Sentosa yest with bren... its been almost a yr since i last went back... changed quite abit... the water's so clean.. its blue and green... =) oh.. no seaweed too.. happy...

stole the photos frm bren... i m too lazy to resize... heh...

yes... i know i m very white... but i m super red at this moment... suffering a 2nd-degree burn now... *boohoo* pain ah..... my skin screamed in pain at every moment i came in contact with a surface...

both of us shopped ard vivo.. had mine virgin meal at the carl's jr... the burger's good... then dearest bren went nuts when we walked out of the building... she saw this playground ground (purely for kids below 12 yrs old) and wanting to take photos on them...

went to one figurine shop.. and i saw this!!!!!

Spongebob Squarepants!!! while waiting for the guy to check for the pricing of this oversize Spongebob, we were debating how much it would be costing... price suggested between $29.90 to $49.90... however.. the actual retail price is.... $19.90!!!! haha... i was so tempted to buy.. but.. i squeeze the spongebob back to the shelf... haiz... save money...

travelled dwn to bliss @ punggol park... meet up with emily... the 3 of us ordered a bottle of white wine.. chit chat gossip.. haha.. the normal girl thingy... =)

after drinking.. walked over to the kopitiam for supper!!! food!!!! yum yum...

oh.. i had a terrible time back home.. i was tired but i cannot slp... my skin refuse to let mi slp in peace... *sob*

sometimes it comes to a point in life where you realised that there are certain things in life that you seemed to have been taken for granted... be it a thing or person...

however... the question we must asked ourselves.. it is too late to change for the better....




hmmm.. anyway.. sentosa tml... i m very determine to turn myself into a roast chicken... hee ^.^v..

so pls... dun rain tml.... let the sun shine~~~~

the new samsung F480 and samsung i1900 are calling out to me...

arghh.. i cannot waste anymore money buying le... my 2 hps are working fine.. i cannot buy le!!!!!

******

been spenting time thinking abt my future last nite... to study or not... to continue my relationship or not... to do this or that... haiz....

I need a man whom I can grow old with.. =(

i m stuck in a dilemma of wanting to cut my hair or not... if i wan to cut, should i cut it damn short or retain the same length...

i haven cut my cut short for 3 yrs... got feeling already... hmm... 烦啊....

Randy Pausch passed away on 25th July 2008... yes... friday.. yest morning...

i m so sad... he was such a good lecturer...

bren introduced me to watch this video of Randy Pausch: The Last Lecture.... she cried like rain storm... i din.. but.. yes.. i felt sad...

Randy Pausch was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer... he had only months to live when he gave this last lecture at Carnegie Mellon University...

there is a tradition for Carnegie Mellon University... that is to give a hypothetical "final talk/ last lecture" i.e... "what wisdom would you try to impart to the world if you knew it was your last chance?"

Randy Pausch's last lecture was abt "Really achieving your childhood dreams"... here's the link... http://www.cmu.edu/homepage/multimedia/randy-pausch-lecture.shtml... the whole video is a little over an hour... long.. but worth watching and listening to wad he said...

there was a lot of quote i like in the lecture... here's a few...

"Brick walls are there for a reason : they let us prove how badly we want things."

""...when you see yourself doing something badly and nobody's bothering you to tell you anymore, that's a very bad place to be. Your critics are the ones telling you they still love you and care."

"Work and play well with others. Tell the truth, Apologize (properly), Wait and people will show their good side."

Both bren and i agreed that he was a very good lecturer and the lecture was very very meaningful...

haiz.. sadz...

Juz arrived home..

Spent time with bren and em till now... it was a real catch up with them... since sec sch days...

think we shld do that more often...

today.. i had a load off my shoulders... close frens ard me knows that i had been having a very stress time these days.. but *seriously... praise the lord!!!*** my grandma's heart check-up was given an all clear! =)... realli.. i was so thankfully for the results...

guess i can have a good slp now..

disappointment runs in my blood...

haiz... haiz~~~

seriously... too many disappointments came at a time.. haiz...

i surrender... *rising white flag*

haiz...


P.S: Mic Tong... thanks for the last min request....

problems, problems and more problems...

problems at work...
problems at home...
problems in my studies...
problems with my frens...
problems with my life..

when will all these problems solve and end??

no matter wad i am still a girl.. i still need pamper and concern...

however... i dun seem to receive any for a long long time... haiz...

Its 5.44am... I cant slp...

been forcing myself to do some maths qns so that I will soon feel tired.. but.. guess wad.. after solving coming to 105 maths equations.. I am still pretty much damn awake... haiz.. how?? *bang head*

Its not that I dun wan to slp... Its juz that I cant slp... there's alot of things racing in my mind...

maybe I shld juz take out my brain for a couple of hours so that I can slp in peace... coz.. hugging my tigger no longer makes me feel at ease like it used to be... haiz...

dun seems to be able to smell that familiar scent in my room anymore... haiz...

*sobz*

fine.. I am getting emo again.. but hey.. that time of the month... juz let me be k...

the problem now is shld I try to go and slp or continue doing maths... zzzz....

sat seemed to be a 倒霉day for me... ever since last sat...

yes.. today i was angry and upset again.. yes.. i was oso being disappointed again... seemed to be happening every sat... oh pls.. next sat i dun wan the same thing to happen...

took a nap in the afternoon to brush off the unhappy stuff... but after waking up... i still felt very bitter over wad had happened...

i juz have to find sth to vent my fustration and angry... after trying to immerse myself in dvds and games for hours... i decided to clean up one section of my room which i kept telling myself to pack up since last year...

yup.. its filthy and dusty... after spending one hr in cleaning... that part of my room is sparking cleaning.. or at least its not dirty at anymore..

my feeling too... it feels "cleaned up" too.. dun feel so angry and bitter over wad happened in the morning anymore..

心情好多了。

watching tyra banks now...

topic for today was abt a couple dating for a year taking a 24hrs break from each other to be with another date...

the girl was very firm to her relationship even when her date was very nice...

the guy.. well.. the typical thingy... taking opportunities to step things up with his date.. flirting and all...

tyra mentioned something that is juz so true...

every women in a relationship have a "switch" in them.. women juz turn the switch off when they enter into a relationship.. even they are in a room full of hunks... their eyes onli have their man...

however... sadly... for man in relationship... the switch dun seemed to exist at all.. even they do exist.. they are permenantly spolit... best part is that the switch is not spoilt at the "off " side... but the "on" side... permenantly ON... all they wan to do is to scan the room for babes...

true true TRUE!!!! two hands up for that...

coz... for a woman.. we onli scan in the room for hunks when we are single... for a man... they scan the room for woman whether they are single or not... sad... but true...

so....

curse the man species! damn you! =p bleah....

a summary of wad i did today...

woke up ard 2.30pm.. bath.. wash clothes... and left hse to meet joanne tai in compass point at 3.30pm...

happy.. coz she pass me the legend dvd... and a hp chain she bought frm hokaido... =) its quite pretty... thanks tai!

did some grocery shopping for my shepherd's pie and mac n cheese.... yes... i m going to complain abt how expensive the food are again.. but then and again.. cold storage gave me a 5% discount today.. haha....

back home... started bumping ard in the kitchen for my shepherd's pie... haha.. my memory did not disappoint me... hee... even my mum says its not bad...

next up.. mac n cheese.. =D excited!

last but not least... went to work.. usual stuff happened... nth much...

i've disappeared for a good whole week pluz...

been rather rather sick... bad cough that comes with a sore throat... bad flu with lotsa stuff coming out of my nose.. and a very very high fever that comes and goes... recorded at 40.3 degrees celsius...

so.. i paid a visit to TTSH A&E in the wee hours of wed morning accompanied by jer... it was a situtation where the sick took the sick to see the doctor... =)

still sick now.. but much better... much much better...

during the whole of last week... i still went out to give tuition... yup.. trying hard to spread the germs... so basically i was coughing my lungs out while keeping my class quiet...

also...

sth sucky happened last sat... i guess last sat.. in a condition of me being very sick, worried and stress... i broke down after the sms thingy that happened... i dun wan to go into detail of that stupid incident.. all i can say are... i dun need to be judge by any arsehole pple in my life... even my long-time frenz... get ur facts right before you open up ur foul mouth to slander me... btw.. i m still keeping the sms that jack-arse sent me... well... for future use if such foolish thing happened to me again... anyway... say i m petty or watever... YOU are NO longer my FRIEND... period!!

and haiz.. worried on my grandma's health... age are realli catching up with her...

on the brighter side.. i m giving private tuition on top of my tuition classes... 1 kid so far but i think will become 2 by end of the month... =)

bought some new tops.. i m very much into boyfren tee now... own 5 now... more to come!

watched 10 promises to my dog on wed.. i cried!! the show so sad... when socks was dying.. my tears juz flow like a broken tap... if anyone wants to find an excuse to cry.. watch this show!

thinking of cooking shepherd's pie tml.. haha.. but i dun realli rem the receipe... got to go think think...

ok.. thats it.. thats all for update... going to end of with the photos re-sized by bren... *cough* tataz..

FEVER~~~ FEVER~~~~

haha.. i m getting a fever frm my bad throat... 37.7 degrees celsius... my whole body aches like an old woman...

so tml then i'll upload the pic i took today with bren and emily...

argh~~

FEVER~~~ FEVER~~~~

was staring into the blank space for a moment juz now trying to think wad i have on this coming week...

and i realised that its a Gathering week... lol...

lets see... i m meeting bren and emily tml... yup.. bren is back frm beijing.. totally missed her...

then on sat.. i will be meeting up with my GE peepz...

sun will be reserved for my pri sch mates...

have to meet up with my poly peeps next week too.. but not sure which day yet though.. haha...

so yup.. its a gathering week...

was at NDP '08 rehersal yest with jer... =) did't want to go in the 1st place.. coz i had always tot that its very very silly to go to the actual parade and squeeze with 27,000 pple.. its going to be so hot and going to have a hard time to go home.. might as well watch at home rite... however.. i went.. for the sake of my fireworks... my experience with fireworks had always been distance... except for once.. the very 1st time i watch the CNY fireworks with him juz across the river.. =)

in conclusion, the whole ndp BORING!!!! except for the air force and fireworks...

anyway.. =Photos=


we sat at the lime green area.. lots of pple with the "umbrella phenomeno"...


The all famous "led light red hand"


me in my strip shirt... well.. we are "encouraged" to wear red rite...


thats adrian pang in purple

5 hosts in total... dress in purple, bright green, bright orange, bright pink and bright blue... seriously.. i think they look like power rangers... haha.. but adrian pang himself said that he look like a teletubby.. hahaha... how true lah...


some air balls rolling down...


the wheel-chair dance..


the choir


line dance


cheerleading


the red lions


the red lions


Red lions doing some PR (public relations) haha...


moi


the whole parade contingent..

there were a whole lot of fake CM, MP, PM and president... the catch was how the MCs announce it... "let's welcome the PM.... .... .... Stimulated..." hahaha .. the "stimulated" word tickled me... i started roaring with laughter in my seat...


the highest salute for the fake president...


highest salute for the fake president... he muz be enjoying his job...


the march past...

Below are the shots of the black knights.. they are cool...








they are crossing each other horizontally...


they are damn close, rite....


the start of the pic...


the heart shaped... sweet rite...






the symbol for this year's NDP




the singapore flyer


FIRE WORKS!!!!


Pretty...

Videos of the Fireworks

Fireworks Part 1


Fireworks Part 2


Fireworks Part 3



towards the end of the NDP...

Headed over to Pasta de Waraku after waiting for the crowded to disperse abit... food's damn good there... yum yum... =) highly recommended... location's at Marina Sq 3rd floor... go try!

PSP finally UNBRICK!!!!

went all the way to tamp with chicken... basket.. spent 20 bucks...

i m so freaking poor now lah!!! =(

anyway.. went to weiling's hse... almost went back to TP for makan... now.. got to get ready for tuition soon.. tired~~

Great.. fantastic...

my PSP got brick...

F**K... ahhhh!!!!!

damn angry now...

had a busy busy day...

1st.. had to fix my gramp's watch.. then met marcus for some biz tok...

2nd.. bought 2 shirts... met up with zhu for partyworld...

3rd... watch Hancock and Wanted with him today...

tired.. slping time...

蕭敬騰...

he had juz become my fave singer and guy... haha... he's so cute.. plus he can sing.. hmm.. plus point!!

watched bai fen bai and 大小愛吃 with 蕭敬騰 as guest.. i luff until i cannot take it sia... haha.. and the songs he sang were juz "Woah"...

decided! i m going to choose all the songs i heard him sang today for partyworld tml.. yay ^.^v!!

i so love this guy....

Xiao Jing Teng is so cute!!!

heh... totally immersed myself in his songs...

love his songs... admired the range of tones in his voice... =)

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anyway... baked cookies yest.. and packed my room... did some groceries shopping too.. spent a gross $49++... haiz.. things nowadays are realli getting expensive.. flour alone costed me almost $3... haiz.. ex ex ex...

GST credits are not NOT enuff to cover the expenses can...

**Dearest Government,
Can give us more money?? Thank u..