its gonna be a busy week this coming week...

why?? here the reasons...

Monday.. i've got to complete my sociology report.. n start doing my IBM assignment...

Tuesday.. got lessons the whole day... meeting joan for dinner at la.viva

Wedenesday.. driving... go over to bishan to collect my wine for chalet..

Thursday.. i die die have to go for maths.. coz long time never go le... meeting dear to go get the remaining stuff for chalet..

Friday.. have to start prepare for the chalet over the weekend...

Saturday to Monday... Chalet...

Zzz... no time no time.. Zzz...

i m back

Hi strangers... =) long time no see... i m back...

life is some what back to normal... but of coz.. a lot of things are still needed to be done... on my part... i only can say... i will give my best shot... done something that no one will believe i actually did it.. anyway... trying to stop doing it...

ok.. some back track...

hmm.. i m kind of burnt out now... not only mentally... but physically... reason... i had made a short trip to sentosa with gie for suntanning... finally.. after almost 1 year from the glorious sun... gie said that i m white white... those kind of reflective white.. =) but now i m a shade darker le...

thats us.. after the roasting session...

a couple of stupid things happened at sentosa.. got this grp of ang mos wanna do a diving frm the rocky edges... they succeeded once.. but!! a voice cracked frm the PA system... "Please stay away frm the rocky area... its dangerous..." gie n mi juz bursted into laughter lah... beh tah hen...
oh.. did i mention that i m onli burnt on one side?? my back.. haha...

walked ard in vivo city after sentosa.. hmm.. pluz today.. i have gone to vivo city like 3 times since last week... 1st with dear.. 2nd with gie.. 3rd with grandma... so.. pls dun ask mi go vivo city again...

anyway... dear took mi to eat at chijmes' hogbreathe... apple crumble... =) thank u dear... hang out ard chijmes then both of us walked over to farrer park to look for kor... while walking.. i noticed something... something odded...

haha.. duno if u guys had noticed it... "SUPER SEXY ZONE" in a shop that mostly sells big-sized clothes... n... super big-sized undergarments... haha...

Baby.. i m missin n lovin u now... kinda wan to c u in front of my doorstep now.. haha.. *hug*

i wan to blog on something... but.. i realli duno wad to write... i m having a mind conjestion since yest...

guess.. i juz have to say sry to those pple i hurt becoz of my stubborness n my stupidness... kor n eve... sry... realli appreciate wad u guys had done for mi... thanx..

as for mi... i still duno wad to do.. but to take things step by step.. i cannot plan ahead like last time already... let time wash away the bad memories ba... i know i have to forget...

most prob.. wun b blogging anytime soon.. coz i realli duno wad i can or shld share... leave mi to myself 1st... let mi figure a way out... let mi... juz let mi be...

i m still wondering...

after passing dwn a death sentence... can there be life?

can there?

can i make the impossible possible again? do i have the confidence to do that?

i know that it will ever be the same again... but is it worth trying?

this is it... i guess... this is it...

tears had been spilled... heart had been torn....

this is it... this is it...

I hate it

I Hate It...

I hate it when i was being lied to...

I hate it when promises was not kept...

I hate it when i know that that is a problem but i cannot identify it...

I hate it when i have no means to confront it..

I hate it when no trust was given to me...

I hate it... i juz hate it....

i m in deep shit... haiz... duno wad else i can do to reduce the cost for my chalet expenses...

haiz... haiz...

suddenly i duno how to handle my sch work.. haiz.. actually.. put it crudely.. i forgot how to study le... been trying to revise every other day... but nth goes into my brain.. =( *sad*

looking forward to this saturday...=) dear will b fetching mi to send von for grooming... heh..

some tots

many unexpected things happened in life... good n bad... life is a roller coaster...

to some of my frens.. life took an unexpected turn... slow dwn n look ard? taking a wrong step will sum up to a big mistake...

to dear dear.. sry that i was unable to help u out with ur troubles... but i m always juz a fone call away... or a msg away... =D one call/msg... n i will fly to u! =) hmm.. live by ur decisions k... dun let ur decision b affected becoz u put mi in 1st place... i noe u care n love mi... =) do wad u felt comfortable with... n sry if i kind of being to harsh/strict on u.. but i noe u will understand my stand..

to mi, myself and i... i need to throw my head into my studies n driving... haiz... sux so much in studies... hmmm... have to improve... n to be on a extreme budget campaign haha... no money liao.. ok lah... still have... but partly are for my chalet.. n the other part is dear dear gimmi for driving de.. cannot touch... wan to do part time.. but for some reasons.. i cant...

anyway.. dear dear.. i lub u... lub u... lub u... lub u.... its been 377days.. n more to come!! heh...

lets c... a little update...

din have a very great time this week.. was in a rather raudy mood.. haiz... anyway.. thats over...

driving sux big time too... hated my last instructor.. he realli realli sucked!! keep asking mi to used the brakes when i m like driving fucking slow.. i din even step on the acelerator... n said that i muz slow dwn when i m making a turn.. i was like.. wah lao.. i m not even acelerating loh... zzz....

anyway...

been doing alot of planning for my upcoming chalet.. hee.. budget budget... its pretty hard.. coz there seems to be alot of things that are necessary for a bday chalet... hmm... muz discuss with dear dear... =)

eh.. pple.. those who haven reply mi regarding ur presence for my bday bash.. let mi noe asap k.. coz i need to order food... thanx!!

i wan to blog.. but duno how to blog.. duno wad to write.. have alot of mix-up feeling n thoughts... duno where to start oso.. haiz.. *bang wall* i need to slp now.. haven been slping alot.. nite pple...

yay!!!!!! hhahahahahahha....

FINALLY!!!! Ladies and Gentlemen.... a chalet had been booked!!!!!!

hehe...

all thanks to dear's parents.. =D... they had spent so much effort to help me scout for a chalet... haha... Thanks aunty uncle!!!

hmmm.. Chalet location is at Changi Country Club... most prob gonna have a semi buffet n BBQ at the beach... hee...

all are invited!! let mi noe if u guys are coming k... u noe my number n have my msn~~

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hmmm.. feel like going back to work... argh..

oohhh.. dear dear got a new hp... LG chocolate white... haha.. advertise for him.. =)... i think he loves the fone... even though he wun admit it.. haha...

haha...
*grin*
haha....
*smirke*

hmmm.. i m in such a high mood now.. hahah.... weeee~~~~~