Sunday, August 14, 2005

hate weekend..

its weekend again... same feelings overwhelm mi again... haiz...

cant slp last nite... my mind juz kept repeating wad happened on tat very faithful day... *sob* my heart juz twitch in pain... yes... they are happy memories... yet these are happy memories tat kept tearing open my wound... i haf oreadi tried not to rem the past... but... they juz keep coming back... wad shld i do... ahh....

realli juz... i duno... irriating? if i was to b given a chance to live again... would i wan to live through it again? go through all the pain? heartache? i duno... but mayb... i would... i would choose to walk tat path again...

stupid? yah.. mayb i m... haiz... my brain is severely damage... i need medical attention... haiz...

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