Wednesday, July 06, 2005

still in depression mode...

quite abit of things happened recently... good n bad... while base on my few previous blogs... u guys can guess tat i m rather... no... very depress... hmm.. very little things ard mi can set off my tear duct alarm...

came across... sth in germaine's blog... quote out sth...
" what are the good points of being single? shall i state, i am at the moment none too interested. but here's a list i have compounded based on pointers listed out by many of my enterprising friends.
- no more worries about the one idiot in your life that has been the bane of your existence every single minute from the time you started having problems to the time you actually broke up.
- the fact that you are henceforth allowed to date, kiss, sleep with new fellas just dying to be given a chance
- you no longer are obliged to report your whereabouts to whomsoever at whatsoever time.
- you have so much more free time, with no more need to keep strategic time slots free (like saturday afternoons) for your significant, or in my case insignificant, other.
- you are no longer weighed by guilt should you feel naughty and decide to do something you shouldn't do by right of being attached.
- you needn't conform your schedules to anyone.
- you needn't shave your legs, or genitals all that often.
- you needn't wear that favourite bra or g string unless you want to.
- you needn't plan to impress anyone anymore.
- if you want to watch that romantic movie, there isn't even a second thought at all. men sometimes have cinematic taste equivalent to rotting carcasses. (Triple X 2, HAH! nuff' said) "

all the above said are true... realli... but yet... i still wan to b loved... hug... i still wan to spend time to doll up myself to make him proud... (used to think its a waste of time... n i still think so... been almost late or juz on time for most of my appointments... well... haiz...)

in any case... i noe when some things are over... its over... n can never... will never get back... n one cant live in the past... i noe all these... i gave the exact same advices to pple... but... i juz cant do what i preach....

did n done alot of stupid things these few weeks... but... let mi juz put my actions into a few simple words... [i realli cant help it]... some is habit... some is.. well... i duno... juz cant help it.. argh...

move on move on move on... blah blah blah... heard this a dozen times... but... hey... i m in still quite depress ok...

btw... went to the dreamcars motorshows 2005... on sun.. well... cars were all frm jap... got onli 2 larmorgini...on of them is carbon-fibre one... matted looking... nice.... but fake looking... well... still got alot of cars... lazy to type... type next time ba...

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