Tuesday, October 11, 2005

shit clearage

i had came to term with this fact... its always beta for someone to love u rather than u loving someone... ok... well.. at least.. this fact works for mi... its painful to love someone more than someone loves u... coz... everyone's juz afraid of getting hurt... but its oso not fair to ur other half if he/she is put his/her best to love u but u dun... sad to say... i noe this beta than anyone... been through that...

even ur other half had alot of bad points... but.. seriously.... if u realli like this person... you will never see all this bad side of him.. n even condone him doing things that u dun like... and most of the time.. this is wad i called blinded by love.. x_x...

life had always been unpredictable.. for a moment.. when i tot that i would stuck wif that nightmare for the rest of my life.. living every single day of my life like a vcd on the repeat track mode... someone.. no.. 2 someones brought mi out of that shit hole... =) i m thankful to them... n i always will... so.. in order to repay that 2 someones... i m clearly my shit hole everyday... hoping tat i m able to clear that shit soon..

wish mi all the best for speedy clearage of shit.~.~.~

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