Read his blog and msn this afternoon be4 i left for high tea with family..

Again.. pissed... u are contridicting wat u are saying... wad u shall care for mi.. wad u shall pamper mi but not to this extent... fuck you lah.. do u even noe wads the meaning of care n pamper? let mi explain to u...

CARE
–noun
1. a state of mind in which one is troubled; worry, anxiety, or concern: He was never free from care.
2. a cause or object of worry, anxiety, concern, etc.: Their son has always been a great care to them.
3. serious attention; solicitude; heed; caution: She devotes great care to her work.
4. protection; charge: He is under the care of a doctor.
5. temporary keeping, as for the benefit of or until claimed by the owner: He left his valuables in the care of friends. Address my mail in care of the American Embassy.
6. grief; suffering; sorrow.

–verb (used without object)
7. to be concerned or solicitous; have thought or regard.
8. to be concerned or have a special preference (usually used in negative constructions): I don't care if I do.
9. to make provision or look out (usually fol. by for): Will you care for the children while I am away?
10. to have an inclination, liking, fondness, or affection (usually fol. by for): Would you care for dessert? I don't care for him very much.

–verb (used with object)
11. to feel concern about: He doesn't care what others say.
12. to wish; desire; like: Would you care to dance?

PAMPER
–verb (used with object)
1. to treat or gratify with extreme or excessive indulgence, kindness, or care: to pamper a child; to pamper one's stomach.
2. To give in to; gratify: He pampered his ambition for wealth and fame.

if u care for mi.. really care for mi.. u would have know how n when to keep ur mouth shut when coming to these sort of issues... dun try or even bother to make urself sound so wei da le.. save it..

jer told mi this morning be4 i go hm.. that he had a headache everytime he had to bring mi back frm my point of breaking dwn n anger... seriously.. i had been trying so hard to control le.. so y do u have to let mi break loose? things almost got to a point of no return last nite... and apparently.. u have no remorse at all.. correct.. ur mouth is urs.. u can say wad u wan..but.. keep ur mouth away frm mi... and yes.. i hate u.. i m starting to hate u.. after all these times.. i duno wad to do already.. u urself said last nite that we dun understand u already.. mayb jer still can understand u.. but i dun already... communication with u seemed to b a issue btw u n mi already...

so.. plz stay out of my life already... at least for now.. i dun wan to give myself another opportunity to hear that name again...

thats all...