esplanade

its 1931hrs...

current location: dear's hse...

need to b at city hall b 2030hrs... meeting jiwen, weiling, ngiap and mayb marc...

i m late... yes... i realised tat....

so... got to run... ciao....

drained

i'm tired..

i noe.. i m not working le.. so y shld i feel tired now...

haiz..

been unable to slp well.. coz i need to wake up every 2 hrs to make sure my grandma take her medication.. and apply her eye drops... since mon after her ops..

finally submitted all my applications to all the unis yest.. but i m still considering for SMU... haiz.. i m so drain out and let alone reminding myself that i m so broke after paying all the application fees which sum up to almost $200...

and the best part? i m not working anymore...

hah.. remind mi tat again...

hmm... another thing is... my ever-constant weight of 60.8kg... had drop drastically to a mere 54kg... and my waist had made a new record of 25.5... o.O???

haiz.. i m juz stress...

lost...

sian...

my brain or mind is rather blank now... i kinda have a feeling that i have alot of things i wan to say.. yet... i juz can say out or put them into words...

haiz... i wan to get this uncomfortable feelings and tots out.. but.. i duno wad is it... feeling kinda blasted out..

dun feel like going hm.. but.. got no choice..

i... i... ... .... i oso duno wad the hell i m saying... arghz...

here and there

i m officially jobless...

tendered my resignation last friday... and blah blah blah...

but no worries.. already got a few job offers....

hmm... been taken for a wild goose ride...

strangely... i had been bumping into alot of long lost faces.. keng heng... alfie.... jessamine... patrick... kenneth... marcus...

hmm... got a new hp... N70.. upgraded my line too.. free incoming call now..

hmm... duno wad else to say le... thats all ba...

till the next blog...

kns

bloody hell.. juz bloody hell...

long time no see

suddenly.. i missed all my primary sch classmates... pple like da de, fer de, shu de, pei shi, ade, junhan, kelvin, wei yang, wanling, grace, denise, ah quek, ser de, big eugene, small yew jin.. n blah blah blah.. haiz...

oso missed my sec sch classmates... daoren, firdaus, shak, ah zhen, guang ge, keong, puimei, iris, ah tai, joshua, jon lai, matthew, merril, bahrin, billy, nic tang, leen, zhu, hui sian, von... n the list goes on..

poly wise.. hmm.. not much.. mayb juz aggie... and all my GE-mates.. but had been seeing them pretty much often... so ya.. dun realli miss them...

speaking of classmates... there is one person i muz mention... Billy Wee Hong Wei... opps..=x he's gonna kill mi if he sees his full name here.. but.. anyway.. i had known him since pri sch.. and all the way till sec sch.. we are always in the same class... if i had chosen to go to triple E in NYP instead of IBT in TP.. i think i will b stuck with him for another 3 years sia..

6 plus 4 plus 3 equals 13years... scary mah.. so same class for 10 years is enuff le.. hor....

n tat means i've noe him for.... wait ah... *using fingers to count*... 14 years le.... haha...

tat oso means i noe felicia for 14 years oso.. haha... same pri and sec sch class oso...

hmm... but i onli got my best buddies in sec3 (or was it 2?) ....

speaking of buddies and old classmates.. i've called nic tang last nite.. haha.. ka jiao him... he din noe that jer noes fir and is my bf now... haha...

oh well.. i guess its up to mi to organise a class gathering again hor.. since no one wans to take this dirty job.. i dun mind.. BUT!!! my hp spoilt le loh.. all my contacts GONE!!!! so.. oh well.. c how lah....

sian half

so dread to wake up this morning... thinking that i have to step out of the hse n travel to office.. i m already very sian... haiz...

mayb i m juz looking forward to the end of my contract ba.. but.. after my contract ends le... do i wan to take up the other department's contract offer? haiz.. duno... traveling to airport can be such a chore...

but...

no work no money.. this is life.. no one is going to give mi any free lunch de... not even family... haiz...

no government liao

argh... my head hurts... so is my whole body.... =(

anyway.. all my bosses are not ard... one on annual leave... one on duty travel... one on MC.. another one out for meeting.. muahahaha...

no government liao... can wear jeans to work le... comfit comfit...

i m pretty free rite now.. coz sukor is back to cover mi.. so now i juz need to guide him.. n as for that woman.. heck care her liao.. if boss come back n ka jiao mi... i will quit on spot.. i mean it!!!

gina juz touch dwn frm SFO on SQ1.. got an ang bao frm her wor~~~ haha...

hmm.. i need to get a new hp soon... haiz.. i m actually spoilt for choices... *pondering* or maybe.. i m not spoilt for choices.. i juz cant choose wad i wan... haiz...

coz i wan my hp to have VGA camera, a large storage space, extra expandable storage card slot, bluetooth, infra-red, triband, FM radio, chinese enabled, mp3 player, speaker muz b loud, light (small and slim) and 3G... and most important of all.. muz b a nokia phone... i m too used to the keypad for messaging...

i noe i noe.. i very ma huan.. but hey.. i will have to spend a hundred bucks on the hp loh.. and have to last mi for a long long time (at least until 21 mths for my singtel contract to get new hp)... so and therefore might as well get a good one wif everything i wan rite....

haiz... o2 mini and atom shld be out.. coz the system not stable.. haiz.. sad case...

50 bucks story

din do much on sat.. stayed hm and kinda rot... everyone started calling my hse looking for mi... haha..

dear wanted to eat BK after his duty on sun morning..

haizx.. one thing i hate when there is no hp on hand is that... when i need to call someone urgently.. i cant.. wan to use pay fone.. but i got no fone card.. use coins? the pay fone is out of order... =.=" haiz.. realli dot dots loh..

anyway... spent my whole sunday wif dear... guided him on some guitar pieces... ^.^.. hmm.. dear dear is a fast learner.. but can b rather cheeky at times... hor dear... =p...

oya.. some of his relatives came over... n i met uncle alan.. dear's godfather.. n omg... (pay attention to wad i m going to say now ok...) last nite was the 1st time i've met uncle alan... n till the time when he started to distribute ang baos... i had onli known him for like 30mins...

do u guys noe how much was in the ang bao???

guess guess..

u all will never guess it one loh.. 50 bucks ok.. its a blue note hor.. when dear opened my ang bao for mi.. and i saw the note.. my jaw drop can.. cannot close loh...

i mean.. can u pple believe it... he is so generous loh.. if he like gave 50 to dear or tim.. its like ok.. coz they all noe each other mah.. rite.. but i m like a stranger to him loh.. he oso gimmi 50buck... its realli wow man...

uncle alan made mi $50 richer.. yay.... got more money added to buy my hp le...

oooh.. i forgot... u guys can call n msg mi le k... coz dear's dad was kind enuff to lend mi his fone till i get mine.. but still feel bu hao yi si.... so hopefully.. someone can return mi my battery... soon... so..... pple.. stop bombing my fone lah.. pengz.. my hp spoilt wad.. wad u all wan mi to do... juz put in my sim card last nite.. then all the msgs starts to come in...

my precious

hai.... why m i so suay..

my hp expired le.. i mean.. R.I.P le... no sry.. i meant spoilt le.... haiz....

cannot on hp.. on le.. hang... better still.. show mi.. "Warning: System Error"

=_=""

mi now so sad n depressed loh..

my precious N6600... sobz

i noe its an old fone and i oso intend to change fone le.. but.. i still like tat fone can...

its a good fone loh.. got all the functions i need and wan... except tat its color very ugly.. then very big.. very fat and heavy.. but i still like my hp can..

somemore all the msgs that dear send mi all saved inside loh.. 1011 msges loh.. =(

*sobz*

*sniff sniff*

the world of un-fairness

not fair!!! not fair!!!! *sob*

this is simply not fair...

do i look like a dustbin to u? y muz i clear up ur shit for u?? somemore i have to do a clean job?!?!?!

this is so not fair..

i protest!!!!

i will not do for u... u wait long long.. i juz cant find any valid reason to help u...

argh!!!!!

ji's bird-day bash

wah lao.. damn tired today.. =.=Zzzz...

was supposed to drop by at jiwen's hse to celebrate his b-dae yest... juz drop by.. but.. haiz.. stayed until almost 12am then go back..

hmm... took 27 to sengkeng... haiz... took mi 45mins to reach sk.. i almost forgot that 5.30pm was the peak hour for traffic jam... .... come to think abt it.. actually i missed taking bus 27... coz tats the bus i had been taking almost everyday to sch for 3 yrs... and the last 2 yrs was wif aggie choo.. my bus 27 kaki.. she's the one calling mi every morning to tell mi the bus no. so tat i will be boarding on the same bus... haha..

anyway... the moment i reach xiao ji's hse.. the mahjong table was calling out to mi.. lol.. no lah.. ngiap ask mi to take over him..



been winning alot loh.. of chips.. haiz.. all dun wan to play money... haiz... i could haf won abt $50 odd loh... haha.. coz max limit is 5 tai.. n to hu... muz at least 2 tai... i think i hu limit duno 2 or 3 times... we set min 2 tai to win is becoz xiao ji is 1 tai king.... haha....

oya.. forget to take a photo of the sumptuous dinner jiwen's mum prepared for us.. haha.. got prawns and abalone's younger brother (bao bei)... haha...

preparing the b-dae cake...



here's our bird-dae boi.. haha....


presenting to u jiwen's b-dae cake... sponsored by coke cola.... lol...

after makan.. back to the mahjong table again.. have to wait for alvi to send the rest back.. the remaining one are ken, yenting, weiling and mi.. we are the last round (3rd round)... by the time i reach hm was like 12.30am le... argh.. zzzzz....

instanted knock out sia.. but dunno y.. i kept having dreams on mahjong... haha.. too much mahjong le...

bodyaching too.. tonite muz slp early... *yawnz* how i wish the nite is here now...

** clement having high fever nw... 39.5... poor boi burning up... haiz...

Santa Monica

Oh no.. i m so addicted to this song now.. haha.. how ah... this song never seems to end.. can repeat and repeat endlessly de..

Song: Santa Monica
By: Savage Garden
>From The Album: Savage Garden

Verse 1:
In Santa Monica, in the wintertime
The la - zy streets so undemanding
I walk into the crowd
In Santa Monica
You get your coffee from the coolest places on the promenade
Where people dress just so
Beauty so unavoidable, everywhere you turn it's there
I sit and wonder what am I doing here?

Chorus:
But on the telephone line I am anyone, I am anything I want to be
I can be a supermodel or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?
Ooh......

Verse 2:
In Santa Monica, all the people got modern names like Jake or Mandy
And modern bodies too
In Santa Monica, on the boulevard
You'll have to dodge those in-line skaters
Or they'll knock you down
I never felt so lonely
Never felt so out of place
I never wanted something more than this

Chorus #2:
But on the telephone line I am anyone, I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
On the telephone line I am any height, I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or space invader
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?

history made

dear dear made history yest morning.. lol.. he was the earliest to pai nian to my ah mah... time: 04.50am... haha.. he send mi hm mah.. then juz nice my ah mah wake up le...

hmm.. slpt at 05.30am.. then was waken up again at 09.30am.. another bunch of my relatives came.. argh.. have to drag myself out of my bed.. wash up... put on a smiley face go dwn and greet them... after tat.. i M.I.A.. sneak back up stairs to my room n ZZZ.... then get up again to say bye when they are leaving..

went to dear's hse in the afternoon.. kor came over too... had mahjong!!!.. was playing san jiao mahjong (3 player).. 1st time... but no money involve.. kinda sian.. played awhile then din play le...

when leaving for hm.. jer kept asking mi y i kept staring at him n smiling.. haha.. hmm.. =).. reason?? simply bcoz i like to watch hm making the sofa.. folding the blankets.. washing his own plates.. wiping the table.. clearing the rubbish.. ok... basically.. housework.. =).. sounds dumb?? well... now tell mi.. how many man (male species ok...) will do all of the above on their accord?? mayb haf.. but is a small minority rite..

i m so proud of him... hehz... muacks