had my last good meal last nite.. dear cooked... =) steak with my fav mash potato and cream mushroom.. love u dear...

afterwhich i started fasting for the surgery frm 12 midnite onwards... no food.. no water...

anyway.. surgery is done... i'm in a pretty bad shape now... let mi go through what happen today...

i cant realli slp last nite till abt 5am.. coz b4 that.. is still not my slping time yet... wake up at 6.15am... reached health promotion broad for blood test.. god!! they took alot of blood sia!!! *tsk tsk*

then got prep up for surgury at national dental centre... the waiting time is so freaking long... in the meantime.. when its freezing cold.. i started to see all the patients pushed back into the bed slots after their surgery ends.. they are semi-awake and able to talk abit.. i tot ok.. this is not so bad...

but... i m so wrong...

since i m going for a general anasethetic... my nasal passage way was numb.. my anasethetist is so damn dao can... in the operation theater... on the surgery table... my attention span were spread among 3 nurses who were pulling blanket for mi.. asking me qns... checking my blood pressure... blah blah.. then the anasethetist suddenly walked in.. i took a glance at her.. apparently she started talking to mi.. n i wasn't listening due to the many things happening ard mi.. like i say.. she is damn ba bai! (big shot) expecting mi that i must acknowledge her presence... she started asking me if i had been hospitalized be4... i juz give her my honest reply.. yest... a couple times when i was young like in pri sch era and once 4 or 5 yrs ago for gastrtic.. naturally i cannot rem or know what happened to mi when i was in pri sch.. for that.. she reprimanded mi.. wtf...

anyway.. was completely knocked out after breathing in the oxygen mask which i presume had sedate medicine inside... when i wake up.. i m damn groggey... cant feel a thing on my lower part of the face... juz kept tear-ing and coughing... vomitted too... literally vomitted out blood.. got blood oozing out frm my nose oso... haiz...

i cant feel my tongue.. my lower jaw and my lip... the back of my left hand hurts like hell frm the IV drip.. argh~~

i cant even swallow water or my painkillers.. so got to pound them up to powder.. *ekk* bitter...

after 5 hrs plus.. my tongue numbness faded.. but my right side of lip is still numb.. haiz.. i cant eat at all.. even after my mum mushed up the porridge for mi... =(

btw.. took the reminse of my 4 tooths back.. still can see the nerve attached to it.. haha..

k lah.. i go slp le... medication is kicking in...

haven been blogging.. so... here's a little update... =)

dear took mi to catch the NDP fireworks... =) happy.. even though our secret spot is open up to the public already.. we caught the fireworks on the open space at marina square after a long and squeezy walk frm chinatown...

been to my 2nd fireworks of the month with dear's parents.. then went laviva with uncle and aunty to try jer's cooking... =) then go over to SRC for KTV until jer finished work... haha

settled my bank draft for UOL.. haiz.. ma fan... why cant SIM juz settled everything for us since we have paid so much...

watched the movie 881 twice!! hee.. once with dear.. another with grandma... =).. gramps realli enjoyed the show.. glad that i've made the choice to bring her down.. now.. she juz cant stop humming the hokkien songs... haha...

digged out some old LDs of my late grandpa... brought over to dear's gramps hse to sing..

my dear girl eileen had yet and again injure herself again.. haiz.. this girl ar... torn two ligaments of her left ankle.. AGAIN!!! aiyo... realli duno how many times she wants to injure herself on the same place... better rest well..

hmm.. as for mi.. i m going to NDC for my wisdom tooth surgery this thurs... all 4 teeth will be taken out... yes.. all 4 of them... 3 surgery and 1 extraction... haiz... i am not able to talk or eat solid food for at least a week...

dear had been playing the new games he bought.. Hitman 1 and 2... i've tried.. but catch no ball.. haha.. so.. i m back into playing sims... hehe.. got a new hse with dear.. =)

*yawn*

i go slp le.. nites pple..

angry... argh...

this is so fucked up!!

juz reached home not long ago...

today was actually a great day... went dear's hse to wake him up for work.. then go far east for a spa.. afterwhich... dropped by gramps' hse... fetched dear frm work.. all the way till now.. no quarrels at all... =) we even dropped by at this hougang coffeeshop for makan when dear drove mi hm...

then i was thinking that sch is starting soon... kept asking dear to help mi get back my lecture notes frm alvin but he juz din inform him... haiz.. so.. (ok.. now i m being real extra!!) i went to alvin's blog.. y? coz i wan to leave a msg at his tagboard so that he knows i will be wanting back my books soon.. and then.. i juz have to be sooooooo extra to read his entries.. FUCK ok!!!

KNN.. seriously.. this guy is still living in lala land.. wake up and get a life can.. the fact that eve is gone.. ade will never be there for u.. n especially the fucking fact that i wun forget that matter had totally nth to do with u anymore... correct.. why dwell in the past... why make my own life so difficult? of coz.. if u can say that i shld juz forgive n forget that matter.. then why aren't you?eve broke up with u.. that was like duno how many freaking mths ago.. so.. GET A LIFE!

as for my matter... u jolly well knows that it was hard for mi to try to live with it le.. so why are u adding on to my misery by reminding mi?? very fun is it??

and.. wad pheromone thingy? since when did i have a discussion of such topic with u? since when? pls.. do remind or give mi a hint.. coz i realli have NO recollection that i had ever mention anything on the chemical substance produced by animal which will affects the physiology or behaviour of others of the same species at all.. (note: i know of pheromone is becoz i watched discovery channel at jer's gramps' hse last time..) and.. Pheromone usually refers to insects.. so if no such discussion was ever made... pls dun make up stuff... since when did i ever say smell attracts pple? i shld be the one who says how dare you to make up things that i have/had never say... ccb...

enuff is enuff.. realli...

haiz...

great.. now duno why.. earlier in the morning at 5.22am.. my mum suddenly kept yelling when slping.. (which gives the very angry me a fright..) anyway.. am going to slp now...