well... its been a long time since my last updates...

lots of things happened... lots of things comes n goes... lots of things good n bad..

anyway.. lets juz do some recent updates...

been going with eileen alot.. dinners... movies.. brought doggies out together... oh.. she got a new bike too...

celebrated kiong's n eve's bday on the 19th... 18th bday... =)

been sending pple off for the past week... 1st of all... my grandma n uncle's family were off to korea... then my small aunt took off to some ulu place for diving.. n yest... dear's parent flew off to thailand...

hmmm... dear took mi out on his off day last week... had dinner at hogbreath cafe... n watched eragon... also accompany mi yest to pay a visit to my ex-colleagues in SIA... tania is pregnant.. =D.. so happy for her... spent the rest of the day steaking out at dear's hse..

goin to be x'mas soon... n there are so many things that i have yet to do... presents.. cards... haiz... no time, no mood n no money to do them.. so... Merry X'mas to all my frens here... =)

Leopards never changes it's spot.. note the word "NEVER".. haiz...

its gonna be a busy week this coming week...

why?? here the reasons...

Monday.. i've got to complete my sociology report.. n start doing my IBM assignment...

Tuesday.. got lessons the whole day... meeting joan for dinner at la.viva

Wedenesday.. driving... go over to bishan to collect my wine for chalet..

Thursday.. i die die have to go for maths.. coz long time never go le... meeting dear to go get the remaining stuff for chalet..

Friday.. have to start prepare for the chalet over the weekend...

Saturday to Monday... Chalet...

Zzz... no time no time.. Zzz...

i m back

Hi strangers... =) long time no see... i m back...

life is some what back to normal... but of coz.. a lot of things are still needed to be done... on my part... i only can say... i will give my best shot... done something that no one will believe i actually did it.. anyway... trying to stop doing it...

ok.. some back track...

hmm.. i m kind of burnt out now... not only mentally... but physically... reason... i had made a short trip to sentosa with gie for suntanning... finally.. after almost 1 year from the glorious sun... gie said that i m white white... those kind of reflective white.. =) but now i m a shade darker le...

thats us.. after the roasting session...

a couple of stupid things happened at sentosa.. got this grp of ang mos wanna do a diving frm the rocky edges... they succeeded once.. but!! a voice cracked frm the PA system... "Please stay away frm the rocky area... its dangerous..." gie n mi juz bursted into laughter lah... beh tah hen...
oh.. did i mention that i m onli burnt on one side?? my back.. haha...

walked ard in vivo city after sentosa.. hmm.. pluz today.. i have gone to vivo city like 3 times since last week... 1st with dear.. 2nd with gie.. 3rd with grandma... so.. pls dun ask mi go vivo city again...

anyway... dear took mi to eat at chijmes' hogbreathe... apple crumble... =) thank u dear... hang out ard chijmes then both of us walked over to farrer park to look for kor... while walking.. i noticed something... something odded...

haha.. duno if u guys had noticed it... "SUPER SEXY ZONE" in a shop that mostly sells big-sized clothes... n... super big-sized undergarments... haha...

Baby.. i m missin n lovin u now... kinda wan to c u in front of my doorstep now.. haha.. *hug*

i wan to blog on something... but.. i realli duno wad to write... i m having a mind conjestion since yest...

guess.. i juz have to say sry to those pple i hurt becoz of my stubborness n my stupidness... kor n eve... sry... realli appreciate wad u guys had done for mi... thanx..

as for mi... i still duno wad to do.. but to take things step by step.. i cannot plan ahead like last time already... let time wash away the bad memories ba... i know i have to forget...

most prob.. wun b blogging anytime soon.. coz i realli duno wad i can or shld share... leave mi to myself 1st... let mi figure a way out... let mi... juz let mi be...

i m still wondering...

after passing dwn a death sentence... can there be life?

can there?

can i make the impossible possible again? do i have the confidence to do that?

i know that it will ever be the same again... but is it worth trying?

this is it... i guess... this is it...

tears had been spilled... heart had been torn....

this is it... this is it...

I hate it

I Hate It...

I hate it when i was being lied to...

I hate it when promises was not kept...

I hate it when i know that that is a problem but i cannot identify it...

I hate it when i have no means to confront it..

I hate it when no trust was given to me...

I hate it... i juz hate it....

i m in deep shit... haiz... duno wad else i can do to reduce the cost for my chalet expenses...

haiz... haiz...

suddenly i duno how to handle my sch work.. haiz.. actually.. put it crudely.. i forgot how to study le... been trying to revise every other day... but nth goes into my brain.. =( *sad*

looking forward to this saturday...=) dear will b fetching mi to send von for grooming... heh..

some tots

many unexpected things happened in life... good n bad... life is a roller coaster...

to some of my frens.. life took an unexpected turn... slow dwn n look ard? taking a wrong step will sum up to a big mistake...

to dear dear.. sry that i was unable to help u out with ur troubles... but i m always juz a fone call away... or a msg away... =D one call/msg... n i will fly to u! =) hmm.. live by ur decisions k... dun let ur decision b affected becoz u put mi in 1st place... i noe u care n love mi... =) do wad u felt comfortable with... n sry if i kind of being to harsh/strict on u.. but i noe u will understand my stand..

to mi, myself and i... i need to throw my head into my studies n driving... haiz... sux so much in studies... hmmm... have to improve... n to be on a extreme budget campaign haha... no money liao.. ok lah... still have... but partly are for my chalet.. n the other part is dear dear gimmi for driving de.. cannot touch... wan to do part time.. but for some reasons.. i cant...

anyway.. dear dear.. i lub u... lub u... lub u... lub u.... its been 377days.. n more to come!! heh...

lets c... a little update...

din have a very great time this week.. was in a rather raudy mood.. haiz... anyway.. thats over...

driving sux big time too... hated my last instructor.. he realli realli sucked!! keep asking mi to used the brakes when i m like driving fucking slow.. i din even step on the acelerator... n said that i muz slow dwn when i m making a turn.. i was like.. wah lao.. i m not even acelerating loh... zzz....

anyway...

been doing alot of planning for my upcoming chalet.. hee.. budget budget... its pretty hard.. coz there seems to be alot of things that are necessary for a bday chalet... hmm... muz discuss with dear dear... =)

eh.. pple.. those who haven reply mi regarding ur presence for my bday bash.. let mi noe asap k.. coz i need to order food... thanx!!

i wan to blog.. but duno how to blog.. duno wad to write.. have alot of mix-up feeling n thoughts... duno where to start oso.. haiz.. *bang wall* i need to slp now.. haven been slping alot.. nite pple...

yay!!!!!! hhahahahahahha....

FINALLY!!!! Ladies and Gentlemen.... a chalet had been booked!!!!!!

hehe...

all thanks to dear's parents.. =D... they had spent so much effort to help me scout for a chalet... haha... Thanks aunty uncle!!!

hmmm.. Chalet location is at Changi Country Club... most prob gonna have a semi buffet n BBQ at the beach... hee...

all are invited!! let mi noe if u guys are coming k... u noe my number n have my msn~~

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hmmm.. feel like going back to work... argh..

oohhh.. dear dear got a new hp... LG chocolate white... haha.. advertise for him.. =)... i think he loves the fone... even though he wun admit it.. haha...

haha...
*grin*
haha....
*smirke*

hmmm.. i m in such a high mood now.. hahah.... weeee~~~~~

i m a happy happy girl... haha... =p

had a kinda productive time at grace's hse... she revised econs with me.. n had conquered 2 out of 3 econs assignment questions... yay!!!

reached campus for sociology lecture.. its like 6 to 9.30pm... grace n i realli dread going back to sch at that hour for lecture... zzz...

and....

after class ends... dear dear came to fetch mi after his work... hehe... *grin* my mood was kinda swing over the moon when he msg mi that he was on his way to sch... haha.. =p love u love u...

no class tml.. gosh... i can slp the whole day!!! hah.. as if... got to read through my sociology books.. got assignment to hand in 2 weeks time... i have totally no clue wad the hell is going on... hmm....

anyway... going to zzz now... nite peeps..

***dear, i love u... *bleah* dun say i never say k... i have, had, will say it... n i mean it!!! love u love u love u~~~

spent the whole day at dear's place... =) mayb its becoz i dun wan to stay at hm.. or mayb its juz becoz i missed him so much.. i like to be with him.. even if doing nth n watch him slp...

lotsa probs comes up.. mayb cannot get a chalet... hmm... thinking of an alternative.... any suggestion pple??

got to slp... going to grace's hse tml n got sociology class at nite...

its 2210hrs.... i had be slping since 1645hrs... but was constantly woken up up msgs n fone calls... realli din juz enuff slp...

i must say that i had lock my room door since i got home... i know she had been trying to open them... but i want to get my point straight... that i m fucking angry... n m fucking pissed at her... i did see any more reason to tok to her anymore....

was supposed to meet dear dear tonite... but haiz... dear... i miss u...

Its 8.30 in the morning...i slpt at 5.30am... so why i m still awake?? and writing blog???

my FUCKING small aunt... called mi at 7.44 am... to scold mi... for?? coming home late... she dun stay with mi... so how the fucking hell she know??? all thanks to my FUCKING mum! she juz wan one more person to scold mi.. to make my life miserable...

i realli tot i had went thru the same fucking prob with my mum duno how many donkey times... that i dun like her to keep call mi... especially every 15 min or 30 mins... it is fucking fucking irriating.... why cant that get thru her fucking brain??? why must she do things to make me hate her so much??? why must she make me hate my whole family so much??

my aunt dun stay with mi u know.. she dun even take care of mi... she dun even gimmi allowance.. n i have to take care of her dog while she happily go for her diving during weekends... WTH!!!

i explained to my aunt that i had an agreement with my mum that i m able to go back home late... i did not overdo it ok... i tried to b back hm b4 8pm every single fucking day... or stayed at hm if i got no sch or driving... or i not need to meet dear... n i DID tell her last nite that i m going out.. n that i WILL b home very late... so.... juz wad is the FUCKING prob??? or shld i say... wad is HER prob??? i even told my aunt that today is me n jer's one year anniversary... her reply was... so wad the fuck??? anniversary so wad?? big fuck??... that was my aunt's reply..

i realised my family juz dun understand how much 26th sept meant to mi... they juz duno... juz becoz my aunts are spinsters... doesn't mean i have to b one u know... i have someone besides my grandma who is realli concern for mi... not juz for show or juz wan to find trouble to you..

and i was realli spending quality time with him... why is it that they muz spolit everything??? why muz u fucking hell call mi 7 plus in the morning to yell at me??? who u think u are?? u are juz my aunt... nothing else more... nothing else!

i dun even wan to b related to all of u... i dun wan... i dun need such family members... i dun wan to b blood related to u... if i have a fucking choice... i rather not to be born... why juz u pple juz leave mi alone... i juz wan some time to myself... some time to spend with someone i might onli c once a week... spend some time with the someone who is my bf... why???

why must all of you even come n bother me on my driving??? i m not spending your money... i m NOT spending your money... dear dear is the one sponsoring my driving lesson... so why juz cant u pple juz keeping u fucking mouth shut???? why must u call mi early in the morning to throw temper at mi???

i m a human... i m not a dog.. that u can chain up ok.. then u can control or confined... u had confined me for more than 19 years... i think thats enough....

said that i have to earn that trust??? then let mi tell u... u pple have to earn the respect... if i had never fight for my rights the day i moved out frm this hse 1 n half years ago... until today.. u pple are still going to treat me like a 2 year old kid... now.. u pple r juz beginning to treat mi like a 12 years old teen... juz beginninig onli...

if u pple dun let go... how u expect mi to earn the trust from u... how u expect mi to let u earn my respect? how?? this kind of thing is mutual k...

now.. juz becoz my mum got this fucking depression which she refused treatment... she juz think she has the rights to do things her way... she juz think that she can go ard tell everyone that... she had never yelled at mi... let mi put it clear... she is juz making use of my aunts to yell at mi... she is trying to act pitiful..

I m officially declaring war with u... KOH HWEE LAN... no matter wad or how dear talk to mi wun change my mind... if i can transfused out all my blood to b not related to u.. i would... i tell u... i would!! u may say i m childish.. but enuff is enuff...

argh....

great... my big day... my sweet n loving feeling frm last nite had dissolving to nth but anger n hate for my mum n my fucking aunt...

great...this is juz great... FUCK!!

26th Sept 2005 1st year anniversary

A Heart-felt Entry Delicated To Dear Dear...

Its been a great year for the both of us.. but i muz say... we did have our tough time together rite... the odds are against us.. n we are still holding on together.. =)

I m realli glad that u found mi 1 year ago.. n caught hold of mi.. tightly... i never thought that there could b someone out there who could love mi n sacrifice so much for mi... u proved mi wrong... u r that someone who did it... who did so many things... who did everything for our future...

I promise i will give u my total trust (total total!!)... n support u in wadever u decides to do...

I believe that this 1st year is juz a beginning for the both of us.. its juz a stepping stone to the start of our milestone in the many years to come...

Less but not least.. thank you dear for all the things u've done for mi.. n thank u for ur endless love n concern...

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY~!~!~!

With lots n lots of Love,
Your dear, Esther.
26th Sept 2006 0524hrs.

express way

i've juz came home not long ago... yup...

missed andy's wedding today... sorry... but hey congratulations ya...

hmm... arrived at yvonne's bday party together with daoren n eileen... onli a few of us were there... then dear dear came to pick mi up at the party...

and...

both of us juz did some crazy thing... for the very 1st time in my life... i had conquered the CTE... yesh.. CTE refers to the expressway... both dear n mi WALKED the CTE frm yvonne's hse (chuan park) all the way to ang mo kio... we kind of wan to walk to some shop to buy sth but... eh.. we oso duno how we ended up at the expressway...

well... lots of cars n cars n cars... and yes of coz bikes juz zoomed past us... and stared at the two of us in amazement... n yes.. we received alot of welcoming horns frm the cars....

a very rough n tough walk.. we walked on grass patch... drain... grass patch again.. n drain again... then finally on the expressway's shoulder... but the both of us made it... =)

n u noe wads the end result condition of my pair of shoes?

power??? haha... they practically... literally... fall apart... =p... and this was the 2nd pair of shoe that i wore out... and broke... hmm... weird.. will a third pair spoilt as well?? hmm... we shall c...

n finally... dear i love u... =)

mood is damn bad now... feeling very down now.. haiz...

i m a happy girl... hee..

today.. driving is good... mood is good... got sth that is good... >.<... hehe

dear seems tired frm work... muz rest rest k...

driving was fun.. fun fun fun... haha...

hmm...

one more item to be added on my wishlist~~~

8. Gucci Rush 2 perfume

hehe....

Bday wishlist

hmmm... upset things aside... lets tok abt happy things...

my bday~~~

if u guys are fretting over wad to get for mi for my 21st bday... here's a guideline... *haha*

1. Addias Jacket
2. Digital Camera
3. Uzap
4. Crumpler Bag
5. Strip Waxing Voucher
6. Stila Treatment Powder
7. Polarite (is the spelling correct??)

if all else fails... juz gimmi money... cash... dun bother to get mi any more alcohol or liquior... i have alot...

THANX!! =D

disaster last nite... haiz...

my fault i noe... but its after mths of accumulation thats y i blew up... i juz snapped...

haiz...

dear... thank u for being there when i needed u the most... love u realli... lots...

yawn...

tired... but happy n contented.. =)

hmm.. baby seems to b very troubled these 2 weeks... mostly over work... cheer up k.. dun think so much... love u love u... *huggies*

1st driving lesson coming up soon... this fri~!~!~ nervous nervous.. how how... haha... the most lang gang onli hor... lol...

oya.. pple.. plz stop asking mi out on next sat (23rd)... coz i m fully book... busy busy...
hmmm... planning on holding a birthday bash... my birthday bash... going to join up with weiling... (since her bday is on the 7th n mine is on the 9th..) but still trying to get a decent chalet... asking dear dear to help...=)

invitation will b given out soon... after the confirmation of the chalet location..

hee... all are invited to come... of coz.. bring urself n sth.. dun come empty handed ah... lol... haha... joking joking...

Sentosa with Grandma on 090906

hmmm... haiz... my hand itch juz now... strumbled onto something i noe i shld not read... n now i m juz so bothered by wad i've read.. had a mix mix feeling of curious, anger, wonder and yes.. a hint of jealousy... haiz..

anyway...

juz return hm from a non-suntanning sentosa trip... yup... i was with my grandma... she had finally step foot in sentosa again after 20 odd years...

1st stop... underwater world... sry to say... its boring... not to mention freaking cold... no great white... no starfish.. corals are miserable... blah blah blah...

oh...the chicken rice costed 8 bucks... hmm....

2nd stop... dolphin lagoon... be4 the show starts... got 2 otters or sth like tat came out.. sooooooo cute... still wave n say hi too... =D.... the pink dolphins are adorable too.. got to pat them.... so soft...

then to the merlion... went all the way to the top... n then the mouth... nice view...

afterwhich... we slowly walked dwn the merlion walk.. towards the musical fountain...

haiz.. the show starts at 7.40pm.. n it was pretty crowded at 5 pluz already... singaporeans... kiasu... well.. i guess that applies to mi oso.. haha...

purposely chose a corner seat at the 2nd circle... COZ!!!!! my silly aunt wan to bring von to a musical fountain show.... -.-"" realli dots... made mi go all the way back to the visitor arrival centre to ask the staff whether pets can enter the musical fountain... asked twice... but times was YES... but muz be in a carrier... ok... fair enuff rite...

when my aunt arrived... with von... von is BARRED frm entering... what the heck... i made a big issue out of this matter...

long story.. long arguement... shall skip it...

anyway.. von still din get to go in... so he stay out with my aunt...

the fountain show was not bad... realli.. the monkey was cute... they realli wasted alot of water n fuel for the fire... haha..

hmm... upload the photos tml... stupid blogspot went bonkers...

juz came back frm dinner with dear's family... =)... had a nice chat...
dear dear got mi 2 comic books... =D... soooo long never buy le... thank u thank u...

hmm... dear was not feeling well when he came over my place... n still acc mi over my aunt's hse to look after von... n play with him somemore... love u...

muz take care k baby...


dear with von...

kaoz... he yawn!!!!

us!! like family rite... hehe...

von is playing with dear's socks... ekk... wet wet le...

party??

i m still considering if i shld hold a party... haiz...

so many pple to invite... sure will cause me a bomb...

hmm...

can get a chalet anot oso a big prob... haiz...

tulips

i m so in love with tulips now...




oooo....

pretty~~

Dear's 21st b-day 5th sept

Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest boyfriend, Jeremy Ng...

=)...

i had so much i wan to say to him... but its hard to type or write dwn... (okok... its abit mushy... so.. haha... i shall say it to him lata part of the day...)



i had celebrated with him juz now... but i m gonna do it again here...

**happy blurp-day to u~~~
**happy butt-day to u~~
**happy bird-day to Dear dear~~
**happy birthday to u~~~~~

love u lot dear... muacks!!

>> dear... thanx for ur concern... =)

Juz a reminder... u noe u noe... haha...

Your Birthdate: November 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything. Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

pan's bash

Juz came back frm pan's 21st b-day bash... happy b-day girl... went dwn wif leon, marcus, and daniel...



*Take one*

*Take two*

*Take three n its a good take!* haha...

After everything ends... dear came to look for mi and brought mi to hogsbreaths n met up wif his colleagues... *yawn* had a long day... n long nite... (some incident happened... kinda freaked mi out) another long day tml...

got to go zzz...

Just uploading some photos....


dear dear...


love u love u... juz love hugging him...

Yup... thats mi in a toilet cubicle... dun worry... i wasn't doing anything... Just waiting for class to start...

smile

Lets tok abt smile today... shall we?? *of coz can.... coz its my blog!!! hump! haha.... *

Smiling is infectious.. u catch it like a flu...
When someone smiled at mi, i started smiling too..
A single smile is always juz right to break the ice...
Or... to make someone sad to smile along...
Its an epidemic...
Wad do u think??
Someone ard u does not show that set of teeth??
Show them urs now.... *blink blink* or... erm... mayb brush ur teeth 1st be4 flashing them...

haha... had been listening to lily allen's smile... most impt of all... dear dear actually inspired mi on this topic... coz whenever i m moody... or super mad... he can always make mi blust out in laughter.... =) love u dear....

dun realli noe wad to write today...

strange..

hmm... spent the rest of the day wif dear... he's at my hse now...

went back laviva today.. yes... i went back there again... nic not ard... so the tension when we are there was kinda lower... oh... i raid the kitchen's staff meal... =p...

hmm... strange...

i have nth to write le...

zzzz.....

seems like i m pretty obsess wif make-up nowadays....

heh...

spending alot on them too.. *poor*

was out in town yest... wif bren... had a good time... drop by laviva... say hi and bye...




moi n bren...

**oya.... if anyone saw that Ng Hui's show... u noe.... ch5 or ch8... saw a scene at the orchard underpass... n saw two pple... in yellow n green wif the print "very hugable"... do tell mi... coz its us! haha....

haiz...

how can there b anyone so stubborn??? how???

wad m i supposed to do now?? argh...

shop... von... cut... blood... dear... m&m... sch...

was out on sat afternoon... after my 3 hr long boring Econs lecture...

met up wif bren... shop shop... c c...

drop by her hse to let her play my face... haha... yesh... play my face... with makeup... eye shadows mainly... actually... i oso wan to try some new colors...

i think my eyes had a realli glam time... changed color every 10 to 15 mins... frm green to blue to purple to aqua cum purple to pink... n to blue again (coz i like..) hahz...

actually... i like to go shopping with bren.. duno y oso... we shall meet up again... k...

hmm.... kinda upset when i got hm at nite... von came over my hse... coz his lazy lazy owner (my aunt) wans mi to trim his nail... (cannot trim urself ah!!!!) then von kept suddenly fidgetted and i cut too deep... got blood... alot.... ='(... *sob sob* sry sry.... he yepped very loud... scared mi...

haiz...

but he seems alrite when i c him this morning... super hyper....=D...

ooohhh.. ah mah cooked one of my favorite food!!!! curry niang tou fu.. asked dear dear to come over for lunch be4 he go for work...

baby.. i love u!!!!

dear reminded mi that tonite got the mars n the moon thingy at 1230am... but.... my dumb dumb stepfather did some dumb dumb things n tio gan by my mum... she is in a super foul mood now... how to go out n c the mar n moon.. =(...

ask dear to take foto or video n show mi.. no choice..

sch tml... sian.... IBM... even more sian...

11th mth anniversary

feeling a little lost when i woke up this morning.... 1st thing look at my fone.. nope... not for time... but c if anyone msged mi...

anyway... done all housework... done some revision...

juz passed 12am... its 26th already...

our 11th mths le.... times files... juz hope the difference btw us will work out... happy 11th mth anniversary... love u baby... *muacks*

gathering 4ch 23rd aug 06

these few days... or rather weeks... felt that life had been quite miserable...

why? u might ask... i had quit my job... been hanging out wif my frens... technically speaking.. i shld be having a good time... time of my life mayb.... BUT!!! constraint.... lots of constraint...

nope.. not my freedom...

but finanical wise... yes... money....

haiz... got so many things i need to do/buy.. but... always got to consider n consider n consider before doing/buying them... in the end... haiz... anyway... put that aside...

was out last nite with some old classmates... met up for dinner at village @ hereen... followed by a drink at Indochine with the acc of a band...


eileen n mi having our drinks...

jo tan n felicia...

iris n SDR having hoegarden

*bleah*

who is behind the teddy bear???

the joanne's..

zhu n von

von, iris and daoren..

von n iris

billy n zhu...

iris n moi...

the accountant n the auditor

hee.~~~

i realli have no idea wad zhu is trying to do.. but is ugly de can...

SDR n ah tai... n ya... the candle...

billy looks retarted... anyway...

leen, mi and the retarted one..

*smiles* i juz like to take foto wif eileen.. haha...
fer and mi.... so long never see her...

leen n billy..

purposely isolate him...

i think i can classify this as the "tall ones" grp foto... heh..

last but not least... finally our bill-s... haha... i asked for separate bills... so 10 bill folders... hee...


be amazed...


got a ride frm iris... almost got into an accident.. haha... but lucky brake in time... anyway.. had fun meeting up with them... kinda missed going out in a big grp... like we used to back in sec sch...

got alot of things i wan to blog today.. but kind of slpy n tired now... will blog in detail tml or wad...

anyway... things in brief....

quit my job...

i need someone to go tanning wif mi at sentosa... coz i m fucking white..

zzzz...... *yawn*

ok... will continue tml... nite pple

*yawn* slpy...

haiz..

woke up early to make abacus seed (hakka dish).. tired... arm pain... coz need to mash up all the yam...

hmm.. go eat le...

shopping

was practicially sleeping throughout my whole econs lesson...

met up wif baozhu n billy... to get billy's b-day present... n sth else... hee...

walk n walk.. finally he decided on an armani exchange belt... expensive loh.. but still bought it for him... shared among the gers... so happy b-day ah bro...

eileen oso came over.. did some final shopping for that sth... heh... so happy... finally got it...

oh.. saw michelle chia... took pic wif her.. but on eileen's cam.. will update once she send to mi... she is pretty loh... rite? haha..


michelle chia

La.Viva.Tif

passed my final theory test this afternoon.. shld feel very happy... but... sth unfortunate happened...

haiz...

La.Viva.Tif... my cat passed away today... ='(... she slipped n fell out of the window in kor's hse.. *sob sob*

so sad now...


U will be missed..

deaf deaf

ok.. i m not so angry after all.. hmm.. juz that trouble a lot of pple..

had an funny episode wif dear's dad last nite...

here's wad happened..

Uncle Sandy: "So ur dog is pomerianian ah?"

n stupid deaf mi heard it as " so ur JOB is PERMANENT ah?"

-.-"" diao... i noe.. i m juz so deaf... anyway... had a good luff rite dear... =p

I M PISSED.. I M VERY ANGRY!!!! Y MUZ I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING GETTING PISSED???? WHY??? WAD THE FUCK MAN!! I M FUCKING MAD NOW!!!!!!!!! ARGH~!~!~!~!~

dear surprised mi today... hee.. bought mi breakfast n send mi to sch... love u baby...

had sociology class today... was late... =p... anyway.. i like this lecturer!!! haha.. tok nonsense at times.. but i like~~

met up wif lily... shop shop walk walk talk talk.. ^.^

got my salary~ but soon going to b bankrupt.. anyway... at least i feel rich now...

waiting for dear to call...

von sleeping le... zzz....

pics

since i m rather free now... shall upload some pics now...


lin n mi on her last day of work


kelvin...


dear's face is red.. y ah?? haha...


my baby... heh...


he is realli too relax le... slp until like tat...