graduation....

i m a graduate... so? wads the big fuck?

walking up on stage to receive my cert... ok... the folder is empty... but... it was supposed to b exciting... happy.. n when u receive the cert... u r supposedt to smile for the camera... but... i juz walked the stage like a zombie... totally emotionless... forced a smile... then walked dwn the stage... this is how i spent my few glorious sec on stage...

all i hoped for was faster end... faster end...walked dwn to ge rm... or mayb now shld call the ag rm... wanted to play guitar... but ran through the cabinet instead... sat dwn at one side... looking through the fotos...

so much memories juz came back... n duno y... almost every fotos... got someone's face... frm the past fotos till recent ones... haiz...

anyway... chit chat wif weiling... then went mac to tok somemore... was all alone in bus 8... then my brain starts to wonder ard again... haiz... thinking back... why was i so naive ? thinking... mayb it will b different... it might haf a happy ending... but i was so wrong.... yet... even i noe i m wrong.... i still hope for a miracle i guess....