2004, some time in sep, after ur fucking 3 confinement week in tekong, i loan u my phone. my Nokia 3310. everything. frm the hp itself, with the battery n cover. (yes that yellow color one...) which in the end, u took out my N3310 cover and exchange it over with ur N3315 cover. (dun tell mi all those nonsense that i onli pass u my N3310 hp cover, if i juz lend u tat, wad did i use to cover my own hp??) btw, i still remember u kept my phone in ur computer table drawer.

subsequently i lend u 2 or 3 of my vcds cause u said u were bored n had never seen those shows before. one of the titles is "the Phone call". same thing, dun sae u cannot find it. it was on ur table's tray. find it n return mi!!

lastly, i was stupid enuff (i admit.) to lend u my book. which u obviously did not know how to take care nor did u have the decency to inform mi tat some campmates of urs took it. n how dare u lied to sharu telling him that my book was taken by someone in ur camp, n unable to retrieved it back. yet told weiling another version of story.

one more thing... u shld have known damn well tat since last mth.. i had been asking for my things back... (with the knowledge of wad items u own mi..) yet... still did not make tat bit of effort to search for my stuff... still tell sharu last nite tat u onli got my hp cover... will try to find my things then try return to mi lata... wtf?? seriously... wad the fuck...

argh... enuff said... u shld noe wad to do... no... u beta noe wad to do.... coz it had been almost 5 mths... n yet u din even haf the decency to even make the effort to return those belongings i LENT to u.... let mi juz put it str8 across now... if u cant find my things at all.. be prepared to return them in CASH!!!

i din wan to end things in a nasty way... thats y i ask sharu to do mi a favour... get my things back on my behalf... but u force mi to do otherwise...

ok... was super pissed this morning too... by some msgs... argh... alvin... fine... wadever... judge mi wadever way u wan... i cant b bother anymore... i m juz too upset...

thats all for today's entry...

pay prob....

haiz...

i am so pissed wif akltg... why is it everytime pay took sooooo long to come in one...

i m disappointed wif SIA... big organisation still can make a mistake in my payslip...

haiz...

haiz...

haiz...

haiz....

chalet or him????

haiz...

haiz...

haiz...

feeling so depressed now...

dear called mi this morning and told mi tat chalet cannot book le... full.. haiz.... how... if ask him acc mi to jess's they all de chalet.. he oso dun wan... he told mi to go ahead... but if i go... then left him alone on new year's eve n new year... he will b sad one loh.. lata say i like his ex... never acc him thru for the new year.. haiz..

the thing is.. i oso wan to b with him on these two days... but i oso wan to go for the chalet... i m greedy.. i noe.. but... how??? ='( *smack face*

*think esther... think!!!!!!*

haiz.. someone.. juz come n help mi spilt into 2 lah... haiz...

haiz...

haiz...

haiz...

haiz...

haiz...

new bank acc...

i muz b nuts... haiz... pay juz came last fri... now my bank onli left $4!!!!

the rest of the month eat air loh...

wad i spent on?? eh.. in fact i din spent on anything.... haha...

hmm... was puzzled by someone.. argh... refused to tok to him now..

anyway...dear dear msged mi... hee... ^.^...

StarWars

went to science centre wif dear today... haha... "STAR WARS!!!!" took a good deal of pics... gonna post everything up... so bear wif mi k...

ok... here i go...



director george lucas' chair

Storm Trooper

star destroyer...

star destroyer (jumbo)



DeathStar

C3PO intial sketch



Tie Fighter

R2 D2

Chewbacca



dear wif Boba Fett





AT-RT

AT-ST





Mon Calamari Transport







C3PO









Master Yoda in black jedi robes







Yoda

Padme's slave robe





Senator's desk table









Felucia Bladder Plant



General Grievous' staff...

Anakin Skywalker

Jedi's Robe

Luke Skywalker's Lightsaber

Darth Vader's Lightsaber





Queen Padme Amidala

Darth Vader

Queen Padme n one of her child

hmm... after all the exhibits... i was a bit bit bit disappointed... coz no Jar Jar Blink... how can??? hmm... dear dear bought this Astronaut Freeze-Dried Neapolitan Ice Cream for mi.. =)

then...eh... bring my grandma for dinner together... then both of us were kinda of retarted... coz we went to popular bookstore and browse thru the sec n pri textbooks... haha...

PS: wanted to post one pic up... but kind of conned by dear to promised not to post it up online.. haiz...