oh my god... oh my god.. OH MY GOD!!!!

haiz...

been receiving alot of suprises today... two big ones in juz today.. within 3 hrs... both good n bad... both imaginable n unimaginable...

some is i predicted.. expected.. but still.. when i found out.. i was furious... u cannot imagine how furious i m... coz i feel cheated.. betrayed... know each other for so many years another.. muz things be done this way? haiz.. disappointed.. really... so at this point.. should i still treat u as a fren.. as my close fren cum sister? i duno.. u tell mi ba.. haiz.. sometimes when some things had happened in my life.. i wan to call u to tok.. but u juz disappeared... for wad? n when u got prob.. u oso dun find mi anymore.. instead.. alvin actually knows wad happened.. but refused to tell mi.. saying u dunwan to let mi know.. n i had to find out frm ur good sister, serene's blog... sad.. heart broken...

yet.. some thing is i expected.. it happened.. n i m happy.. but cannot imagine.. haha... weird? hoho... wad thing leh? haha.. dun tell u guys 1st... hehe...