In sch now....

yes yes yes... i know i haven been updating~ hey~ laptop's down k... i am so cut off from the world... haiz.. especially now.. at this time.. i realli need a laptop to divert my attention away frm certain problems...

giving thanx to my frens for listening and accompanying me for the past 2 weeks.. especially zhu... *hugs*

keeping myself very very busy... studying~ sching~ tuitioning~ slacking outside of home~

CNY's coming~ yes boring time...

BUT!!!! i m going to fill up my 15 days with stuff... all the way frm day 1 to day 15...

Trying hard to move on with my life... since i cant run anymore... i have to face it...

i know i haven been updating...

been messed up lately...

too many things happened... too little time and energy to think and react...

basically... i want to shut dwn.. i need to....

need a change.. need a huge change away from the pple i know.. tot i know.. tot i could depend on...

*Emo-ing*

realli on the verge of breaking dwn... i m like pissed off with every little thing ard me... things that i usually dun give a shit abt... actually reduced me to tears...

i m literally tearing every day.. every night.. even when i m slping... gosh...

i really need to let go... let go of the grudge and bitterness inside me...

need a wake up call... ESTHER!!!! GET A DAMN LIFE!!!!!!

Merry Xmas to all..

Juz came back frm a long day~

Xmas dinner with my kcp gang @ Sunset bay on mon nite... fun time.. lame pk.. haha..

hmm... started my 1st tuition class again in tues... god.. i got a girl in my class who is S-L-O-W.. haiz... chiam lah...

at yenting's hse today.... her bday... as usual every year... steamboat~ abit of mahjong~ guitar hero and ps3~

then i m off to meet jer for movie, Yes!man... its a must catch show!!! jim carry.. L.O.V.E him... haha... then~~~~~ PRAWNING~~~ my xmas present frm him... prawning is fun can!! a great activity to waste time.. haha... the onli i dun realli like is the handling of the worms... ekkk.. anyway.. i din handle any.. jer did everything.. that includes kanna pinch by one of the prawns.. hee...

we caught 8 in total in 2 hrs.. not alot for us, compared to the uncles there.. however to emily.. thats alot compared to her coz she onli got 3 prawns in 3 hrs.. hahaha...

the poor prawns are now frozen alive in the freezer... =p

thanx for the innovative xmas present... =)

alrites alrites.. i've heard u.. i know i haven been blogging.. not used to jer's laptop can..

hmm.. been pretty busy.. ... doing sth.. haha..

looking forward to 22nd xmas dinner... expecting alot of MIAs..

looking forward to 24th yenting's bday steamboat party...

its going to be a seasons of piglets and chicklets.. hee =D

alrites.. its pretty official....

No 1: My laptop RIP-ed...

the stupid facebook virus caught me unguarded... and the recovery disc of HP suck to the core... reason?? the discs are not working again!! for the 2nd time..

so that explains my absence online recently....

and...

No. 2: My handphone's going to RIP soon.... i cant get phonecalls and msg dun always comes in and goes out... zzzz...

why must everything spolit at the same time?????

anyway... jer rented a car for mi since last fri... a very dirty and "bumped up" nissan sunny... hahaa... oh well... better than no car rite... had fun... i had conquered the hor-ri-gi-ble-ness of the expressway... realised that i love to drive... and drive alone...

winding down the window to enjoy the chilling wind in the middle of the night... thinking over stuff... able to drive to places... one word... shoik!!

thank you~~^.^...

hmm....

received a msg frm bren chen last nite... sth sad and unexpected happened... haiz... woman.. u must take care ah...

haha.. i think i haven been blogging lately...

hee.. been spending some quality time with my green monster...

ok.. now.. random updates.. not in order...

dinner with baozhu and emily @ bliss.. lotsa bullshit and "armpit" toking.. =p

last lesson at the tuition center.. yay.. i m free for the next one mth!! but dun ask me out please.. i plan to study...

grandma went genting today with uncle and family...

i m officially a 24-point driver... muahaha.. and jer rented a car for me next week to drive!!

sandal gave way yest while having brunch with grandma.. have to buy new one.. god!! waste my money!!!

hang out at grace's crib with xy and tn yest. its gambling time and DS time...

finally.. i think i almost have all my cards replaced.. leaving juz my IC... collection date will be this coming 10th..

POA test tml.. studying now..

now i m wondering if this year i can pass every subject.. sianz...

makan session with gie and bren on the 14th...

supposing to have a xmas dinner.. duno when yet... emily supposed to plan...

bought a new book to read.. allan and barbara pease's why he's so last min and she's got it all wrap up.. and yes.. i have bought all of their books.. except that now.. i have one book missing becoz of my bloody ex.. who refused to return me.. u F*****r!!!!

haha..

jer planning for a trip to new zealand soon.. hmmm.. wonder when.. and wonder if will really happen anot..

been on a mac'n'cheeze craze.. eat and eat non-stop.. of coz.. that explains the weight i've put on.. damn!

i still cannot clear bomerman's stage 2.. so irritated...

ok.. i think that ends my very very random post.. haha.. i'm off to bed.. nitez~

Random

i want to fly.. i want to fly.. i want to fly~~~~~

i want to fly out of Singapore!!!

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anyway.. watched Madagascar 2... it is so worth the money to watch.. think i m going to watch it again.. lol...

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i want to fly.. i want to fly.. i want to fly~~~~~

i want to fly out of Singapore!!!

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I know that i m procastinating.. but i realli dun wan to stay in singapore.. boredom!!!!!

It's Green~~

Since i cant slp... i've decided to blog abit.. haha..



Ever since i've lost my wallet.. i felt damn insecured.. totally lost interest to walk out of my hse doorstep... and no one with a moral heart returned my IC.. haiz.. sadz...



However.. jer made my day yest.. haha... He surprised me with THIS!!!!!







lol.. yesh.. as of 12th of November 2008... I am a proud owner of this lime green DS lite.. =D *grin* haha.... love it so much.. its such a cool color..



right now.. i m still trying to figure which kernel i have to install inside.. but i m happy..



THANK YOU jer.... =) know that u worked hard to buy this for me.. =)=)



come to think abt it.. i kinda figured out why i cant slp already... i m too excited to slp.. haha...



i'm nuts.. i know.. 1st i was too worried abt my wallet to slp.. now i m too excited...



anyway.. i m sooo going to hugz my DS lite to slp.. *that is if i can slp* haha...



Happy... Happy... Happy... Happy... Happy...

The Gain and The Loss

today's entry is on the good and the bad.. its long one.. with loads of pic..

lets talk abt the good 1st ba..

received my 1st bday present yest... =) frm xy, grace and tiannee... happy.. but!!! look at the amt of wrapping paper xy used to wrap.. i was so tired frm opening the present lah.. lol... one layer after one layer..

loved this dress that they bought for me.. =) at 1st tot that it was a scarf.. haha.. the prints look like one mah.. haha.. thanx babes.....

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met up with emily after sch to go kbox plaza for my bday.. hee.. so exciting.. feels abit like 4ch class gathering.. coz almost all the "key pple" that made up the class came.. emily kept saying she felt extra.. coz she's frm 4bs.. come on.. think of the bigger pic man.. we are frm the SAME sec sch can.. muahaha...

opened bottle... chivas.. haha.. spent a damn long time to decide can.. kept making the waitress walking in and out of the room.. haha...

sry.. i looked retarded..

lets intro.. frm left to right..
pohkeong, merril, yiguang, kanghao.

frm left to right:

kanghao, weekoh, baozhu, emily, yvonne.

emily with her boy, max.

haha.. c my face so big.. max oso came dwn.. thanx man...

ok.. camwhore time.. =p

my face looked so big lah...

ghost shot~

the smuggle.. haha.. *shhhhh..*

my boys.. my entertainers in class..

trying to bring back the "class photo" position... haha..

my class.. loved them!!

my besties...

pk being an uncle at kopitiam...

oh.. both of them were singing 童话 (the song zhu hate), when my dear zhu walked in with this!!!

my blueberry cheeze cake!!!!! yippeeeee~~~

haha.. i was procastinating that i wan a blueberry cheeze cake on facebook and on msn.. lol... baozhu saw.. and started to look for pple to buy.. and max bought the cake leh.. hahaah.. i m sooooo touched can.. 爱死你们了....

below are shots taken when i was dragged by pk to go dwnstair for a long talk.. so i duno wad the heck was happening... haha... looks funny though... haha...

Yvonne and moi! i think i can barely open my eyes sia..

then i think at this point.. weichuan (who was sing in another room) came over to gimmi a toast.. damn.. have to bottom up a mug of beer can.. *burp* oops...

all in all.. i enjoyed my party!! thanks gals and guys.. thanks for coming down.. thanks for present.. thank you thank you thank you.. =)

now for the bad news.. haiz.. i lost my wallet.. =( *sob* fuck lah.. i was in the cab and i cant find it.. eileen went back to help me find oso dun have.. whoever took my wallet.. please return me leh.. i juz wan my I/C and driver's license back.. u can keep the rest loh.. haiz.. *sad*

i was so happy de loh.. then this fuck up thing have to happen.. haiz.. made a police report ard 4am.. jer drove down to acc me.. haiz.. sad... sad... sad..

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i was supposed to post this last week.. but.. haha. i was kinda lazy..

celebrated my bday at grace's hse last sat.. haha.. it was a last min thingy.. lol.. only 3 of us bbq.. hahah.. the 1st time so little pple bbq rite.. in the afternoon.. tiannee came dwn to acc us do grocery but left in the evening coz she have to go to her wang lee hom's concert..

during the preparation process.. i think onli grace and me are working.. hahaha. xy juz stand there and watch... then got to assign thing for her to do.. like washing stuff.. haha... she realli do funny ('dirty') things in the kitchen lah.. hahaha..


xy juz posing only k..

she wan to pose for me standing on one leg.. but she cannot hold.. haha..

got alot of food k.. we cannot eat le loh.. in the end.. we have to play texas hold'em to finish up the food.. haha..

after packing up.. headed back to grace's hse.. mahjong!!!! half way through.. ivan came.. lotsa tok cock sing song.. then started playing this!!!

fun can.. ahaha.. mixed the shot glass with alot of rubbish lah.. got red wine, rose wine, bacardi, chivas, beer, root beer, jap green tea, oolong tea, pokka green tea and water....

i had been pretty lucky k... mostly got the none alcholic drinks.. but i was happening grace with hers.. coz she turned into this..

lol... then i am starting to get high.. have to eat food to tahan the alcohol..

me and my onion cheeze hotdog...

decided to change game.. now left xy and ivan playing..

funny loh.. both of them lost.. but i have to help them drink.. why ar? then ivan did a funny thing to beg me to help him drink half a shot of red wine.. wad funny thing?? hahah.. have to see video then u will understand..

anyway.. xy cannot make it already.. k.o in grace's bed...

back to mahjong again...

looked at my hand!!!! this was wad i get the moment i open.. haha.. but too bad.. never play 七对子...

coming to abt 4am.. 2 of xy's fren came.. i oso cannot tahan already lah.. join xy in grace's room for awhile..

thats xy.. labelled "Drunk!"

reached home at 7am.. zzzz... but was woken up by a fone call.. haiz...

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i still wan my wallet back.. =( please please return me.. *sob*

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Once again.. I want to give my thanks to all the peeps who celebrated my bday with me.. haha. thank you all...

Alexander Hospital D&D 2008 @ Swissotel

alrites.. went to zhu's D&D.. hectic day on sat can..


meet up at 12pm at orchard.. leave ard 4pm.. between those hours.. we wax-ed.. i trimmed my brows.. i chose her dress, earrings, necklances and bag.. we ended up buying the same shoes.. ate at a thai restaurant...


rushed off to zhu's place to pack some stuff to my place for a make over.. omg~~ super rushed!


backed at my place.. i had to bath me.. wear my dress.. "paint" the both of us.. packed my bag.. and i dun even have time to blow dry and bun up my hair.. coz zhu called the cab which arrived in 5 mins.. ahhhh!!!~~~~!!!!! being the beauty consultant for the both of us is damn tiring lohz~


i m going to let the photos do the talking now~ not much though...



zhu juz refused to take proper picture... =.="



finally!! coz i warned her by sighing and staring at her... haha.. she got the hint!



my tix..



it reads Shue Baozhu's Partner..

PARTNER k.. other pple's tix says blah blah blah's friend.. but mine's partner.. lol...sounded weird.. coz the original "partner" to be there was zhu's dearest bf, ah fir.. he cannot make it.. so here i m.. the replacement.. hahaz...

ok.. now.. warning.. warning.. the following photos are of an explicit nature.. lol.... =p...

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shot one

shot two

shot 3

shot four

somemore~~~~

shot five

shot six..

u think tats it?? oh nononono.. this woman's not done yet!

shot seven

shot eight


shot nine

shot ten!

there's more actually.. i deleted them!!! muahaha..

Let me introduce zhu's colleague.. boontong...

Prince Charming of the day~ =D

say cheeze~

my hair's in a mess!!!

me and bongtong

moi!

hee...

din go to westin's new asia bar after the dinner came to an end.. coz eileen could not make it.. that poor girl caught a flu and having fever.. hmmm.. must drink water!! anyway.. so we decided to go laviva for a drink instead..

so long never see robin they all already.. the place changed abit.. new staffs.. bit sadz though.. hmm...

one of zhu's colleague, Freddie, wanted to tag along.. feel so weird.. and that guy's conversation was very lame..

left chijmes ard 1am ba.. met up with jer and chef teh at tpy.. chatted for a long time.. reached hm early in the morning.. 6.15am to be exact.. slpt onli at 7.10am.. yawn~ din go for my 5km run.. haiz..

emily's msg woke me up at 2pm.. met zhu at CP in the late afternoon.. then jer ard 7pm to go his grandpa's hse.. hang out awhile.. last min planned to go xinyu's hse.. coz i was pissed off with sth.. haiz..

anyway.. i haven seen xinyu for 2 weeks liao sia.. miss her.. lol..

btw.. juz now the taxi uncle tried to cheat me of my money sia.. he mixed some 5 cents coins and malaysian coins in my change.. damn heng i checked loh.. else i juz pour it into my wallet.. idiot.. -_-"

ok.. bed time... tataz...